I owe you a lifetime of love

Because of a nightmare, because of a seemingly promised comforting word.

The relationship between Lu Jingsi and Gu Xingzhou suddenly became a little stiff.

"Gu Xingzhou, you go home, I will explain clearly to my dad here."

Hearing this, the man frowned slightly, and his voice was as gentle as ever: "Dad is in this situation, do you think he can be stimulated again?"

Indeed, my father has been in poor health recently.

Lu Jingsi's momentary hesitation gave Gu Xingzhou hope.

The man smiled. He reached out to rub Lu Jingsi's head, but the girl avoided it.

"Gu Xingzhou, I think we need to have a good talk."

Gu Xingzhou was not in a hurry, he sat on the sofa and patiently listened to her talk about her meeting with his mother.

Hearing this, a helpless smile bloomed at the corner of Gu Xingzhou's mouth.

"So Jingsi, do you also think that what I'm doing now is to make you change your mind?"

Lu Jingsi said, "I really can't think of anything else in me that is worthy of you to keep, other than this reason."

Gu Xingzhou's smile was a little weak, she was hiding it from herself and didn't want to let herself know that she was actually using this self-deceiving method to alleviate her future pain.

This little fool walked into a dead end, and she was briefly lost in this place and couldn't get out.

Gu Xingzhou will not let the little girl fail to fulfill her wish, she knows his soft heart, so he will accompany her to the end in this way...

"Sisi, just treat me as you pity me, and leave me by your side for a while in the end?"

Lu Jingsi could no longer be cruel enough to refuse.

She thought, even if she was with her, she wouldn't be able to stay with her for long, so let's just cling to this feeling for a few more days.

Just a few days, just a few days.

Her stomach is getting bigger and bigger, and she can't hide it anymore.

The weather in Haicheng became more and more tired and colder, gradually entering winter, and the wisps of breeze mixed in the air began to be chilled.

Nothing can be hidden.

Gu Xingzhou seemed to be pretending to be stupid.

But Lu Jingsi began to put on maternity clothes, and she began to walk in front of him with her belly outstretched.

She was waiting for Gu Xingzhou to take the initiative to ask, but that man seemed to have used these days to weave a beautiful dream for himself.

He looked at Lu Jingsi gradually with too many emotions that people couldn't see clearly, complex, deep and sad.

Those emotions made Lu Jingsi feel distressed, and also made her suddenly guess in the moment when she dreamed back in the middle of the night.

She thought again, did Gu Xingzhou really know something?
But this idea is quickly vetoed by herself, and she seems to be deluding herself.

In mid-winter October, on the day of frost, it snowed in Haicheng, and the snowflakes flying all over the sky dyed several people's hair white.

"Shall we go to see the snow?" Lu Jingsi suggested.

Gu Xingzhou didn't suspect him, so he immediately turned around and took out a coat from her closet and put it on for her: "Don't catch a cold."

Lu Jingsi put on his coat, greeted his parents, and followed Gu Xingzhou out.The garden gate of the Lu family was open, waiting for Fu Qingshen and An Nian to come back.

The snow fell on the shoulders, and the black hair of the two of them was also dyed white.

Lu Jingsi looked at the flying sky, his clear eyes were full of longing for the future, but after a while, she thought of something, and all the light in her eyes suddenly disappeared.

She stretched out her hand, her white and slender palm facing up, trying to catch the falling snow, but the snow melted as soon as it fell, leaving only a moment of wet water stains on her palm.

Lu Jingsi was a little pessimistic, she said softly, "Doctor Gu, I am pregnant and will soon be a mother."

On this day, she said this to Gu Xingzhou in the snowflakes that were falling all over the sky.

The expression on the man's face was not too surprised. He seemed to know that today, no matter how hard he tried to hide it, he couldn't hide it.

"The child is not yours."

Gu Xingzhou still nodded with a calm expression.

"Do you know why I had to divorce you in the first place?"

The man nodded slightly, as if he had already guessed it.

Through the snowflakes falling in front of my eyes.

Lu Jingsi's breath gradually became unstable, and she even flushed a little face in a hurry.

"So you go, I don't need you anymore. I will take this opportunity to confess to my parents tonight, saying that we have divorced a long time ago, and you have no obligation to take care of me like this."

"As for the more than a month you stayed with me, it can be regarded as my repayment for the proposal of marrying you."

She seemed very sensible, and she had already rehearsed these words countless times in her heart.

But why?
Gu Xingzhou's expression looks so sad and heartbroken?

Lu Jingsi became thinner, her round face became thinner, her always smiling almond eyes lost their luster, she pursed her lips anxiously.

"Gu Xingzhou, did you understand what I said? You can go. I'm sorry for you. You can go..."

The man smiled, and the red corners of his eyes spoke of his silent fragility and sadness.

He took two steps forward, stretched out his hand in Lu Jingsi's puzzled and anxious eyes, and hugged Lu Jingsi gently, as if he was afraid of hurting the person in front of him.

Extremely wronged.So much so that the always gentle man's voice was extremely hoarse: "I know, I knew it a long time ago."

Lu Jingsi was dumbfounded, and she closed her eyes in pain.

"I'll be your child's father, okay?"

Lu Jingsi's heart ached so much that he couldn't give it to himself...

In the end, things continued on this track.

This winter solstice, the four of them made dumplings in the small kitchen of the Lu family.

Lu Jingsi really has nothing to respect in terms of culinary skills, so much so that she can't make a dumpling well.

Gu Xingzhou held a copper coin in his hand, and when everyone was watching Lu Jingsi's joke and didn't pay attention, he quietly put the copper coin in the dumpling.

Lu Jingsi failed to make dumplings.

Steaming dumplings with various fillings are served on the table.

Fittingly, it was snowing outside again.

The elders of the Lu family put on warm clothes, and everyone ate dumplings around the table.

Not surprisingly, Lu Jingsi ate the dumpling wrapped in copper coins at the first bite.

"What... what's going on?"

She spat out the coins in her mouth, and looked at the people at the table with a wrinkled face in confusion.

Mother Lu explained with a smile on her face: "It is a traditional custom in the north that eating dumplings and biting into coins means that everything goes well and the money is rolling in."

"Yeah, we Sisi are very lucky, so many people eat dumplings and you get dumplings wrapped in coins." Father Lu joked aside.

Lu Jingsi couldn't stop laughing, she immediately looked at An Nian: "An An, it's you, right?"

"It's not me this time..." An Nian pointedly looked at Gu Xingzhou.

Gu Xingzhou raised his eyes slowly, with a gentle and pious look in his eyes: "I hope you are happy every day."

His wish and expectation are no longer longing for a miracle to happen, but just hope that her remaining days can be happy enough.