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On Saturday afternoon, Su Qingye drove to Tang Tai's clinic.

Tang Tai is a well-known psychiatrist in the industry. He has his own private clinic opposite the Central Hospital.

Many celebrities and gentry in City C would come to him for consultation on some psychological issues. After all, there is so much social pressure now that mental illness has almost become a normal disease.

It was also by chance that Su Qingye knew this doctor.

Tang Tai's office is on the third floor.

She went to the door and knocked, and a middle-aged man's voice came from inside, "Come in."

She opened the door and went in, and saw Tang Tai sitting at the table flipping through the documents.

"Doctor Tang." She greeted with a little respect.

Tang Tai raised his head, he is a very kind elder, his temples are a little white, he wears a pair of presbyopic glasses, he will smile when he looks at Su Qingye.

"It's been more than half a year since I quit the drug, what's going on this time?"

Su Qingye closed the door casually, and sat opposite Tang Tai, frowning slightly, as if she was also not satisfied with her state.

"It's still the same, the busier you are, the harder it is to fall asleep."

Some time ago, there were a lot of things at work, and it was already difficult for her to fall asleep. During that time, she seemed to have had an argument with Jin Cheng, so she could only rely on red wine to hypnotize her.

"Besides insomnia, are there other symptoms?" Tang Tai pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose and asked.

Su Qingye nodded. In her eyes, Tang Tai was an elder worth talking to, just like her father, who could say a lot of things in his heart.

"It seems that there are always some memories that don't belong to me in my mind..." She described the scene of the cliff again, and a look of pain gradually appeared in her expression.

Just remembering, she felt a little palpitating, "Sometimes, I can't tell whether it's a real thing or just a dream."

Hearing her description, Tang Tai changed his eyes a little, showing a hint of worry unconsciously, but based on the professional ethics of a doctor, he quickly returned to normal.

"Your mood is not very stable, but you are better than before, and you have a certain ability to digest."

Tang Tai's words seemed to comfort Su Qingye, making her admit from her heart that she had done a good job, and gradually she calmed down.

"Doctor Tang, there is one more strange thing." She hesitated for a moment before she spoke, "I met someone, and when I saw him, I always felt as if I had seen him a long time ago..."

Su Qingye confided all the gaffes she had when she saw Shen Yu, she was really puzzled.

Tang Tai's gaze flashed, and his eyes were secretive, "Don't you cry when you see him?"

"Well, I didn't feel anything at the time, so I couldn't control my tears. I was confused by this matter for a long time, and it seemed like a piece was missing in my heart."

Su Qingye supported her head, pressed her fingers on her temples, and managed to suppress the faint headache.

Tang Tai looked at her, sighed, and said something meaningful, "Some memories will be closed due to stimulation, and some memories will be awakened due to stimulation. If you insist on searching for the source, you may hurt yourself."

Su Qingye stared at him blankly, trying to figure out the meaning of his words.

What he meant was that there really was a closed memory in her mind?

"Xiao Su, do you still remember when we first met?"

Tang Tai's old voice opened her memory.

When we met for the first time, it was in the infirmary of Colonel C.

During that time, she was still receiving psychological treatment at school, but I don't know if it was because her illness was more serious, or because the doctor couldn't find her crux, and her psychological problems became more and more serious.

That day, she was standing on the roof of the school hospital, about to jump off, when Tang Tai came to give a speech at their school, saw her, and pulled her back from the brink of death.

"Remember." Su Qingye nodded, "You asked me to call the person I miss the most, and said that if you still want to commit suicide after hanging up the phone, then leave me alone."

When she called Su Shoucheng at that time, Su Shoucheng didn't know what was going on with her, so he just opened his mouth to ask her what kind of car she wanted, and did she like a red Cayenne?He was going to give it to her as a 20th birthday present.

Tang Tai was right, after the phone call, she didn't have the courage to commit suicide.

"Actually, 90.00% of people will choose to give up after making a phone call, because as long as there is concern in this world, they will continue to live with this thought."

"But what if the person I miss the most is gone, or there is no one I miss the most at all?" She couldn't help but chuckled, as if in a joking tone.

Tang Tai was really stunned for a moment, but he was not stopped by the question, but rather stunned.

He seemed to have thought of something.

In fact, what Su Qingye said just now was said when they met for the first time.

At that time, the little girl was standing on the rooftop with a look of lovelessness, even her eyes were empty and lifeless.

He practiced medicine for several years, and it was the first time he saw such desperate eyes.

He asked the little girl to call the person I missed the most, but the little girl smiled at him sadly and said: The person I miss the most is no longer there.

Later...he changed the phrase and said that he called a relative, and the little girl called her father.

She has forgotten the ones in the middle.

In mental illness, there is a kind of patient who will develop symptoms of selective amnesia after being greatly stimulated, and it is obvious that Su Qingye is this kind of patient.

Looking at Su Qingye again, Tang Tai smiled warmly, and gave her the same answer as before, "Then I will let you call a relative."

Su Qingye said "Oh" twice, thinking that she just called her father.

"Xiao Su," Tang Taiyu said earnestly, "The advice I can give you is to pay more attention to the people around you who are worth caring about. If you want to live a relaxed life, you can't think so much. You can let go of many things. .”

According to what Dr. Tang meant, did she tell her not to search for that memory again?

So what about Shen Yu?Will she let go too?She just found a clue, wouldn't it be a pity to give up like this?
Her mind was a little confused, and her fingers unintentionally entangled the string on the hem of the dress.

After pondering for a moment, she said heavily, "I probably understand what you mean, I will try my best to restrain myself from thinking about those messy things."

Tang Tai nodded in relief, "You don't need to force it, just let it be."

After thinking about it, he added, "If you really need to see that memory clearly, you can also come to me, this is your own right."

Of course, he didn't want her to go this far.

"it is good."

"Pay attention to your emotions during this time. If you fluctuate too much, or if you still have insomnia, you must come to me to get medicine."

"Thank you, Doctor Tang." Su Qingye got up and was about to leave the clinic.