When I woke up, I became the heroine of abuse

444 Reminder: [Host, boss No. [-] is here. 】

Li Lu immediately got into the mood, and boasted: [Sisi, you are really my caring baby! 】

444 snorted, indicating that it didn't care.

My heart is happy.

……

Fu Shihan walked up to Li Lu and looked down at her.

Her eyes were as red as a rabbit, and her hair was messed up. However, this was not the most annoying thing. It had been a month since she had seen her, and she looked much thinner. It can be broken, and there is not even a little extra flesh on the cheek.

When Li Lu saw Fu Shihan, he was obviously taken aback for a moment, then his body shook, and he subconsciously wiped away the tears on his face.

She didn't want Fu Shihan to see her in such a mess.

"Didn't you say that Xie Xing is the best person to you? Why didn't I see him?"

What does it mean to kill and punish one's heart, that's it.

Fu Shihan's words were like pouring salt on Li Lu's wound.

She clenched her fists tightly, originally intending to scold the other party, but suddenly felt that all this was extremely boring, and said with her lips: "Are you here to see my joke?"

"Laugh if you want to laugh, and leave when you laugh enough."

How could Fu Shihan want to laugh? Seeing Li Lu in this state, it was too late to get angry.

He would rather Li Lu scold him and beat him like before than he is now in a state of despair.

It hurts to see.

Jealousy again.

"Li Lu, what's on your mind? Do you think I'm just so idle, leaving work alone, just to see your jokes?" He took a deep breath, suppressed all his emotions, and lifted him from the chair Pulled up, "Go, I'll take you home."

"Go home..." Li Lu repeated, with a slight tug on the corner of his lips, "I don't have a home anymore."

Yang Ci is a woman, and it is not easy to raise her up. For so many years, the mother and daughter have not had a stable residence, and have been renting a house for a living.

After Yang Ci was hospitalized, she moved between Fu Shihan, the school, and Xie Xing's residence. Looking back, she had no home for a long time.

I don't know why, Li Lu's eyes suddenly became sore, and his voice was choked with sobs: "Why, you all have a home, but I don't?"

Everyone she loves doesn't love her.

She wants very little, a home and someone who loves her is enough.Such a simple idea has become a luxury.

[Ding, the favorability of the number one boss is 95%]

To love someone, it turns out that it starts with distress.

It turned out that before he knew it, he had already had a deep-rooted love for Li Lu.Fu Shihan's face remained unchanged, he clenched his clenched hands, and his voice was as calm as ever: "Li Lu, I'll take you home."

Li Lu shook her head and said in a low voice, "That's your home, not mine."

"Fu Shihan, if you really didn't come to see me making jokes, send me to where I live."

The rental house that she hasn't lived in for a long time is the place she should go.

Although Fu Shihan really wanted to take Li Lu back to the old house, he still compromised and gave orders to the driver.

The car was driving on the road, and no one spoke, allowing the silence to spread in the car.

Li Lu's mind was full of Xie Xing.

He's right, the Ferris wheel legend doesn't work at all.

Obviously, they kissed.

……

The place where Li Lu lived was very remote, and the house was extremely dilapidated. In the past, this was a place Fu Shihan would never have looked at twice, but it was such a dilapidated and cramped house that contained the best memories of him and Li Lu.

When the car stopped in front of the door, Fu Shihan was stunned for a long time, and he didn't come back to himself until Li Lu spoke, "I'm going in, no matter what, thank you today."

Fu Shihan didn't want to leave, so he stepped out of the car with his long legs, "It's not safe for you to live here alone."

He said: "Since you want to come back, I will accompany you."

Li Lu sighed in his heart.

Old Fu is amazing, he has really grown a lot.

In addition to the poisonous mouth, every sentence speaks to the bottom of the heart.

Li Lu mercilessly refused: "No need."

"Fu Shihan, I hope you remember what you said before."

— let her go.

Fu Shihan's throat tightened, and his tone sank, "Are you really going to do this? Don't you understand what kind of person Xie Xing is? Li Lu, it was because I couldn't see my heart clearly before, and I did a lot to hurt you. I assure you, it will never happen again."

Hearing what Fu Shihan said, Li Lu suddenly realized that she hadn't thought of Fu Shihan for a long time.

It can be seen how terrible time is, it can change everything.

"Fu Shihan, I'm not you. I can't be like you. Even though I'm not in the planned future, I can still pretend to be affectionate. As early as the moment I was with Xie Xing, I didn't have you in my heart." Li Lu said: "You see, I love Xie Xing."

Her tears will no longer flow for Fu Shihan.

The lights on the side of the road were not very bright, and the light hit her face, and he saw her calm eyes.

She loves Xie Xing, even if Xie Xing treats her so badly, she still loves him.

If so, why can't he?
Fu Shihan looked at her, his eyes were like the surface of a cold winter lake, with ice on the bottom, and anger and unconcealable jealousy on the top: "What do you love about him? Love him for treating you like Liu Xuxu's mobile blood bank or completely ignoring you?" The feeling of leaving you outside and ignoring you?"

These words were like lit poisonous arrows, which not only wanted to pierce her heart, but also burned her blood bit by bit, torturing her limbs and bones.

Li Lu's heart was broken into pieces by him, and suddenly a rebellious mentality arose.She looked at him, and the corners of her lips curved slightly, with a shallow arc, "Fu Shihan, don't you know what kind of person I am?"

"Didn't you abandon me less often in the past? Didn't I forgive you again and again like a slut? I just like Xie Xing now. I admit that I am a slut, and I am willing. Do you understand?"

She devalued herself to nothing.

One thousand wounds to the enemy, eight hundred self-damages, she used them to perfection.

At this moment, time seemed to stand still.

Li Lu, Li Lu...

Fu Shihan read the name over and over again.

It seems to want to engrave these two words deeply in my heart.

His dark eyes were blood red, and he said in a hoarse voice, "Ah Lu, I really regret it."

"You can scold me all you want, but don't say that about yourself."

This is no different from taking a knife out of his heart.