I owe you a lifetime of love

Chapter 189 Don't Hurt Yourself Again

Half an hour later, Li Kaiwen rushed over in a hurry.

Only a few people know about An Nian's blindness.

And Li Kaiwen happened to be the one who didn't know, when he rushed to Shengshihaoting and saw Anian's appearance.

He was almost depressed as well.

This girl is really in trouble.

"Kevin, tell Anian about everything about Ai Qing, in every detail."

Not knowing why, Fu Qingshen got up and walked to the open-air balcony.

An Nian was sitting on the sofa, and Li Kaiwen raised his hands, waving them in front of her in disbelief.

After a while, he let out a heavy breath.

"Annian, I'm sorry, it will be like this when I see you again, but it will get better."

An Nian smiled slightly: "Yes."

"As for Ai Qing, I can tell you that she is the only hope for Fu Qingshen to survive two years after you left."

"What do you mean?" An Nian frowned.

Li Kaiwen let out a heavy breath, and that memory resurfaced in his mind along with his words.

"That year, you fell into the sea and disappeared. Everyone said you were dead, but Fu Qing didn't believe it! He almost killed himself like he tortured himself!"

"From that day on, he seemed to be living in hell, torturing himself every day. He spent every day waiting for your return."

"For a long time, he had various psychological barriers, and I couldn't help him at all. Until the day when he was about to fail, he suddenly met a group of people who looked like you on the street."

"Ai Qing?"

Li Kaiwen nodded: "Yes! It's her!"

"So, Fu Qingshen only met her because she resembled me?"

Kevin Li nodded again.

An Nian laughed at herself: "But not long ago, I heard their conversation outside, clearly."

"Ai Qing said that she and Fu Qingshen have been in the same room for two full years. Li Kaiwen, I want to know, does Fu Qingshen regard Ai Qing as my substitute?"

In short it can be explained like this.

"But you trust Old Fu, he..."

"I'll tell you."

Fu Qingshen, who was walking slowly, interrupted Li Kaiwen's words.

Li Kaiwen nodded: "Come on."

The lonely man and the widow are in the same room, and the most important thing is that the woman has the same face as the one she loves. If it were any man, he probably wouldn't be able to bear it.

In fact, Kevin Li wanted to ask this question before.

The desire and impulse that any normal man should have when facing the opposite sex cannot be restrained.

Because this is the most primitive human instinctive reaction.

Fu Qingshen knelt down in front of An Nian.

His body was a bit shorter, he looked at the girl's pale face, and gently put his hand on her hand.

"Niannian, I actually wanted to confess to you a long time ago, but I...don't have the courage. I'm afraid you won't believe me."

Don't start the year.

Even though she couldn't see her anymore, she didn't want to face Fu Qingshen for the time being.

"It's true that I helped her a few times, and it's true what she said downstairs. Year after year, something happened to you, and it's really hard to leave me alone."

"I think about you day and night, I numb myself with alcohol, I even work like a machine..."

"But...you are not around, these are useless. I have nothing to worry about in this world, I want to go to accompany you..."

"Yes!" Li Kaiwen interrupted hastily, "I testify, if I hadn't rushed there in time that night, he would have been buried in the sea south of the city."

An Nian's heart trembled suddenly, and she couldn't breathe due to the heavy hammer.

She couldn't imagine that a proud and indifferent person like Fu Qingshen would have suicidal tendencies...

"Fu Qingshen, did I tell you to live a good life? As I said, I wish you a long life..."

The girl cried hoarsely.

Fu Qingshen felt as if his heart was being torn apart, he caressed the girl's eyebrows and eyes: "If there is no you, what is the meaning of my life?"

"You only live once!"

"You only have one..."

An Nian didn't speak.

Fu Qingshen continued: "Later, Li Kaiwen woke me up. Just because you said that you wanted me to live, you hugged me desperately at the end."

The sad memory came back.

An Nian and Fu Qingshen were both in pain.

Fu Qing took a deep breath: "Every year, since that day, I have been looking for you in the sea of ​​people."

"I imagine that you will stand in front of me every day. What happened that day was just a dream. You were just playing with me."

"But... no..." Tears flowed down, dripping on An Nian's stretched fingers.

Her fingertips curled up as if they were scalded.

"I've been waiting for you every day, but you haven't come back after leaving home for so long. Gradually, hallucinations appeared in front of me, and I couldn't distinguish reality from dreams..."

"Ai Qing's matter, I was wrong... She looks too much like you, wearing the beige skirt you like to wear. I clearly know that the person is not you..."

Memories are too bitter, uncontrollable, only tears can prove it.

"But at that time, I regarded that person as the last comfort in my heart... I made mistakes again and again. But every year, you believe me, nothing happened between me and Ai Qing."

"She just came to me every once in a while without saying anything, and I just looked at her quietly for a few seconds. I knew she wasn't you, but I missed you so much, so much..."

Only after that person left, did Fu Qingshen deeply regret it!

He just realized how bad he had been in the first half of his life. He didn't even have a picture of her in his mobile phone.

So much so that, when Miss was torturing him like crazy, he didn't even have anything to gamble with.

Fu Qing lowered his head deeply, his red eyes trembling slightly...

Li Kaiwen was also overwhelmed by his strong emotions, his eyes flushed a little uncontrollably.

How Fu Qingshen survived those two years, he knew very well.

If there is only one thing this man cares about in this world, it can only be An Nian.

But there are too many entanglements between the two of them like fate, and they have missed too much...

Anian held Fu Qingshen's face in her hands, and she sobbed and wiped his tears.

"In the future... don't hide it from me." An Nian said with a sob.

"I won't hide it from you anymore." Fu Qingshen raised his head and responded softly.

He saw the wound on the girl's palm again.

With a pain in his heart, he said: "You can ask me if you want to know anything else, and I will tell you the truth. But every year, don't let yourself get hurt..."

An Nian suddenly remembered something.

"Doctor Li?"

Li Kaiwen, who was named, let out an "ah".

"Are you hiding something from me too?"

Li Kaiwen's eyebrows twitched, why did the sparks drift towards him?
"Annian, what are you kidding?"

"I had conflicts with Fu Qingshen before. I remember that night when I went to Xia's house, you said that Fu Qingshen looked for me like crazy?"

Kevin Li: "...!"

Something bad happened.

Fu Qingshen: "..."

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