After the divorce, I abused my ex-husband thousands of times

At nine o'clock in the evening, in the stairwell of the emergency exit of the hospital's inpatient department, Jiang Shiyi was standing at the window clutching his cell phone, with a cigarette between his fingers.

The voice-activated lights went off at some point, and in the dark stairwell, only the sparks of cigarette butts flickered on and off.

This afternoon, when he saw Xu Yuan was in a heavy mood, when he called Gu Yan, he wanted to change his mood.

However, Gu Yan told him indifferently that he was going to take care of Xu Yuan, and she was going to divorce him.

The phone was still on, but no one on either end spoke.

After a long time, Gu Yan said: "If nothing happens, I'll hang up..."

"Gu Yan," he interrupted her, "Do you know why Xu Yuan became like this?"

Gu Yan was slightly taken aback, "No one expected this result."

Jiang Shiyi chuckled suddenly, "Yes, I didn't expect it in the end, but she returned home excitedly because I promised her that I would be with her. I also told her that Xinghui would sign her and I would praise her." red."

Gu Yan seemed to understand what he was going to say, "You want to say that it's all my fault, right?"

Xu Yuan couldn't be with him because she didn't agree to divorce him at first, and Xu Yuan failed to sign with Xinghui because she deliberately disclosed the news to Grandma Jiang.

Jiang Shiyi asked back: "Do you think you have no responsibility at all?"

Gu Yan thought, this is quite ridiculous, and what he said is also very reasonable, but the problem is, she also feels innocent, she also feels wronged, if it is not because of Xu Yuan, she would not have experienced that nightmarish night , not only was injured, but also lived in fear of doubting whether he had killed someone for several days.

Whose fault is it, she can't figure it out now, and now she has no mind to worry about it, she said: "If you think it's my fault, then so be it, I..."

She sat on the bed and gently pulled the hem of her nightdress with her fingers. For some reason, she still felt a little aggrieved and sad, and the tip of her nose felt astringent.

She said: "Jiang Shiyi, it's not that I didn't pay the price. I was injured, have you forgotten? Maybe Xu Yuan's injury and suicide stimulated you now, but have you ever thought that if I didn't fight back that night, I would be injured now. I may have been a wife to a strange man in an unknown village, if the senior hadn't rescued me that night, I would be dead now."

There was silence on the other end of the phone.

Her tears flowed down silently. In order to pursue her love, she made a wrong decision, which resulted in results that she had never expected.

"I don't blame you..." After a long time, Jiang Shiyi said, "However, you are talking about divorce at this time and forcing me to make a choice. How do you let me choose?"

Gu Yan raised her hand to wipe away her tears, "All the mistakes started from the time I married you, why don't we get everything back on track, and you don't have to worry about which choice to make anymore, do you?"

The cigarette in Jiang Shiyi's hand burned to the end, and he pressed it out on the trash can, thinking to himself, this woman speaks really lightly.

He finally realized what it meant to be wishful thinking, because she was not emotionally invested, she could withdraw so neatly, very chic.

And he can't.

With a firm tone, he told her: "Gu Yan, I do not agree to divorce."

Gu Yan asked puzzledly: "Why? After getting divorced, you can take care of Xu Yuan without any worries."

He was silent for a long time, thinking that the reason she was in a hurry to divorce now was because of Pei Sinian, so he couldn't lower his face and confess again no matter what.

"I'll help you hide it from grandma," she said again: "Besides, I can leave the house without leaving the house."

Jiang Shiyi looked out the window, his eyes gradually dimmed. He could hear that she was very anxious, so anxious that she was willing to leave the house.

Is it for Pei Sinian?He wanted to taunt her like before, but he didn't know why, he didn't say anything, just thinking about it in his heart made him feel depressed.

Gu Yan couldn't wait for his answer, and said, "Divorce and leaving Xu Yuan, you have to choose one, you should think about it."

He remained silent, and finally, she hung up the phone.

She lay on the bed, thinking about his words over and over again, it was obvious that he had softened towards Xu Yuan again.

After all, they were the ones who used to be together. I think he acted unfeeling towards Xu Yuan in front of her, but in reality he still felt unbearable.

It's nothing to be sad about...

After all, from the very beginning, the person he liked was Xu Yuan.

Even marrying her was mostly to stimulate Xu Yuan.

She was not willing to be a tool person, that's why so many troubles happened later, it's no wonder that he feels sorry for Xu Yuan now and starts to blame her.

She closed her eyes, there were no more tears in her eyes, this marriage completely wiped out her initial enthusiasm, she thought, now she can accept him choosing Xu Yuan, the heartache is only temporary, it is better than continuing to torture each other like this .

She was fed up with always being ignored by him, always watching his back looking for Xu Yuan.

Since he doesn't love her, she must learn to take back her love.

After being hung up by Gu Yan, Jiang Shiyi was still standing at the window. He listened to the busy tone, and suddenly realized that she seems to be actively and eagerly hanging up the phone more and more recently.

Putting away his phone, he lit another cigarette, but before he had taken two puffs, the phone rang, and he was expecting it. However, when he took out the phone and saw that it was Lu Yan calling, his eyes quickly dimmed again.

Lu Yan called to ask him to go back, saying that Xu Yuan woke up and couldn't see him, and her mood was not stable.

He pressed the button to extinguish the cigarette, went back to the door of the intensive care unit, and smiled at Xu Yuan inside.

Xu Yuan's pale face relaxed a little, as if feeling relieved, she closed her eyes again.

His smile quickly disappeared, he glanced at Lu Yan next to him, and said, "I can't take care of her forever."

"It doesn't need a lifetime," Lu Yan explained: "After all, she is in a special situation now. It has only been a few days since the incident happened. It takes a process for people to accept the reality. After two days, she will feel better. Find a psychiatrist and her Talk and she'll recover slowly."

He was silent for a few seconds, "I hope so."