if love is invisible

Xiao Qi was a little bitter, but still nodded: "Yes, no matter what you do, I will support you."

However, based on what she knew about Han Feishen, it was impossible for him to make Chen Mian worry about him again. He was afraid that he had already gone into hiding after receiving the news that Chen Mian was looking for him!
It was really guessed by Xiaoqi, Chen Mian was in vain, Han Feichen had already hidden!

"Doctor Liang, where has he gone?!" Chen Mian held Liang Jingyu's hand, panting a little. She was afraid that Han Feichen would run away, so she rushed over without saying hello, but he did run away!
Liang Jingyu looked down and stared at her hand. The palm of her hand was soft and warm, and the place where she grabbed it was scalding rapidly.

He hastily withdrew his hand, returned to normal and said, "Don't worry, I'll call and ask."

Liang Jingyu called Han Feishen, but he didn't answer. He frowned, and Chen Mian was already in a hurry: "Did he run away?"

"Impossible to run away." Liang Jingyu comforted her, "He is a responsible person, he will not disappear for no reason, just wait a moment, I will make two more phone calls."

Just as he was talking, there was a ding sound from the elevator, and the elevator door opened in response. Chen Mian glanced at it reflexively, and immediately walked over there: "Han Feichen, where did you go?!"

Han Fei was stunned: "Why are you here?"

Chen Mian's expression remained unchanged: "I'm here for a check-up. Where did you go just now?"

"Walking downstairs, what's the matter?" He looked calm, and his eyes were also very peaceful. His previous hostility was gone, and his whole person became extremely gentle.

"It's okay." Chen Mian pressed back the heart that was about to jump out, "I'm here for the obstetric examination, I'm a little scared, you accompany me."

"Oh, good."

During the obstetric examination, Han Feishen was smiling all the time. After the doctor listened to the fetal heartbeat, he asked him to listen to it for a while. Hearing the regular heartbeat from the heart organ, Han Feishen's expression softened.

After finishing the prenatal checkup, Chen Mian showed Han Feishen the B-ultrasound checklist taken last time: "Treat the illness well, and there is nothing to be afraid of if you have a baby with you. You have to set a good example."

Han Feishen nodded: "Where are you going? I'll see you off."

"Go back to your ward."

The two returned to Han Feishen's ward, and Shadow closed the door for them intimately.

The two hadn't seen each other since Shiwoshan met that day. Han Feichen was very restrained, sat by the bed, and asked her if she wanted to lie down for a while.

Chen Mian nodded.

After running around for several hours, she was already tired. She took off her shoes and lay down on the bed, falling asleep immediately after touching the bed.

Han Feishen was sure she was asleep before he dared to touch her hand, his eyes lingered greedily and forbearingly on her face.

She groaned in her sleep and called 'Xue'er', and tears rolled down. Han Feichen caught the tear with his finger, and was burned by the scalding tears.

He regretted it, regretted provoking her after she got a new life. If he could restrain himself a little, she would still be the Song Siyu who had parents who loved her, not the poor woman who lost both her parents and her child.

Scenes from the past came up one after another, and Han Feichen's heart was pulled again. He closed his eyes, and misty figures appeared in front of him. They floated around, laughing wantonly in his ears, or Breathe out, or ask: "Han Feichen, do you want to come with us?"

He shook his head vigorously, trying to open his eyes.

The floor in front of him was slowly cracking, revealing cracks, hands protruding from the cracks, some pulled his legs, and some were cut long enough to reach his hands.

Suddenly his palm became hot, and a clear female voice broke through the thick fog and reached his ears: "Han Feichen, do you want to sleep?"

Han Feichen blinked.

Those strange hands, strange figures and strange voices are all gone, the floor is in good condition, and there is no crack, everything just now is just his illusion.

Han Feishen nodded: "I'll sleep next to you for a while."

The two lay on a bed each, holding hands tightly.

Han Fei had the best sleep he's had since these days, and so did Chen Mian.

When she woke up, the sun had already set. Chen Mian got out of bed, stood on the balcony and looked into the distance. The statue of the Mother of Dragon not far away was glowing golden in the sun. She covered her eyes and squinted, feeling that she was enveloped by the light of Buddha With that, I feel at peace.

She was looking at the portrait of Dragon Mother, and Han Fei looked at her from the bed with a gentle expression.

Chen Mian took a few deep breaths and came back to the room: "Han Feichen, your illness is a little serious, Liang Jingyu probably didn't hide it from you."

Han Fei hesitated for a moment, then hummed lightly.

"What are you going to do?" Chen Mian asked, holding her breath.

Han Feishen smiled and said, "I will do whatever he asks me to do, and I will never be a deserter."

Chen Mian breathed a sigh of relief.

"Are you hungry? I asked Ah Jian to make food, and you can go back after eating."

Chen Mian nodded: "Okay."

A Jian studied under Han Feichen, and the taste of the food he made was almost the same as that of Han Feichen. In the past few days, Chen Mian's appetite has increased. As long as the dishes are not particularly fishy or unpleasant, she doesn't pick them, and quickly CDs.

On the contrary, Han Feishen ate less, eating only one-third of a meal.

Chen Mian frowned: "Eat more, how can you have the strength to resist the pain if you don't eat enough?"

Speaking of picking up the plate, Han Feishen took it, looked at her from the corner of the eye, and finished the meal bite by bite.

Putting the plate on the table, Han Feichen asked if he wanted to go down for a walk, Chen Mian shook his head, "I have to go back right away."

Han Feishen sent her to the car with a gentle face: "You also have to eat more, I will cooperate with the doctor."

Chen Mian hesitated for a moment, and took his hand: "Han Feichen, listen, although God has given us a lot of suffering and pain, and I was too shocked to live, but now, I want to try again."

"Han Feichen, are you willing to fight with me against God's rewriting of our destiny?" Chen Mian stared at him, "I want my child to have a complete family with me and a father who loves him , He doesn't have to bear the grievances and unwillingness we have suffered. Would you like to?"

Han Feishen: "Okay."

Chen Mian's nose immediately became sore.

Han Feishen resisted the urge to hold her in his arms, and only held her hand firmly: "I will work hard, and you have to work hard."

Chen Mian nodded heavily and got back into the car.

Watching the car slowly disappear, the firmness on Han Feishen's face disappeared immediately.

In fact, he knew that his mental condition was worse than what Liang Jingyu predicted. He used to only have hallucinations every ten days and a half months, but now they appear almost every day. In other words, even if his illness is cured No, he'd still be dragged down by depression.

How could he give her happiness like this?

He retracted his gaze and was about to go upstairs when Meng Xia's voice came from behind: "Young Master Han, are you okay?"

Han Fei turned back and saw Meng Xia looking at him worriedly. He stared at Meng Xia, his mind racing, and after a moment of silence, he smiled at Meng Xia: "Not too good. Would you like to have a drink with me? "

Meng Xia couldn't believe her ears: "Young Master Han, what did you just say?"

Han Feishen smiled more gently, and repeated: "I'm not well, would you like to have a drink with me?"

Meng Xia nodded vigorously.

Yes, she is so willing!