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Penang City Nursing Home,

Li Qingyu finished signing the last paperwork,
Hand the paperwork to the staff,

thank you,

She skillfully held Xiao Xinxin's hand and walked forward.

"Husband," Xiao Xinxin licked her lips uneasily, her voice trembling: "Which ward?"

"Ward 1405."

Turning to look at Xiao Xinxin,

Li Qingyu stopped, "How about,
Let's go back today first,
Come back another day? "

Xiao Xinxin wanted to nod her head.
But she remembered the text message from her aunt.

The text message was received three days ago,
no extra words,

There is only one sentence, "Your father has been diagnosed with terminal lung cancer and has about a week to live."

do not know why,
It is obviously a very simple sentence,
In Xiao Xinxin's view,

It feels very abstract,
She sat on the sofa with her mobile phone for a full two hours,
come to the conclusion,
The man she once called her father,

about to die.

What a ridiculous irony,

many years ago,

As soon as she left the hospital,

When my aunt took me home,
I heard my aunt and uncle say,

That man is dying,
But after so many years,
original,

This "dying man",
still alive?
Sure enough, good people don't live long,
The scourge lives for thousands of years.

some things,

too old,
So that
Xiao Xinxin can't remember clearly.
for example,

the man's face,
But the powerlessness and disgust in my heart,
Even if you live your whole life,

Even if it dies and burns to ashes,

Nor will it disappear.

The Li family has a strong family atmosphere.

Simultaneously,

The Li family is also very good at observing words and expressions,

Probably Li Mama, Xinxin Baby and the others could see that she had something on her mind,

I haven't bothered her for the past three days,

So Xiao Xinxin had three days of peace and quiet, all to herself.

During these three days,
Xiao Xinxin didn't say much,

Although she, as usual,
Every morning, I take my handsome husband’s car to go to work in Qingri Group,
Work is still conscientious,
But she said nothing,

But no one asked,
No one was even curious about it.

When Xiao Xinxin noticed it,
When I haven't spoken for several days,
The handsome husband placed the ticket to Penang in front of her.

Xiao Xinxin is very clear about her handsome husband's temper,
this man,

just do not talk,

Since the husband and wife are tacit to each other,

There are some things that don't need to be asked.

But at this moment,

We're about to reach Ward 1405,

I'm about to see the man I hated in the nightmare again soon,
Xiao Xinxin suddenly wanted to talk,

She firmly grasped Li Qingyu's hand,

Forced a smile, asked: "Husband,

How... how did you get in touch with my aunt?

You... don't get me wrong,
It's not that I don't want to tell you my life experience,
I just……

I'm sorry husband,

I just wanted to tell you,
I'm very sorry,

actually……"

I'm not done talking,

Li Qingyu retracted his long arms,
Xiao Xinxin threw herself heavily into his arms,
Next second,
The man's strong arms have encircled her body,
He pressed her tightly against his chest.

Correct,
is embedded,

if we assume,
What can express Li Qingyu's thoughts at this moment,

He wants to embed little stars in his chest,

Let this girl who holds his heart firmly,

Never cry again.

Among the seven gourd babies of the Li family,

The second child, Li Qingyu, is the most bored and the least talkative.

But the seven brothers have one thing in common,
That is,
things that don't interest them,

or things they consider unimportant,
Never pay attention.

Because of this,
Li Qingyu and Xiao Xingxing lived together for so many years,

But he still knew nothing about Little Xingxing's life experience.

Until not long ago Baby Xinxin came to him,

Had a long talk with Li Qingyu,
Only then did Li Qingyu realize that,
My own husband,

How incompetent it is to do.

in fact,

Because of the large age disparity,
In addition, the two have completely different personalities,

Li Qingyu has never had an in-depth conversation with Baby Xinxin on an equal footing,

in his eyes,
Baby Xinxin will always be the little one who hasn't grown up and needs the protection of their seven older brothers,

but that day,
After Baby Xinxin found him,

The first sentence to get straight to the point is, "Second brother,
Why did you fall in love with the second sister-in-law at first sight? "

This question directly confused Li Qingyu,
He thought about it,
I can't think of an answer either.

He read it in a book,
A man falls in love with a woman at first sight,
Mostly for two reasons,

One is that the other party is outstanding in appearance, and the country is overwhelmed by the city,

two is,

Be attracted by the unique temperament of the other party.

Although Li Qingyu is not a prodigal son in love,
But he has been in the mall for many years,
Given his age and experience,

What kind of beautiful woman has never seen before?

Little Xing Xing is not a peerless beauty,

Then,

At that time, he
Why do you fall in love with Little Xingxing at first sight?

later,

Li Qingyu told Xinxin Baby,
The reason why he is fascinated by little stars,
Probably because,
There are stories in the eyes of little stars.

If you were so naive,

It is more suitable for big stars with outstanding acting skills like the third child,

It's also very suitable for a bad ruffian like Lao Liu.

When Li Qingyu said it,
Still a little regretful,
But after Baby Xinxin finished listening,
but did not mock him,

Instead, he said something that Li Qingyu would never forget,
Baby Xinxin said, "Yes,

There are stories.

