When I woke up, I became the heroine of abuse

Although Li Lu has only been here once, he is already familiar with the way.

She is a woman who is determined to live in Gu Jingming's house again.

When Li Lu entered, the door was open, and when he looked up, he saw Gu Jingming sitting on the sofa with a book in his hand.

Li Lu's understanding of Gu Jingming is either related to computers or professional books related to acting. Thinking of the former, she suddenly became curious, "Gu Jingming, why do you still read books on computers?"

Gu Jingming said: "Because I can make money."

Li Lu found a pair of disposable slippers to change into. She didn't know when her slippers would be available here, so she said while thinking, "But you are not short of money now."

Gu Jingming said, "I'm used to it."

I got used to it again.

These words made Li Lu's hand changing shoes slightly stiff, and his mood fell inexplicably.

She didn't open her mouth to speak, so it was impossible for Gu Jingming to take the initiative to find a topic, so she fell silent.

After a delay of 2 minutes, Li Lu put the insulated box on the table, "The porridge is still hot, try it and see how it tastes."

Then he said, "Gu Jingming, can I go to your bathroom?"

Gu Jingming looked at the girl's reddish eyes and nodded.

Li Lu went to the bathroom.

The mood suddenly became bad.

Gu Jingming is not unaccustomed either.

Then they have been together for so long, did he really not get used to her?

Li Lu found that she didn't dare to ask anymore, like a coward, afraid of all the answers she didn't want to hear.

……

After Li Lu came out, he saw that the insulation box on the table hadn't been moved.

Accepting it is one thing, eating it or not is another.

Li Lu stared blankly at this scene, not knowing what to do.

"Don't you drink?"

Gu Jingming didn't raise his head, "Later."

She didn't even ask what kind of porridge she cooked.

"It's millet pumpkin porridge." Li Lu whispered, "Gu Jingming, then I won't bother you, I'll go back first."

Gu Jingming just raised his eyes and was about to nod, when the tip of his eyes drooped, he noticed Li Lu's unnatural right hand.

Sensing his gaze, Li Lu subconsciously hid her hands behind her back and stammered, "I, I'll go first."

"Wait." Gu Jingming stood up and stopped her, "What's wrong with your hand?"

Although these words did not contain much tenderness, they still made Li Lu feel dazed for a moment.

Gu Jingming, after all, do you still care about her a little bit?

"nothing……"

Before Li Lu finished speaking, Gu Jingming pulled his right hand up.

I saw that her palms were covered with scald marks and blisters, it was shocking to look at it, and I don't know how she endured it until now.

He didn't mention a word, and even if he didn't find out, it might just be covered up quietly by Li Lu.

Gu Jingming suddenly felt very angry, unspeakable anger.

His face darkened almost instantly, and he rarely got angry and said, "Shen Miaomiao, did I ever tell you to cook porridge for me?"

Li Lu had never seen such a vicious Gu Jingming even on the day the two broke up. Her face looked very helpless, and her voice became softer, "No, I did it voluntarily... this injury is I accidentally scalded it when I was carrying a pot at home, but it looked a little serious, and it didn't hurt at all..."

"Who cares if you hurt or not." Gu Jingming suddenly let go of her hand, with undisguised coldness and mockery in his eyes, "I used to think you were spoiled, but I didn't expect you to not listen to people's words."

Li Lu had an extremely bad premonition, and shook his head violently, "Don't say any more, please...don't say any more..."

However, Gu Jingming did not listen to her.

"I thought I had made it very clear. The meaning of separation is that we will all have our own lives, instead of doing meaningless things like you are doing now. Do you understand?"

"I don't understand." Li Lu lowered her head, tears fell suddenly, and her eyelashes became even more wet, "Gu Jingming, it's not just a day or two that I'm not smart enough, you can tell me anything you don't like Yes, I can change it, or I can learn what you like...but how can you say such meaningless things..."

She was crying really sad and sad.

It turned out that Gu Jingming really didn't care about her at all.

It doesn't hurt to see her hurt at all, and she can even say such indifferent words.

At this moment, the long-lost sense of loneliness swept over her limbs again, and Li Lu really didn't know what to do.

What should I do to restore this relationship that she doesn't want to lose.

Gu Jingming lowered his eyes, from his angle he could only see Li Lu's wet eyelashes and the tear stains on his face.

In the next second, his thin lips were tightly pursed by him.

"Feel wronged?"

Li Lu was speechless.

Gu Jingming looked at her and said, "Leave if you are wronged, I will never force anyone."

Hearing this, Li Lu's heart was sour and swelled, "Are you going to drive me away again?"

"I just want to be closer to you, why don't you give me this chance?"

[Ding, boss No. 55 favorability is [-]%]

Gu Jingming stared at her, "You don't have to do this, Shen Miaomiao, self-esteem is the most important thing in a person."

These words were like a sharp knife, piercing Li Lu's heart hard.

People value self-respect and self-love.

How could she not understand it.

But when people fall into some kind of vicious circle, it is really difficult to get out.

Seeing that she didn't speak, Gu Jingming didn't say anything more, but walked to the inner room.

After a while he came out with a medicine kit in his hand.

Gu Jingming found the ointment for treating burns, "You apply it yourself."

"Wipe it and leave."

Li Lu took the ointment while sobbing, "You don't like me at all, why do you still give me the ointment?"

Gu Jingming said: "I don't want you to walk out of my house, and be misunderstood by others as I bullied you."

It turned out to be the case.

"Oh." Li Lu bit her lip and responded in a low voice.

Gu Jingming no longer looked at her, but withdrew his gaze.

It's just that I feel out of breath for no reason.

This is strange.

Also very abnormal.

Breaking up is never a whim.

For a man like Gu Jingming, he must have planned to break up a long time ago, and he would only propose to break up when he gradually got used to the life without Li Lu.

That's why Gu Jingming was able to leave without nostalgia, simply and simply.

So what is the heartache now.