love you deeply

Probably because he didn't expect Cheng Shishi to say this suddenly, Ji Nanqiao slightly raised his eyes to look at her with complicated emotions.

"Ji Nanqiao, you are in such a body now, you should think about yourself, right?"

"You are like that, he is willing to leave you at home alone, do you know how many calls I made to him last night? He didn't answer any of them!"

"If you hadn't told me the password of the door lock before, I would have gone all out to break in, and I wouldn't have dared to think about it..."

As Cheng Shishi said, she couldn't hold back her emotions again.

"Ji Nanqiao, such a man is really not worth it. With your current physical condition, staying by his side will only make everything worse..."

"Shishi, stop talking." Ji Nanqiao interrupted her softly.

In fact, she knows what Cheng Shishi said, and she also understands it, but she has never been able to let herself take that step.

"Nan Qiao..."

"Shishi, I know everything, I just don't want to make grandpa sad."

Subconsciously refusing, Ji Nanqiao actually knew that he was reluctant to part with it, and was nostalgic for the remaining love.

Because he once said personally that they can try to keep this marriage going, not just for grandpa.

He also said that she still has a home, their home.

Just because of his words, because of the promise he made, Ji Nanqiao always kept such a glimmer of extravagant hope.

But she is also very clear that her extravagant thoughts are like a joke in the eyes of others.

Bruised and vainly trying to find candy from the glass shards, this kind of behavior is completely seeking guilt.

Regarding these, Ji Nanqiao understood that she just couldn't convince herself.

So now, she can only use her grandfather's excuses to find a way out for herself.

"Ji Nanqiao, can you ignore them?"

"You have become like this yourself, why do you still care about his grandfather?"

"If he really cared about his grandfather, he wouldn't always do things so badly in front of you, Ji Nanqiao..."

As Cheng Shishi said, seeing Ji Nanqiao's complexion visibly deteriorated to the naked eye, she felt anxious in her heart, and hurried forward to grab Ji Nanqiao's hand.

"Nan Qiao, how are you? Don't scare me."

"I'm going to call the doctor..."

As Cheng Shishi said, she was about to turn around and run away when Ji Nanqiao grabbed her.

"Shishi..." Ji Nanqiao held Cheng Shishi's hand tightly, "Actually, Doctor Fang told me about my condition, she said that my condition is not the most serious one, and I can live for at least five years, if I'm lucky , Ten years, 15 years may be fine."

"Now that medical technology is advancing so fast, maybe one day, we will find a way to treat it, don't you think?"

"Yes, of course." Cheng Shishi looked at Ji Nanqiao with tears in her eyes and nodded again and again, "So you should live well for yourself. After the relationship between you and Lu Youyan is settled, I will accompany you to go abroad. I heard that there are experts in this field abroad, so let’s inquire about it and ask, okay?”

"Silly girl, I just don't want to affect your lives because of my problems." Ji Nanqiao listened to Cheng Shishi's words and said calmly.

"Shishi, I know you must think I'm quite spineless, but I really don't have the courage to say leave and leave."

"I grew up in Lu's family and grew up under the protection of my grandfather. Now that my grandfather is sick, if I leave as soon as I say, it will have a big impact on him."

"And Lu Youyan..."

Ji Nanqiao said, tears could not stop after all.

She just couldn't bear it.

Her temperament has always been indecisive, not as straightforward as Cheng Shishi, and so clear about grievances and grievances.

In this short married life, the suffering is indeed far greater than the sweetness.

But it was that little bit of sweetness that made her hold on tightly, reluctant to let go.

The person who has been in the heart for more than ten years, one day really becomes the closest person next to the pillow, that feeling is really incomprehensible to ordinary people.

She was really attached to this marriage too much, so even though her body was covered with bruises, she didn't want to let it go easily.

Looking at Ji Nanqiao's appearance at this moment, Cheng Shishi knew that she no longer needed to persuade her.

Heartache and helplessness surged together, Cheng Shishi finally compromised, "Then I will tell him about your situation, no matter what, I can't let him hurt you like this again."

"You can't tell him," Ji Nanqiao heard Cheng Shishi's words, a little anxious, reached out and grabbed her hand, "He won't believe it."

When she was in Dali, she tried to explain all this to him, but he didn't believe it, and he also believed Yu Zhitong's words, thinking that all this was Cheng Shishi's idea for her, just to win sympathy in front of him.

Now I just had a conflict with him, if this Cheng Shishi told him these things in the past, I'm afraid he would think too much.

So Ji Nanqiao didn't really want to explain this to him.

Now the misunderstanding between her and Lu Youyan is deep and serious, and Ji Nanqiao herself is also in a mess, she just instinctively doesn't want to humiliate herself again.

"Ji Nanqiao..." Cheng Shishi looked at her, tears filled her eyes again, "Do you really have to wrong yourself like this? Do you know that my heart will hurt?"

Cheng Shishi looked at Ji Nanqiao and said weakly.

But looking at her appearance at the moment, she didn't know what else she could do except agree.

No matter how much she loves her, she can't help Ji Nanqiao choose her life.

So at this moment, she can only let Ji Nanqiao go.

On the other side at this moment, Yu Zhitong was listening to the curses on the other end of the phone with a pale face.

"Little bitch, do you dare to play me?"

"Didn't you say it's just a dead girl, no trouble? You know that I broke a brother today, and almost died there?"

"Yu Zhitong, just wait for me, I will record this account for you."

Hearing the threatening words over there, Yu Zhitong's face became even uglier, "Brother Li, I really didn't know that things would turn out like this, but that Ji Nanqiao, she really doesn't have any background, I won't lie to you, really ..."

"And, besides, I will be Lu Youyan's wife soon, brother Li, you have been in the capital for so long, you know who Lu Youyan is?"

Strictness was a nightmare she didn't want to think about, and someone she had always been afraid of.

After witnessing that scene in the alley behind the school, she was severely entangled.

If she hadn't hugged Lu Youyan's thigh in the end, and then went abroad, she would not have gotten rid of this plague god so easily.

But now, in order to teach Ji Nanqiao a lesson, she was so dazzled by hatred that she contacted him on her own initiative.

"Yu Zhitong, do you think I don't know? The old man of the Lu family doesn't like you at all."

"Besides, isn't the person you asked me to tie up Lu Youyan's current wife? I dare to touch her, but you think I dare not touch you?"