The Li family likes to hunt for novelties.
For people with stories and connotations,

It is easier to have a good impression.

So brother,
If you don't want your marriage to be cheated all the time,

I don't want to escalate the conflict when I received the certificate before,
Let's get to know the second sister-in-law well.

In this world,
Not all love,

Both need to maintain privacy for each other,

In marriage and love,
we need more,

It is sharing. "

share,

That was Li Qingyu's lifetime,
For the first time, I seriously pondered the meaning of these two words,

Though he was silent,

Although I concealed something from Little Xing Xing,

But living with Little Xingxing for so many years,
How could he not feel that Little Xingxing has an unknown secret in his heart?
only,
The Li family thought they were used to it,
I don't like others prying into my privacy,

I also don't like to pry into other people's privacy.

Li Qingyu understood what Baby Xinxin meant,
This is contradictory,

Fascinated by each other's stories,

but unwilling to delve deeper,

Maybe in a short time,

The couple will maintain their attraction because of the sense of mystery and distance,

But it's been a long time,
This sense of mystery increases the sense of distance,
Finally let the two drift away,

become complete strangers.

Before Baby Xinxin left that day,
Meaningfully said: "Second brother,
You are the most successful businessman,
You should know,
can sustain a relationship for a long time,

not interests,

but a secret.

in marriage,

the same,
I hope you can wipe away the sadness in the second sister-in-law's eyes with your own hands. "

Xinxin baby words,

To Li Qingyu's surprise,

I have been with Little Xingxing for so many years,
He didn't know anything about Little Xingxing's past.

in other words,

He the husband,
Keep saying how much I love Little Xing Xing,

Baby little star,

Actually,
Never paid anything to Little Star.

Like waking up from a big dream,

Li Qingyu asked Tian Kai to investigate Xiao Xinxin's past the next day,

Xiao Xinxin is not a particularly influential person,

Tian Kai only spent one day,
He handed over two pages of investigation materials to Li Qingyu.

two pages,
It couldn't be simpler,
Li Qingyu didn't even dream about it,
The little wife he held in his palm like a treasure,
Lived such a miserable life.

last month,
In the name of a business trip, Li Qingyu,
Quietly brought Tian Kai to Penang,
Find Xiao Xinxin's aunt and uncle,
After learning that he was Xiao Xinxin's husband,
My aunt was in a daze at first,

Then lay in her husband's arms and wept loudly,
The catharsis of relief,
Li Qingyu will never forget it in his life,

He was very distressed,
Even my aunt felt aggrieved and sad like this,
his girl, his dear little star,

these years,
How did you survive it?
If it wasn't for Xinxin baby's reminder,
Will he continue to maintain his status quo with doubts and worries,

Until one day,

His motivation to support Little Xingxing to live strong gradually faded away and cooled down.

Drive the little star to a dead end,

When the little star is lost,

Regret again?

Li Qingyu's situation is different from that of the sixth and seventh children.
He, his elder brother, Lord Li, and his third brother, Li Mingxu,

The eldest of the three children in the family,

How did dad treat mom and their brothers?

The three of them are obvious to all,

Even if there is a big brother who protects their twins from wind and rain,
Li Qingyu still feels that in those years,

It was the worst nightmare of his life,

He never thought,
In this world,
Someone worse than him,

And this misery,

Not even as good as Patriarch Cai and Aunt Cai's experience,
because,

The tragedy of the little star,

is irreparable.

So when I left my aunt's house that day,

Aunt cried and begged him to persuade Xiao Xingxing,

I hope that when Little Xingxing can accept the sinful man's confession,
Li Qingyu replied the longest thing he said in his life,

It is also the most vicious words, "Auntie, don't worry,

I'll take Little Xingxing to the nursing home to meet that man,

but,
It's not about letting Xiao Xingxing get up and listen to his confession,
Because he doesn't deserve it.

I'll send him to hell with his sins,
Never be reincarnated! "

"Baby," Li Qingyu paused while hugging Xiao Xinxin's trembling thin body, "Listen up,
I brought you here to meet him today,

Not for you to forgive him,

I just want you to spare yourself.

F,
who killed your mother,

It's that bastard man in ward 1405,

not you
That man is the murderer,

You don't have to think about the kindness of someone who is about to die,

Don't care about the so-called biological father-daughter relationship,
you just have to remember,
He killed your mother,

You can use the most vicious language in the world to scold him, attack him, and curse him,

Then after we left the nursing home,
to this rubbish sinner,
buried forever in the grave,

Understand? "

Xiao Xinxin was stunned for about a minute,

Only then did I realize what Li Qingyu was talking about,
At first, she felt her eyes were a little sore,

gradually,
The acid turns into an indescribable bitterness,

The throat is like the eyes,
burning pain,
and with insane speed,

spread around,
Hold Li Qingyu's waist,
She buried her face in the man's arms,
Tears rolled down like broken beads,

But no sound came out.

how many years?

Five years?

eight years?

ten years?

