you are my white moonlight

"..." Shao Tingchen pretended not to hear, she was stimulated, any of his words might break her fragile nerves.

After the coat was buttoned, Shao Tingchen picked him up from the wheelchair, and Jian Youqing's uninjured hand wrapped around his neck obediently.

In the next second, Shao Tingchen walked forward with long legs, "I should die."

Shengsheng stopped in his tracks, Shao Tingchen's legs felt weak, and the chill ran all over his body.

His Adam's apple moved slightly, "I won't give you this chance."

Without looking at her, she continued walking, her voice was flat and without a trace of warmth.

"It's better for everyone."

"..."

"No one will get hurt because of me."

Shao Tingchen had never walked so hard, his heart was torn apart by her own hands, and Jian Youqing had no intention of repenting.

Shao Tingchen still couldn't help looking down at her eyes, staring at his shirt collar, as if covered by a thin layer of fog, as if the lens was not focused, and her lips were covered with dried blood.

Shao Tingchen quickened his pace, cleared his throat, "Lu Yan is fine, the injury is not fatal at all."

"..."

No one answered.

Shao Tingchen frowned: "He will be alive and kicking soon, so you should understand that this is just a trivial matter, and you don't need to worry about it all the time."

Jian Youqing closed her eyelids and frowned, Shao Tingchen's first reaction was that he said something wrong.

He wanted to bang his head against the wall.

……

Shao Tingchen didn't speak any more when he carried her back to the ward.

Shao Tingchen sent a maid over, and all the sharp weapons in the house, even the small black hair clips, were put away. Shao Tingchen was always guarding her by the bed.

Jane Youqing huddled up and sat on the head of the bed, wrapping herself like a hedgehog.

Shao Tingchen tried to talk to her, "Youqing..."

"Shh-"

Jian Youqing stared at the open space ahead, blinked, "I'm thinking."

Shao Tingchen has never been so uneasy.

He would rather she blame, quarrel with him, and even rush to Lu Yan's side to take care of her now
His bottom line has been lowered again and again, he doesn't care about himself, as long as Jian Youqing is not what she is now...

She frightened him like this.

"I committed suicide before." Jian Youqing said suddenly.

Shao Tingchen's mind went blank.

Jian Youqing turned her head, and stared at him with a pair of slightly raised eyes. She originally had fox eyes, and there seemed to be stars in them, but at this moment, they were already dimmed.

Reduced to an abyss, filled with the word despair.

"Sleeping pills, rescued in time, did not die." The tone was relaxed, if it weren't for the ashen expression on his face, it would really seem to be talking about the weather.

Shao Tingchen clenched his fist hanging by his side: "Stop talking."

"Just after my brother's accident, that was the second time the three aunts and six wives got together and called me a bastard."

"..." Shao Tingchen was eager to know what she had experienced in the past ten years, but he was also afraid. Now it seemed that what was in front of him were really bloody wounds.

His tone was close to pleading, "Youqing, stop talking..."

"You should be able to guess what they were saying, so I made that decision."

"It's because you were young and unconscious that you believed their explanations. Those are all nonsense." Shao Tingchen sat on the side of the bed, wrapped her hand with his big palm, and kissed her lightly on his lips. I was trying my best to hide my panic, but my hands were still trembling slightly, "I watched you grow up, and it was simply a fan of their rumors..."

"But I think it makes sense."

"..."