Young Master Qin's Heart-Eating Secret Pet

It seems that aborting the child is the only and best choice at present.

Before, she was hesitant between going and staying, but now that she had a more suitable choice, she was firm in her desire to give birth to him.

Yes, she was reluctant, this was her and Qin Hanfeng's child, and it was the only bond between them.

The premature death of the previous child made Cen Ziyan even more ruthless. She couldn't kill her own child herself!
"Four years ago, the Cen family was in decline, my father was accused of being imprisoned, and I was also living a life of running around because of being charged with a murderer. The Cen family used to be so beautiful, it was defeated overnight, and the family was destroyed. "

Cen Ziyan didn't respond to Cheng Mu's suggestion directly, but turned his head to look at the undulating sea, and slowly told him about the past, using the most flat tone to downplay the tragic past.

She just briefly mentioned the details of those past events, and she just talked about some simple things with Cheng Mu. After all, there are many rumors in the outside world, which are somewhat speculative and exaggerated. The truth is not like that.

Cen Ziyan originally thought that she would never bring up these things again in her life, but now she just spit them out in such a flat manner, like a bystander, telling the old things hidden in time.

"Later, I became pregnant. In the first year of my hiding, I gave birth to a child. I didn't even have time to hug him. On a rainy night, he was snatched from my arms forcibly. , I can only watch him leave me. "

At that time, she felt that the whole sky was falling down, and her child was separated from her just like that.

"Then what happened next?" Cheng Mu asked.

"Later?" Cen Ziyan smiled coldly, and asked back, but those two simple words revealed the endless sadness in her heart.

"Then after so many years, why didn't you look for it?" Cheng Mu didn't know the twists and turns, but felt a little strange.

"The child... can't be found anymore." Cen Ziyan sighed lightly.

How is she going to find it?That night, it rained so heavily and there was no light, how could she see clearly what those people looked like, so what if she knew?At that time, she was accused of a murderer, and she was powerless, so it was extremely difficult to protect herself.

Of course, there is something she didn't mention to Cheng Mu. For the next three years, she stayed in that ghostly place in the lunatic asylum, cut off from the outside world. She struggled and suffered for three full years, and finally got the chance. escape.

In three years, where would she find her child, and where should she start?
Cen Ziyan's words could not be found, and Cheng Mu instantly understood, thinking about it, if a newborn child can be found after so many years, it is likely that some misfortune has already happened.

"Although I don't understand the pain of losing your child, I can empathize with the feeling of struggling on the verge of death and despair, because I have had such a time before, and it should be similar to losing a child."

Hearing this, Cen Ziyan turned around and looked at Cheng Mu with some doubts. It didn't seem at all that he made it up on purpose to comfort her, as if there really was a past that he also didn't want to recall.

Cen Ziyan was a little surprised, "I feel the same way? You used to..."