She is brighter than the stars

Cheng Nian looked at Ning Xin.

Ning Xin patted her hand, "You go, I'm fine."

Cheng Nian helped her change to a glass of slightly warmer water, and followed the nurse to the director's office.

Looking at the 50-year-old director in front of him, with his hair permed into wool curls, he opened his mouth and spoke technical terms for a long time.

Cheng Nian felt as if his brain had froze, and he couldn't understand what she was saying, and there were even bursts of humming.

She glanced at the director in disbelief, and questioned: "You just took some blood, and you can confirm this by scratching my stomach with that cool thing?"

The director gave another academic explanation.

After the wool roll director's mouth was completely closed, Cheng Nian retrieved a sentence from all the information he had heard before, and asked a little dullly.

"So you're saying, I can't have a baby?"

The director immediately explained: "No, it's not that you can't give birth, but it's not recommended. Because of your physique..."

Cheng Nian couldn't hear what the director said later.

She stared at her knuckles, feeling that something was coming out of her brain, but couldn't feel it.

After the director finished speaking, he patted Cheng Nian on the back reassuringly, "Don't be too sad, you are still young, and whether you have children or not is your life. There are also forced ones, and it's not worth your life in the end."

Cheng Nian stood up, thanked the doctor politely, and then walked out dully.

The moment he closed the office door, Cheng Nian wanted to curse.

Arguing with Li Shubai in the morning, having an abortion with Ning Xin in the afternoon, and now getting the news that she is infertile, is there a more irritating day than this?

Seeing that Cheng Nian's face was uglier than her own when she came back, Ning Xin asked softly, "What did the doctor tell you?"

Cheng Nian glanced at Ning Xin who had just taken away the child, his eyes were cold and he felt chills.

Thinking that everyone has their own destiny, she sighed softly, "It's okay, if you feel better, we'll leave."

Ning Xin didn't continue to ask, and stood up from the bench.

Cheng Nian walked over to support her, and walked towards the hospital entrance.

As soon as he arrived downstairs, Cheng Nian saw Li Shubai standing by the pillar at the door.

Ever since Cheng Nian left the restaurant, Li Shubai has been silently following behind her.

He didn't know how long he stood there, some snowflakes had already accumulated on his shoulders and drifted into the eaves with the wind.

The moment the four eyes met, there was a bang in Cheng Nian's mind, and the thing that he was desperately trying to get out of it suddenly appeared in front of his eyes.

She saw the wedding photo of her and Li Shubai thrown on the ground, the broken TV set, and fragments of teacups all over the floor.A few scraps of paper lay next to the shards of glass, which could be vaguely identified as hospital checklists.

Behind the confetti was a pair of black leather shoes, the owner of which was Li Shubai.

He was panting slightly, with a sad and indignant expression, and there was a long bloodstain on his face, which should have been scratched by debris.

He fixedly looked at himself, helpless and sad, as if saying: "What do you really want?"

Then Cheng Nian heard his own harsh voice.

"It's obvious that you don't want to have a child with me, and you colluded with the hospital to lie to me. Are you afraid that I will not get a divorce after having your child? Don't think about it! Are you still waiting to marry Tang Yanran? Dream! I will die It's impossible to make you feel better!"

Li Shubai took a deep breath, the helplessness in his eyes deepened, he gritted his teeth and said, "Can you go for an examination yourself? You can go to any hospital."

Cheng Nian heard his maniacal laughter.

"Stop being hypocritical here, you can buy this doctor and that doctor, and the result is not the same. Will I not know my own body? Well, since you don't want to have a child with me, then I will go Ask someone else."

Li Shubai's eyes were bloodshot, he grabbed Cheng Nian who was about to leave, and said sharply, "Do you know what you're talking about?"

Cheng Nian saw his hands on Li Shubai's neck.

"Don't you think I'm ashamed? Am I not worthy of being Mrs. Li? You disliked me from the very beginning, and you never liked me. You married me just for this day, to get my family's money, and then take revenge on me. Li Shubai You are so bad, go to hell!"

The last sentence "Go to hell" lingered in Cheng Nian's mind, making all the blood in her body flow out from the bottom of her feet in an instant, and the pain was so painful that she almost lost consciousness.

Her body bent down uncontrollably, squatting on the ground and retching.

Li Shubai hurried over and helped Cheng Nian aside, and patted her on the back lightly.

Cheng Nian couldn't vomit anything, he just felt uncomfortable.

Ning Xin bought warm water and paper towels from the self-service vending machine on the side. Li Shubai took them and said thank you, then unscrewed them and handed them to Cheng Nian.

Cheng Nian raised his head, his small face was wrinkled like an orange, and he looked at Li Shubai with unfathomable eyes.

Sensing that Cheng Nian was looking at another person through him again, Li Shubai's heart fluttered.

He put down the water, held Cheng Nian in his arms, and said softly, "Hey, what's wrong?"

Cheng Nian's tears flowed down the corners of his eyes into his hair, and he murmured, "I don't know, I don't know."

Why in these strange memories, she is like a lunatic, trying to drive Li Shubai to death.

What is it that she desperately recalls but can't remember?
The pain forced Cheng Nian to stop thinking about it, but the tears didn't stop.

Li Shubai let go of Cheng Nian slightly, kissed her forehead tenderly, then put the water to her mouth, and said softly, "Hey, drink a little."

Cheng Nian held the bottle and drank most of it.

The water she drank turned into tears in an instant, flowing out of her eyes continuously.

She didn't make a sound or pant, just shed tears.

Li Shubai took out a tissue to help Cheng Nian wipe away his tears, and hugged Cheng Nian softly.

Ning Xin watched from the side, and her heart, which was always shy away from love, was slightly shaken.

Thinking of her depraved and festered self, she couldn't help but cast aside this idea in her heart.

Love it or not, a lowly person like her is not worthy of this kind of thing.

In the taxi back to school, Ning Xin sat in front.

Li Shubai and Cheng Nian each sat in the back row by the window, and the distance between them could accommodate two more adults.

Cheng Nian looked out the window, Li Shubai looked at her.

I was speechless all the way, and Nian didn't speak to Li Shubai until I got off the bus.

She received too much information at once, and she didn't know what to say.

Li Shubai felt guilty, and was afraid of making Cheng Nian angry again.

Especially after seeing her probing eyes again, his heart seemed to be hanging at any time, fearing that Cheng Nian would directly sentence him to death again.

After sending Ning Xin back to her dormitory, Cheng Nian walked to her own dormitory.

Li Shubai silently followed behind her like a poor puppy.

Walking downstairs to Cheng Nian's bedroom, she stopped, turned around and said something to Li Shubai.

"Come on, let's go back."