When I woke up, I became the heroine of abuse

I never liked you.

……

Hearing what Xie Xing said, Li Lu's eyes dimmed completely.

Li Lu, what are you expecting?

Knowing that it will be such a result, what exactly are you expecting.

Li Lu's throat choked up, tears streaming down his face, and his voice was broken, "I should have known earlier, how could a noble young master like you fall in love with me..."

Liu Xuxu was right, they were not from the same world.

She thought back to her past 19 years, her only family member regarded catkins as treasures, and her self-conceived lover was nothing more than a mirror.

It doesn't belong to her, it doesn't belong to her.

From the beginning to the end, Li Lu never experienced the feeling of being truly cherished and cared for.

Her eyes were filled with tears, but the corners of her lips curled up slightly.

Such a smile was beyond Xie Xing's expectation, and he had never seen it before.

No longer crying hysterically, only relieved and relieved.

— is liberation.

An extremely ominous premonition suddenly rose in Xie Xing's heart.

As if to verify his conjecture, Li Lu thumped her kidnapper with his elbow. The kidnapper regarded her as a weak woman with no offensive power, and had no defense at all. With a "bang", the knife in his hand fell on the deck.

Li Lu supported the railing with her hands and turned over.

Behind him is the deep sea, without any barriers, as long as Li Lu takes a step back, he will disappear from the world.

No one on the cruise ship thought she would do this suddenly, and they were shocked for a moment.

Only Xie Xing's heart was about to jump out.

He put aside all calculations and worries, walked forward and stretched out his hand, "Li Lu, you give me back—"

"do not come!"

Li Lu took half a step back with his right foot, and his whole body was half suspended.

Xie Xing withdrew his feet abruptly, his eyes were red, and he spoke so fast that people could feel his fear and pleading, "Li Lu, I will never lie to you again, come up, come up, okay..."

late.

It's too late.

"Even today, I still remember that you were kind to me, but now you say that it's all fake." She murmured to herself, "So, what is real?"

When she was being bullied by Fu Shihan, he tried his best to help her, and when he was unhappy, he took her out for a drive, took her abroad to see the sea, and also saw other boys flirting with jealousy, such a vivid and vivid Xie Xing , Xie Xing who loves her like this is all fake.

Li Lu suddenly felt very tired, never tired before.

Lost the meaning of living.

"Thank you." She pulled out an embarrassing smile, and said with a choked voice, "What kind of poison did you put on me? Even, even if I know these things are fake, I still can't control my love for you."

"I don't hate you, I hate myself."

Hate myself for being so stupid and expecting love from someone who has no heart.

Xie Xing felt cold in his heart, shook his head constantly, and shouted with red eyes: "Lulu, stop talking, I will listen to you in the future, and I will never lie to you again, don't treat me like this, don't treat me like this, come back, okay? No--"

Xie Xing's eyes were shattered. He saw Li Lu with a faint smile on his lips. Then he opened his hands and fell backwards.

She closed her eyes gently.

Li Lu's last words to him.

"Brother, it's too tiring to hate someone. I don't want to hate you. If there is a next life, I don't want to meet you. I'm tired, and I'm really afraid. I hope you will always be happy and free and easy in the future."

"..."

Xie Xing ran over at the fastest speed in his life. Most of his body leaned over the railing, but he still didn't hold Li Lu. His fingertips missed Li Lu's hand by less than a centimeter. He just looked at Li Lu's hand helplessly. Swipe across and fall in front of him.

He was obviously fast enough, but he was still almost there.

It's like the relationship between him and Li Lu is always a little bit worse.

Xie Xing's face was already bleeding all over at some point.

I have never regretted it so much, and I have never been so desperate.

He wanted to tell Li Lu, it was you all the time, the girl I liked from the beginning to the end, it was you all the time, the lie I had to tell just to save you, why——

Why can't you wait for me any longer.

Why are you so stupid, how can you not be loved by anyone.

Since the day I met you, the girl I swore to protect with all my might is also you.

However, the girl who would laugh at him and act like a baby at him could never hear it again.

……

Always happy, always free and easy.

Rather than saying it was a blessing, it would be better to say it was the most cruel curse given to him.

These were the last words Li Lu left to Xie Xing, which became the shackles and nightmare that he would never be able to shake off in the future.

All the words he wanted to say were stuck in his throat, and Xie Xing let out a meaningless cry from his throat.

He couldn't help crying anymore.

The whole process didn't take more than a minute. Xie Xing put his hands on the railing and jumped down regardless. Even if he died, he would die with Li Lu.

But the police arrived and pinned him to the deck.

"Dangerous!" the uniformed policeman said to the other policemen, "Go get the life jacket and go down to save people!"

"..."

[Ding, the favorability of the second boss is 100%]

[Big Brother No. [-] has been captured successfully, now we will automatically retrieve the trace of No. [-] Big Brother for you]

【Searching——】

【System loading】

[System loaded successfully]

[The third boss, Jiang Ye, currently has 0% favorability, and is now launching related plots for the host. 】

【…】

In the original book, after Xie Xing chose catkins, Li Lu was completely hopeless. She felt that her 19 years of life were just a joke, meaningless.

He jumped into the sea in front of everyone and ended his life.

She thought she was going to die, but was rescued by Jiang Ye who had just finished the game and came to the beach to relax.

Jiang Ye, a completely different person from Xie Xing.

Xie Xing was cold and didn't like to talk, while Jiang Ye was paranoid and domineering. He was the most jealous of the male lead candidates, bar none.

Since Jiang Ye won the national championship, he has become the most popular e-sports god in China, with countless male and female fans.

Jiang Ye's family background is comparable to that of No. [-] and No. [-]. He was born with the wind and the rain, coupled with Jiang's mother's pampering since childhood, he has developed a personality that is unambiguous and lawless.

This kind of him never lacks love, so naturally he doesn't know how to love someone.

He learned that Li Lu had amnesia and didn't want to take care of her, but he couldn't stand Li Lu's repeated pleading, so Jiang Ye took Li Lu back to the base to be his personal assistant.

Li Lu, who had just arrived at the base, was often bullied by Jiang Ye, a big devil, because of amnesia and a timid personality. She huddled in a corner and shed tears silently.

Even so, she never thought of leaving the base and leaving Jiangye.

Because it was Jiang Ye who saved her, and it had nothing to do with love, Li Lu developed a baby mentality towards him.

Over time, Jiang Ye fell in love with this follower, and finally stopped being so harsh to her.

The way he likes someone is also very domineering, ordering Li Lu to be with him.

Li Lu was so fierce that she shed tears while agreeing. After the two confirmed their relationship, Jiang Ye became nice to her, even to the point of pampering her.

Li Lu didn't dislike Jiang Ye at first, but soon he really liked him.

It's just that the two of them hadn't been sweet for a long time, when Fu Shihan and Xie Xing came to find her.

Only then did Li Lu regain her lost memory.

Jiang Ye never expected that the innocent little crying bag in his eyes would have so many men in the past, which was undoubtedly a bolt from the blue for him.

As long as he thinks that Li Lu has been with other men, he can't control the jealousy in his heart, he can't control his temper, insulting Li Lu, and various punishments.

After constantly torturing her body and mind, Li Lu gave up again.

……