Fu Shao's hidden marriage sweet wife

Lu Qi's frail demeanor almost froze, his eyes burst into frenzy, and the servants at the side looked at her in astonishment.

His breathing was messy, and the servants were even more disturbed, and no one made a sound.

Chi Nian asked him again, "Really?"

"Yes." He finally spoke, so tense that every word he uttered pierced his heart, "To be precise, it's not forced to death."

Chi Nian's face was pale, and he continued to say——

"It was me who killed her with my own hands." Lu Qi raised his left hand, looked at his palm, and smiled suddenly, but the haze in his eyes was astonishingly thick, "I used this hand."

Chi Nian had long heard that Fu Tingqian suspected that Liu Qingqing might not have committed suicide, but when she really heard Lu Qi confess what she had done, she couldn't help shivering with horror.

And he hugged her, and the pain he felt was still vivid in his memory.

She suppressed the horrified horror in her heart, and suddenly realized that the saying that a hateful person must have pity is perfect for Lu Qi.

Chi Nian tried his best to maintain his composure, and bent his lips in obscurity, "Killing the person you love the most with your own hands, the feeling must be very uncomfortable."

Suddenly, I don't know whether I should sympathize with him or not.

After all, Liu Qingqing is a living life, and a life was lost in his hands just like that... But compared to what she thought, after Liu Qingqing's death, Lu Qi experienced pain that ordinary people can't understand .

Chi Nian asked him softly, "You regret it, don't you?"

"regret……"

Lu Qi lowered his eyes and smiled softly.

He is more than regret.

He wished he could kill himself, wished he could cut himself into pieces, wished he could chop himself piece by piece.

Lu Qi smiled lowly, but his eyes were scarlet, "What's the use of regretting, regretting can't change her back, regretting can't let her live well... She just died in front of me like that, shed so much blood... ...I personally...killed her with my own hands."

A dark and hard-hearted man, sitting in a wheelchair, suddenly lost control of his emotions, crying and laughing.

The servants watched and stepped forward in fear, "Third Young Master..."

"Step aside!"

He hoarsed and rested, not letting anyone approach, and the servants did not dare to approach even a step.

Chi Nian found that Liu Qingqing was really a thorn in his heart that couldn't be mentioned, and the slightest touch would affect his emotions.

Now, how could she not see how much Lu Qi regretted, blamed himself and felt the pain he couldn't let go of towards Liu Qingqing.

Was it all infected by his mood swings, which made her understand for a moment why he was so paranoid about everyone who looked like Liu Qingqing... Just as he had such a little awareness, Chi Nian slammed A thrill.

Shaking off those extra thoughts, she sat on the edge of the bed and looked at the man in the wheelchair in front of her for a moment.

There was some pity in her eyes, and slowly, she said, "Since I can't let go of Liu Qingqing's death so much, then, do you still want to see someone who you think is like Liu Qingqing die in front of you in the end?"

Lu Qi looked up at her suddenly, his eyes were filled with moist pain, his pale lips trembled, "What do you want to say?"

"You think I'm like Liu Qingqing, so you brought me here because you want to find some comfort in me to remember Liu Qingqing, right." She forced her lips into a smile, "But what if someday, I can't think about it What should I do?"

He looked at her stubbornly, "Why can't you think about it, can't you just stay by my side."

"No."

"I will not treat you badly, I will treat you well."

"That's not OK."

Doesn't he know how depressing he is?

"Lu Qi, I won't be happy when I'm by your side." After a pause, Chi Nian smiled weakly and said, "Of course, it doesn't matter to you if I'm unhappy, but I've been by your side for a long time. It will be really hard.”

Lu Qi's face darkened, "Do you want to die because of this pain?"

"I don't want to die, I want to live well." She said helplessly, "But living alone is too uncomfortable, I can't go back to my own life, I can't see what I want to see, I can't do what I want to do ... Then alive, sometimes, is better than dead."

He breathed restrained and terrified, "I can take you to your friend and take you to do what you want."

"Lu Qi, you have your stubbornness, and I also have my emotions." She said, "You want me to stay by your side in memory of Liu Qingqing, but I just want to go back to Fu Tingqian's side, back to my original in my life, so no matter how well you treat me, that's not what I want or like."

"I won't let you die." Lu Qi said gloomily, "Stay by my side, even if you want to seek death, I won't let you have this opportunity."

"It's hard to say about this kind of thing. Even if you don't give me the right to move freely, if a person really wants to die, if he doesn't eat, he will starve to death sooner or later. Not to mention, how many ways are there to try?" she said. Tired, weak and pale, he said with a warm smile, "What can you do to completely prevent a person's determination to seek death?"

At this moment, Lu Qi suddenly understood why she cut her wrists, but she didn't really intend to seek death.

"I see." His eyes were cold, "You cut your wrists to tell me that you have such determination and ruthlessness."

This is a woman who can really do anything to herself.

Chi Nian smiled, but didn't speak.

She wants to live so much, to live well, to live happily and return to Fu Tingqian's side... In fact, he doesn't dislike a person who wants to live well.

To put it more precisely, he appreciates this kind of person who is full of hope and can do anything to survive.

And when she stays by his side, that kind of hope will be wiped out by him sooner or later... He clearly no longer has many kind thoughts, and his life is full of gloom.

but……

Lu Qi closed his eyes and tried his best to control his emotions.

Suddenly, he said, "Actually, you don't have to worry that you will stay with me forever, because sooner or later, I will let you go back."

Chi Nian was slightly taken aback, "Will you let me go back?"

"I never thought that I would keep you by my side forever." When he said this, his eyes were gloomy, and there was a flash of hatred, "Wait until I finish what I want to do." , you can have your own freedom, and I will never pester you again."

The words "never again" have a deep meaning.

At that time, Chi Nian was completely overwhelmed by the sudden surprise, so that she completely ignored the other meanings in his words, so she naturally did not expect why he, who was so paranoid about Liu Qingqing, would let her go back sooner or later .

She couldn't help being excited by herself, her eyes were filled with joy, "What are you going to do, when will your affairs be finished?"