if love is invisible

Chen Mian felt a little strange, but still agreed to Zhou Jieman's request.

Just after the typhoon, the billboard on the opposite side of the hospital fell off and hung up again, and was re-reinforced by the store. The electric pole next to it was soaked in water for a night last night. Now that the water has subsided, there is a circle of mud stains on the pole. The worker was cleaning up bit by bit with a cloth, and Zhou Jieman hesitated when passing by.

Chen Mian didn't notice her hesitation, and went straight to the small coffee shop that just opened for business.

There were a few young people inside, very quiet, Chen Mian found a middle seat and sat down.

Zhou Jieman was surprised: "I thought you would sit by the window."

"The typhoon hasn't completely passed, so it's not safe to be near the window." Chen Mian smiled, "Generally, the shops will close that side. This shop has just opened, so there should be time to do it."

Just as he was talking, a waiter came over with several warning triangles and wanted to pull the warning line. Several young people put down their mobile phones and voluntarily went to help.

Zhou Jieman looked away and nodded: "It seems that you are all experienced and have a good attitude."

"Otherwise, what should we do? The typhoon is coming, the flood is coming, and the home is still there. You can't leave home and run away, right? You can only unite as one family, and then unite with other families. This natural disaster can only pass when the family is united." Chen Mian Ordered coffee and small cakes.

Zhou Jieman doesn't like desserts very much, so she ordered black coffee and roasted wings. When the waiter left, she suddenly asked: "Natural disasters, we can get through it if we unite and think of ways. Then the typhoon in marriage comes. , Miss Xiaoyu, how do you usually deal with it?"

Chen Mian took a sip of pomelo leaf water and said, "It depends on what you want. Do you want to consolidate or escape."

"If you want to consolidate and hold on, then try to resist, if you want to escape, then be open and honest." Chen Mian said softly, "Fortunately, when Han Feishen and I faced this matter, our attitudes have always been very Reunification, we want to consolidate and hold hands, so after the typhoon is gone, we trust each other more than before."

Zhou Jieman was very envious: "I envy you all, but I also know your past, I can't hold on, if I were you, I might have given up a long time ago."

Chen Mian smiled: "So what you met was Mingjing, he was very clear, he knew what he wanted and what he didn't want, he recognized you, you were within his protection, he was a very responsible person If you have any confidence in your relationship, try to trust him."

Zhou Jieman lowered her head: "Actually, I want to know, during the years when brother-in-law was not by your side, did you ever have the thought of being with Mingjing for half a second?"

"I don't want to lie to you, I did." Chen Mian was very honest, "When I was about to lose it, I thought about just admitting it, giving up, I can't get through it alone, Mingjing is so good , if I stay with him, I will have two more elders who love me, they will choose to stay in W City for me, they will take care of my life and career, I can rest assured to stay in my own world to hurt spring Sad autumn, I probably don’t even need to bring a child.”

"But I know I can't, why?"

"Because my heart is already full, and I can't hold anyone else except Han Feichen. If I stay with him because of the sense of security that Mingjing brings me, I will be harming him. He needs someone who loves him." I am obviously not a woman, I will only ask, and ask endlessly, until he also becomes like me and loses all confidence in this world."

Thinking of the three years when Han Feishen 'died', Chen Mian's heart was still throbbing. Fortunately, God opened his eyes and sent him back again.

Zhou Jieman was not feeling well, but she knew that Chen Mian didn't mean to show off or belittle when she told her these things, she just felt uncomfortable.

"But I... didn't make him have confidence in the world." Zhou Jieman muttered to himself.

Chen Mian didn't answer, nor did she use her identity as someone who had been there to give her any pointers. Originally, feelings are something like drinking water, knowing whether it's warm or not.

When the coffee came, Zhou Jieman drank half of the cup in one gulp, and as if venting his anger, he used a fork to fork a roasted wing, took a bite, and said inarticulately: "...Mingjing is too good!"

"I have always regarded him as an idol!" Zhou Jieman said angrily, "It turns out that there is always a gap between idols and fans. No matter how hard I try, I can't create a love fairy tale between a small fan and an idol, so I have decided, starting today, I will be his black fan!"

Chen Mian almost spit out the coffee in her mouth, she quickly wiped the corners of her mouth with a tissue, and coughed: "I thought you would treat him as your husband, but I didn't expect... the brain circuits of young people nowadays are too Weird."

Zhou Jieman shook her head: "Take him as your husband, continue to respect and love him? No way! He didn't even respond!"

"I want to be a woman he can't hold!" Zhou Jieman announced, "Sister Xiaoyu, I want to enter the entertainment industry, I want to be a queen, I want to become a heartthrob!"

Chen Mian saw that she didn't seem real, so she smiled a little: "I have ambition, but my uncle and aunt are sick, and there are people at home to take care of you, so let's let go of your dream of being an actress. After this period, you will come again." Find me, and I'll arrange a team for you."

Zhou Jieman nodded, and finished the two grilled wings in one bite.

She thought clearly, although the Ming family is very good, as a clean wife, as long as she doesn't make those mistakes, she should not have to worry about money in her life, and she can be a high-quality wife. Xianyu can do whatever she wants, but she is a child who grew up in an ordinary family, and she is naturally timid, so she doesn't know how to spend money for pleasure.

She also tried to hang out with those wealthy wives in Tiecheng, but she just didn't fit in, not because of inferiority, but because of her aura, which people in the circle call elegant and elegant, but she always felt that these people were too arrogant. , Too pretentious, everyone talks through several layers of masks, the things they talk about are very deep at first glance, but in fact, if you listen carefully, you will find it very boring and empty.

It was agreed that everyone at the party would have a foreign masterpiece. Why, can’t we have the four major masterpieces in our country? Are you familiar with "Tao Te Ching" and "Cai Gen Tan"?There are also people who always talk with a few English words, and their pronunciation is not accurate. It sounds like what the village aunt said, and they think they are noble and foreign...

So I went there a few times, and Zhou Jieman never went again. Instead of living like this wearing a mask, it is better to lie at home and be a salted fish. Anyway, there is an idol husband who makes money for her to spend.

But now she doesn't want to be a salted fish.

At least to be a salted fish that knows how to swim, so that when the wind and rain that belongs to her and Mingjing come, she can also choose to consolidate or escape, instead of just lying there waiting to drown.