Evening wind is not as affectionate as you

"I haven't seen her for many years, and I don't know if she will blame me..."

Li Mochen said something to himself, and he didn't know if he said it for Xia Wan or himself.

"Mother, I'm Mo Chen's wife. I'm very glad to see you. I've also experienced the feeling of being a mother, but I haven't been able to bring that cute little life into this world safely."

"However, I believe that in the future, I will have the opportunity to bring the child that belongs to the two of us to see you. Finally, thank you, mother, thank you for bringing Mo Chen to this world safely, so that I can meet him."

Xia Wan didn't answer Li Mochen's words, but let go of his hand, squatted down and spoke to Mu Chengjun's tombstone.

Although the photo on the tombstone is black and white and has traces of time, it can still be seen that she is a very gentle woman, just a faint smile makes her feel very comfortable.

"Late night, you..."

"Mother, don't worry, I will take good care of Mo Chen and face the difficulties we will face in the future with him. I will never back down and will accompany him to the end. I hope mother can bless us."

In the past, Xia Wan could feel that Li Mochen treated her differently from others, but when he brought her to meet his mother, she felt that Li Mochen had truly accepted her, but what she didn't know was that, in fact, Li Mochen had already accepted her.

As for why he never brought her here, the reason is very simple, that is, what he has been unable to accept is actually his past.

After talking so much with Xia Wan yesterday, he finally opened his heart completely, willing to accept his past, his mother's departure, and his present self.

He also didn't know what kind of magical power Xia Wan possessed, that he was able to unravel the knot in his heart for so many years with just a few words.

Although he can't completely come out now, he still dares to face it. It seems that he is not as scared as before. Perhaps it is because of Xia Wan's company that he feels that the shadow of his childhood is not so scary anymore.

"Mother, I'm sorry. I haven't come to see you for so many years. In fact, it's because of my own cowardice. People outside only see my vigorous and nervous side, but they don't know that I am a person who dare not even face myself in the past. .”

Xia Wan was taken aback by Li Mochen's words, and then looked at Li Mochen in front of him with a face of relief. Being able to say it meant that he accepted it, but she felt that what Li Mochen said was wrong.

Reluctance to accept is not because of cowardice, everyone has their own demons, shadows, if they can easily come out, can they still be called demons?
The two talked a lot in front of Mu Chengjun's tombstone, and they didn't get up until evening to go back.

On the way back, the two held hands and looked at each other with a smile. The dead cannot be brought back to life, but the person who loves you wants you to be happy no matter whether he lives or dies.

This is the truth that those people should understand without telling them personally.

"You said something wrong just now. You are not cowardly. If my mother leaves, I'm afraid I can't accept it. The departure of a relative is an immeasurable pain in everyone's heart."

"Actually, to be honest, I am quite envious of you. You at least know who your parents are, unlike me. Not only did you not know at first, but you have never even met them in Dalian since you were a child."

Xia Wan didn't think she was so pitiful, after all, she didn't know who her parents were from the beginning, and when she knew that Xia's family was not her biological parents, she was actually relieved to be honest.

After all, if her biological parents did such a thing to her, she would be even more unacceptable.

But hearing Li Mochen's ears, Xia Wan's words changed. Seeing that Li Mochen hadn't spoken, she turned her head and found that Li Mochen was looking at her with an indescribable expression.

"Tsk, what's your expression? I'm just telling a fact. After all, these are true. I don't have any impression of my biological parents, so I'm more curious than emotional about why they abandoned me. You don't have to worry about me. .”

Xia Wan was telling the truth, but Li Mochen didn't know if she believed her or not, even if she didn't believe her, there was nothing he could do.

She can only say that she can't have feelings for someone she hasn't met, even if that person is her parents.

After all, she hadn't seen it before, and she couldn't do it just by relying on blood ties.

In fact, if she hadn't known Professor Xiang before, and the professor had always taken care of herself, she might not have been able to accept that she suddenly had an uncle, aunt, and four brothers.

This kind of thing was too unbelievable to her. Even if they were not strangers with no emotional foundation, she still felt a little bit of rejection at that time, but it was not serious.

When the two returned home, He Wei had already prepared dinner, and Xia Wan went back to the bedroom directly after eating.

Although she spent most of the day sitting there talking to Mu Chengjun, the way back and forth was not easy, and it was indeed a very labor-intensive job for her now.

So as soon as I get home and relax, the feeling of exhaustion comes up all at once.

On the other hand, Li Mochen went to the study with He Wei. The two seemed to have talked for a long time, but Xia Wan didn't know exactly what they talked about.

After Li Mochen came back, she didn't ask any more questions, but she could still see that Li Mochen was in a good mood, it should be something good, otherwise he wouldn't be so happy.

"Ma'am, what are you going to do next, stay at home or go to the company?"

In fact, if it is possible, Li Mochen doesn't particularly want Xia Wan to go to the company, not because of anything else, but because that place can be said to be smoky right now.

He always felt unsafe there, and he couldn't see Xia Wan anymore because he was hurt again.

"Let's go to the company in a while, but don't worry. After all, I told them that I went to study, and I won't be able to come back for a while. If I go back so early, they will definitely be suspicious."

At first they concealed the news of her pregnancy to protect the child, but now they conceal it because they really don't want others to know.

People who have a good relationship with Xia Wan may feel distressed, but some people can't wait to see her jokes. How can she do what those people want, but most people should know about the trouble caused by that wedding .

"I respect your decision. During this period of time, I will use the old man's relationship to deal with some people who are too obvious, but I can't guarantee that it will be foolproof. After all, the company is really a place where fish and dragons are mixed together."

"no problem."