if love is invisible

Han Fei walked away, and Chen Mian carefully put the things he was going to give to his daughter on the table, hugging a plush toy in silence.

Her expression was calm, her dull eyes 'looking' at the void, after a while, the corners of her mouth slowly rose.

Xiao Qi was a little worried, she pursed her lips and said, "Young Madam, Doctor Wang made dessert, would you like some?"

Chen Mian nodded, accepting the kindness of Dr. Wang and Xiaoqi.

After losing her eyes, Chen Mian had no sense of time, she fell asleep, and when she woke up, she asked Xiaoqi what time it was.

"It's almost eight o'clock in the evening, Young Madam, I have everything ready, please have something to eat first, so we can go to worship the little lady."

Chen Mian hummed, and obediently ate some food.

Maybe it's about to 'meet' with her daughter, Chen Mian ate more than noon, took a shower after eating, and then asked Xiaoqi to help her find the most beautiful clothes to change into.

"The baby will like this set." She raised her head, 'looked' at Xiao Qi, and smiled slightly, "She must be a baby who loves beauty just like me."

Xiaoqi held back her tears and hummed a few times.

Two places of worship have been set, one is the Ziwei Courtyard and the other is the Banana Building.

First go to Ziwei Courtyard.

The courtyard has prepared braziers, incense candles and ingots for worship, and children’s clothes, toys, snacks, etc. are also fully prepared. Xiaoqi lit the fire, and Dr. Wang handed her sacrifices, and then led her to put things into the courtyard. Brazier.

Chen Mian put a pair of small cotton shoes into the brazier, stretched out her hands, felt the heat from the flames, and said quietly: "When the baby was born, he cried loudly, wow wow wow, his legs are also very strong, his face It’s round, a little chubby, and it’s very comfortable to the touch, and I’m willing to let go of my finger no matter what.”

"I just thought, the baby will definitely be clingy in the future, I've already thought about it, I will take her with me everywhere in the future, and we, mother and daughter, will never be separated for a moment."

"It's a pity that I'm useless. I failed to protect her well, and Chen Luoluo got her way."

"She snatched the baby and strangled her to death." Chen Mian's expression was very calm, "Baby, it's useless to forgive mother, we will be mother and daughter again in the next life."

After burning the last thing, Chen Mian showed a smile: "Baby, this is not your home anymore, mom will take you to your new home, follow mom closely, don't get lost!"

Back at the banana building, Chen Mian burned all the sacrifices, and fell asleep holding her daughter's spirit card. That night, she did not dream of the baby.

After waking up, she comforted herself: the baby is full, dressed warmly, has toys to play with, and maybe has a little friend, so she is not needed as a mother for the time being.

Dressed and got out of bed, when the door was pushed open, Chen Mian paused.

Han Feishen's face was a little stiff and red. Holding a notebook in his hand, he looked at Chen Mian and said with difficulty: "Chen Mian, I'm sorry."

He was in the room last night when she worshiped in the Ziwei Courtyard, but because she was angry with her during the day, he never showed up. After she left, he worshiped again. Later, he went upstairs and was in the bedroom. A small notebook was found in the corner of the closet.

Out of curiosity, he opened it and found that it was Chen Mian's diary.

It recorded everything about her from marrying him to before she lost her sight. He spent one night reading her diary, and his mood fluctuated with her emotions.

He always knew that she loved him, but he didn't know that she loved him so deeply and so humblely.

Chen Mian smiled: "Han Feichen, you have already said it."

Looking at her calm face, Han Feishen tried to connect her with the passionately in love girl in the diary, but failed. It was him who turned the deep love in her heart into resentment.

It was he who ruined her.

"Chen Mian, I'm sorry." He apologized again, "I... saw your diary...Chen Mian, give me time, we...start again."

Journal?
Chen Mian smiled: "You said that."

"I lied to you."

"Do you believe it?" Chen Mian giggled, "Then my Wenqing performance this year has not been in vain."

He said with a sigh: "If I knew you were doing this, I would have let people know from the beginning, oh, what a mistake."

The calmer she is, the more uncomfortable he feels. The mood of a girl to be married cannot be faked. He can see the girl's nervousness, anticipation, and disappointment on the wedding night from her eyes, but it's a pity ...

"Chen Mian, I will make it up." Han Feishen took her hand and hugged her, "Trust me."

Chen Mian smiled: "I believe you, if you kill Chen Luoluo, I will start over with you, ah yes, and her daughter, you are not allowed to bring her back in my lifetime."

Han Fei froze.

"Look, you can't do that."

Chen Mian chuckled, "The persona of a good husband who wants to have a lover and a daughter, but is reluctant to leave, Han Feichen, don't you think you are too greedy and shameless?"

His fingers moved down along his shoulders and stayed on the book he was holding. With a little force, Chen Mian pulled the book out.

"Let me guess, which part of my performance moved you?"

Chen Mian opened the diary, 'looked' at the words on it, and read: "Today I finally married Han Feichen. After ten years of secret love, once the dream came true, I will become an even better Chen Mian from now on!"

Turning to the second page, read: "Han Feichen, am I not beautiful? On the wedding night, I was left alone in an empty room! Draw a circle and curse you!"

She clicked her tongue: "Why didn't I write down the last sentence? It's a pity."

Han Fei subconsciously asked, "What to write?"

"Draw a circle and curse you, curse you for not lifting!"

Han Fei froze.

Chen Mian pushed him away, flipped through more than a dozen pages, and continued to read: "The No. 60 days of being married to Han Feishen is also the No. 60 days of staying alone in an empty house. Aunt Xue said that Han Feishen had an affair outside. Dog, I don’t believe it, he doesn’t even like a good-looking dog like me, how could he like the dogs outside.”

Read one page and tear the other: "...the dog outside called me, and they broadcast live to me on the phone. They are so angry. They were hit by that old woman, Aunt Xue, and they slapped me in the face."

"Han Feichen, are you blind? Can't you see the love in my eyes? Even if you can't see my love, why don't you say thank you to me every night after eating my supper? How stingy, how hard is it to say thank you?"

"He smelled of someone else's perfume."

"The perfume has changed, maybe a different person?"

"I was wrong. There may be more than one dog outside Han Feishen."

"I am pregnant."

"Having a child who looks like me and like him is my lifelong dream, Chen Mian."

After reading this sentence, Chen Mian paused, and looked at Han Feishen: "So it's this sentence that moved you?"

She slowly tore the entire book into pieces and threw it at Han Fei.

Confetti sprinkled from the top of his head, and a lot of it fell on his body.

Han Fei stared at her deeply, and said in a deep voice, "Anyway, I'm sorry, I will make up for it in the future, you take good care of her, and when you recover, I will accompany you to see your daughter."

"Ha ha."

Chen Mian sneered: "No need."

"Leave your sincerity and love to Chen Luoluo! I, Chen Mian, don't need it!"

Pointing in the direction of the door, she said slowly: "From now on, please don't humiliate me with my former stupidity!"

"Loving you is the most regretful thing in my life!"

"roll!"