Or 12 years?
Xiao Xinxin really can't remember,
She just remembers,

Since that disaster,
It seems that I have never cried again.

Man is a social animal,
In this world,
there is no one,
I really like living alone,
She was just a teenage girl,
How could it be possible not to yearn for family affection?
Even though the aunt is the man's older sister,

Even if cousins ​​call that man uncle,

Even if you live under the fence,

She still wishes it was her home,
But she was wrong,

initial,
Xiao Xinxin heard and saw,

many people

Including aunt and uncle,

They will always say that she is pitiful behind her back,
Accusing that sinful man of killing mom,
They will curse and condemn that man from God's height,

Sympathize with mom.

I don't know when it started,
Xiao Xinxin found that the situation had changed.
When people in the community talk about her again,

would say she is a broom star,
Said she was tough,

g dead mama,
There are fewer and fewer people who sympathize with mothers,

On the contrary, there are more people,

Forgive that man graciously,
They began to sympathize with the man,
I think a rich young man,
To find such a vulgar and feeble wife,
Can't even give birth to a son,

In terms of career, I can't give my husband any help.
It also became a stumbling block to her husband's ascension,
that's it,
They don't take the initiative to let Xian,

Already occupying the latrine and not shitting,
I think that man is truly pitiful,
Is a victim of domestic soft violence,

Even aunts and cousins,
When carrying Xiao Xinxin on his back,

will talk about,

How to persuade her to visit that evil man,
I feel like so many years have passed,
The living are always more important than the dead,
thought she should use Madonna's forgiveness,

Graciously accepted the man's confession,

Then do my best to be a daughter's filial piety,
Let that man grow old,
Live the rest of your life in peace and happiness.

This made Xiao Xinxin so angry that she wanted to strangle everyone,

Why?
Why over time,
Can a criminal wash away his sins?

Why has it been so long,
Should he be forgiven?

What about the innocent mother?
What about her?

For so many years,

so many nightmares,
Such painful torture,
What is it?
Xiao Xinxin dared not tell anyone,

She left her aunt's house,
Cut off contact with my aunt and all the acquaintances around me,

In addition to disgust,

And escape.

She didn't think it was wrong for her to hate that man,

But she was afraid of seeing others staring at her with unspeakable, even condemning eyes.

Sometimes Xiao Xinxin feels,

This world is a world of upside down black and white,

Just pretend to be pitiful,
As long as you show your weakness,
deserve protection and sympathy,
But unfortunately,

She is not the Virgin,
Not green tea with white flowers,
Her acting skills are too bad,

Can't take a bad scene that makes her so miserable,

So she ran away,

Come to Kyoto,

To this strange metropolis where no one knows her,
Living alone among the cold steel and concrete,
no longer bear the moral kidnapping of everyone,
Just let yourself be the vicious daughter in your heart who is not filial and does not want to be filial.

This is the shackles that Xiao Xinxin has carried for more than ten years.

It's a secret that can't be shared with anyone.
Because just say it,
She will definitely become a monster in the eyes of others.

She never dared to hope,
someday,
There will be a person in this world,

don't ask anything,

To see the darkness in her heart,

Then stand firmly by her side.

if we assume,
When I first met Li Qingyu,
Because he disguised himself as a migrant worker,
Gave Xiao Xinxin spiritual sustenance,
make her feel no longer alone,

If you can survive in this indifferent world with migrant workers for warmth,
Then at this very moment,

Hearing Li Qingyu say seriously,

"You can use the most vicious language in the world to scold him, attack him, and curse him",
It is complete redemption.

too tired,
These ten years,

I'm so tired
Those who are morally and "others think",
has always been like a mountain growing on its back,

Can't move, can't throw away,

right now,

Finally melted.

Li Qingyu felt the girl shaking in his arms,
Watching her shoulders twitch once and for all,
There was a deep tingling pain in my heart,

This is after knowing Xiao Xingxing for so many years,

It was the first time that little Xingxing threw herself into his arms and cried so sadly,
Baby Xinxin didn't say anything,

he is a fool

Clearly aware of the crisis,
but never took action.

I never thought about changing it,

Just foolishly think,

Relying on his own strong financial resources and strong wrists,
It can make his little star carefree and happy for a lifetime.

But in fact,

Little Xingxing is unknowingly,
Farther,

If Baby Xinxin hadn't brought it up in time,

Maybe until one day there is a catastrophe,

His self-righteous fool,

Don't know where the problem is.

bow your head,
He kissed Little Xingxing's forehead little by little,
Kiss the tears off her cheeks one by one,

Encouraged with an extremely gentle voice: "Don't be afraid baby,
Without that man,
I can find you another father again,

or,
You can think of me as your father. "

"Puff...cough cough cough..." Tian Kai who was following behind the couple finally couldn't hold back,

Choking on his own saliva.

Hey President,
Can you comfort people?

It is better not to say anything!

however,
To Tian Kai's surprise,
Xiao Xinxin heard this,
but laughed,
"Okay!" Her voice was still crying, but she was relieved, "I don't want that father,

You will be my father from now on! "

……