When I woke up, I became the heroine of abuse

Li Lu didn't know how he left the western restaurant.

When she came out, she found that the sky was raining continuously and covered with dark clouds, just like Li Lu's current mood.

Awful.

After walking for an unknown amount of time, a car stopped beside her and its horn sounded.

The ear-piercing sound startled the passers-by on the side of the road, and brought Li Lu back to her senses, she turned her head to look over.

It's Gu Jingming.

I don't know where he appeared from, nor how long he followed her.

Gu Jingming is going to shoot an advertisement outdoors today. Because of the sudden rain, the shooting of the advertisement is temporarily delayed. He plans to go home in the afternoon without other things.

Never thought that I would see Li Lu walking alone in the rain on the road.

"Why don't you take an umbrella when it's raining?" Gu Jingming frowned.

Li Lu stared at him with open black eyes, it seemed that there was a sense of tranquility.

This kind of her is completely different from usual, for some reason, Gu Jingming had a vague premonition in his heart, which didn't show on his face, "Get in the car."

Unexpectedly, upon hearing this, Li Lu not only did not come up, but took two steps back.

Gu Jingming's expression finally changed, "Shen Miaomiao, what's wrong with you today?"

"Gu Jingming, I don't want to take your car anymore."

Compared with the following sentence, this sentence is much lighter.

"Gu Jingming, I don't want to like you anymore either." Li Luhong said with eyes wide open, "During this period of time, my pursuit must have bored you to the core, and I didn't even hesitate to say such exaggerated things..."

She was referring to the fact that Gu Jingming said before that he wanted her to be his underground lover.

Gu Jingming's face had completely lost expression, "Shen Miaomiao, are you going to separate yourself from me now?"

"Isn't this what you've always wanted to see?!" Li Lu finally couldn't bear it anymore, and the emotions that had been pent up for a long time broke out completely: "Didn't you break up with me a long time ago, didn't you want to abandon me a long time ago? Yes I'm cheap because I don't have self-esteem, even if you say such exaggerated words, I still can't bear to leave you..."

Unable to tell whether it was rain or tears, or both, she cried and said, "Gu Jingming, I wish you and Zhou Jiaqian grow old together and never break up."

How can I say something that I couldn't say before anyway?

What Zhou Jiaqian said just now seemed to ring in his ears.

He already wanted to break up with you.

He is already tired of you.

There is no reason to love or not to love this kind of thing. At this time, Li Lu can already accept the fact that Gu Jingming, who was so good to her once, no longer loves her.

But, it was you who confessed to me first, and you who said you wanted to be with me first.

What was Li Lu thinking two years ago.

She was thinking about when she would marry Gu Jingming, how many children she would have in the future, and whether the children she would have would be more like her or more like Gu Jingming.

But at that time, Gu Jingming no longer liked her.

Obviously don't like it, why didn't you tell her earlier, why didn't you tell her earlier, why did you pretend to love her.

Pretending to be so affectionate.

When Gu Jingming heard the phrase "grow old together", he choked for breath.

He got out of the car, walked up to Li Lu, let the rain hit his body, and said in a deep voice, "Shen Miaomiao, tell me clearly, what's the matter with Zhou Jiaqian?"

Li Lu didn't pay attention to Gu Jingming's words, but asked to himself: "Half a year ago, you broke up with me."

"It's not because I blame you for breaking the watch, right?"

Gu Jingming's heart skipped a beat, and the corners of his lips were slightly pursed, "Shen Miaomiao."

He thought he could let it go.

Things seemed to gradually get out of his control.

Li Lu paused.

The man in front of her seemed to have turned into another kind of creature that she couldn't understand. In front of Li Lu, there were grotesque scenes, which made her unable to tell what was real and what was fake.

"You wanted to break up with me a long time ago, earlier than half a year ago, didn't you?"

Gu Jingming was silent.

Didn't expect Li Lu to know about this.

Obviously he didn't tell anyone.

But obviously, this is not a good time to ask about it.

Seeing her silence, Li Lu knew that his guess was true, and understood that what Zhou Jiaqian said did not lie to her.

She felt that she would not know the person in front of her.

In other words, she had never known him before.

"It turns out that you didn't like me so early, you can tell me earlier Gu Jingming, in the next two years, you have been getting used to not liking me, right? How could you do this..." Tears in Li Lu's eyes She was already overwhelmed, falling down uninterruptedly, while trembling, she repeated this sentence, "How could you be like this..."

How could you just pull away so quietly, let me be fooled like a fool, and leave me alone.

In the past two years that I thought I was very loving, it turned out that everything was in my opinion.

It is true that the previous Li Lu had many excesses, but Gu Jingming's behavior is really cruel.

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The rain is getting worse and worse.

From the drizzle at the beginning to the heavy rain now.

Gu Jingming looked at Li Lu whose teeth were chattering, and his heart that had returned to calm was stirred up again.

This is what he did wrong.

Gu Jingming is ruthless here.

As long as it is someone he thinks is worthless, no matter what is said later, there will be no psychological burden.

It took him two years to force Li Lu out of his heart.

He thought that in his heart, the other party was already a worthless person.

Since there is nothing to worry about, how can we talk about guilt?

……

"Shen Miaomiao..."

"Don't call me!" Li Lu took another two steps back, but she was about to fall because of her foot slipping too fast. Seeing this scene, Gu Jingming stepped forward and grabbed him without thinking, but was caught by Li Lu. Lu pushed it away, "Don't touch me either!"

She curled herself up, shaking from crying.

Sadness, anger...and the long-lost shame.

Li Lu, Li Lu.

What have you been doing for half a year?

In order to please a man who doesn't care about you at all, he becomes unlike himself and has no self-esteem.

If you get back together with Gu Jingming, you must use this method to achieve it. Is it really what you want?

……

The resistance to Gu Jingming has already told Li Lu the answer.

Gu Jingming took a deep breath, feeling extremely jerky in his throat.

"I didn't expect this matter to hurt you so much." Gu Jingming said: "I did have this idea a long time ago, and it was true that I couldn't let you go for a while, and it took so long, but—"

but what.

But in the six months since the breakup, Gu Jingming found that he was not as happy as he imagined.

Every time I go out to film, I always habitually go home early and buy the fastest bus home.

It can only be said that habit is the most terrifying thing in this world. It is invisible and intangible, like a poison that has no solution.

Li Lu slowly stood up from the ground.

The skirt had been wet long ago, and it was covered with mud, making it look unbelievable.

I heard her say to Gu Jingming: "I understand."

"Although you are too much, I found that I don't blame you at all."

It turns out that growth really only takes a moment.

If you can pretend to be nice to someone, then what else is real?

Li Lu didn't know.

"Thank you, Gu Jingming."

"Thank you for the happiness you have brought me in the past five years. From now on, I will not pester you anymore."

"I wish you happiness."