Adorable baby is hard to pet, Daddy let go of my mommy

The doctor examined Qi Muyan, and there was nothing abnormal about her surgical wound, but she said it was painful, so the doctor added a mild analgesic to the drip.

When the doctor was about to leave, the mother came in.

When the door opened, Qi Muyan subconsciously thought it was Han Jingyu.

Seeing that it was the mother, the expressions in those eyes were a little different.

After the doctor left, the mother said to Qi Muyan: "Why, you are a little disappointed that it wasn't Han Jingyu?"

"I didn't..." Qi Muyan muttered in a low voice, wanting to deny it.

Maybe it was because I had a dream about Han Jingyu when I was in a coma, and saw him again when I woke up, so my heart was a little soft after all, instead of repeatedly rejecting it like before.

"It's just the two of us here, don't lie to me, my own daughter, don't I know what you are thinking?" Rong Yan said, "Is there anything wrong with you? If I hadn't called you , Xinglan received it, I didn't even know you had surgery, and I didn't know that Han Jingyu was taking care of you."

Speaking of Xinglan, Qi Muyan didn't see her after waking up, "Where's Xinglan?"

"I heard from Xinglan that she was forced to go to school, but Han Jingyu refused to let her stay in the hospital."

Qi Muyan nodded.

"Just now I chatted with him outside for a while. Although I don't know what he really thinks, but he said he wants to treat you well, and I can't refuse him to treat you well. And he used to treat you badly, and now it's just as it should be. I want to make it up to you. As for you, don't feel embarrassed, just don't refuse what he does." Rong Yan has a very clear view of emotional matters.

Seeing that Qi Muyan still didn't quite understand, Rongyan continued: "The premise for me to say you don't refuse is that you really don't have any feelings for him at all, and you just want to separate from him completely. If you still have thoughts about him, just Don't be so absolute. Of course, Mom doesn't want you to wrong yourself because you said you want to give Xinglan a complete family, you have to think about yourself first, huh?"

Qi Muyan's mind was buzzing, she had just woken up, and received a wave of enlightenment from her mother.

To be honest, she herself doesn't even know what her feelings for Han Jingyu are now.

"So, what do you think about Han Jingyu?" Rongyan still asked this question because she wanted to know what her daughter was thinking.

"I don't know..." Qi Muyan expressed her truest thoughts, "Mom, if...five years ago, he did these things to me, said that he would live a good life with me and promise me a bright future, I would Glad. But now... I'm skeptical..."

After saying it, Qi Muyan understood what kind of feeling it was, "Yes, I doubt it. Mom, I don't believe him anymore."

So even if Han Jingyu used actual actions to prove that he really wanted to have a bright future with her, Qi Muyan still didn't want to believe it, and always held a skeptical attitude towards what he did.

"Sometimes when I watch him do these things, I even feel a little ridiculous." Qi Muyan shook her head, "Maybe, I really don't have any feelings for him, so I treat him like air, because he No matter what you do, it seems that there is no way to control my mood."

After hearing what Qi Muyan said, her appearance was not surprising, because five years is enough to wear away one person's feelings for another.

"It's okay, if you don't like it, you don't like it anymore. It's hard to find two-legged toads in the world, but isn't it hard to find three-legged men?" Rong Yan's words were rough and unreasonable.

"I should...not fall in love again." Qi Muyan shook her head.

"Can't get out of Han Jingyu's trap?" Mother asked.

"Not really." Qi Muyan looked indifferent, "I just feel that a lifetime of unforgettable love seems to be enough. Now it is difficult for me to spend my time getting to know someone again, to understand him, to like him to fall in love with him, I I didn’t have the energy to do that.”

In the past few years, there were indeed many people who pursued her, but when she thought that being with someone would be so tiring, she gave up.

At that time, she thought she couldn't let go of Han Jingyu, but thinking about it now, she just didn't want to love anymore.

If you have that time, why not love your family, Xinglan, and yourself.

"How old are you, and you have this kind of insight?" Rongyan pulled Qi Muyan's quilt up a little, "You are still young, and you may meet someone worthy of your liking in the future and devote your whole life to him. The harm he caused you, There will always be someone to help you heal.”

"mom……"

"Don't rush to refute me. This is my experience as a person who has experienced it." Rong Yan used her experience to tell her daughter that there is nothing that can't be overcome.

Qi Muyan muttered in a low voice, "But didn't you only get together with Dad after going around for a while?"

This is correct, Qi Muyan's parents were able to be together back then, it was through ninety-nine and eighty-one difficulties.

Qi Muyan was thinking, if the parents were not together at the time, would the mother choose to spend the rest of her life alone, or would she choose to love someone again?

I don't know, she is not the person involved, and has never experienced such a thing, so I don't know what choice my mother will have.

But after Qi Muyan finished speaking, her mother was obviously lost in thought.

It seems that she is also thinking about that question. If she didn't insist at the beginning, would she really be able to be with other people so easily later?

"But Xiaoqi, what I want to tell you is that the person who is not with him is not the most suitable one. You have to distinguish whether you are with him because of the obsession in your heart, or because you like it."

Is it because of obsession, or because of love?

Qi Muyan is really not sure, but what she can be sure of is...

"Anyway, I don't love Han Jingyu now." The only thing Qi Muyan can be sure of is that she really doesn't love Han Jingyu now, and she no longer has the feeling of heartbeat that she used to have.

……

Han Jingyu outside the door didn't listen to their conversation completely, but just happened to hear Qi Muyan say that she doesn't love him now.

What comes to mind is Qi Muyan's sincere and naive pursuit of him, every thoughtful word of hers, every carefully chosen attire, every emotion she brewed...all so vividly emerge. in his head.

He was going to go in, but after hearing this, he didn't know how to get in.

After entering, what do you say and do?

Blindly expressing that you want to make up, want to start over with her?

When he was doing these things, of course he could feel Qi Muyan's absent-mindedness and her perfunctory, that could really consume a person's patience and persistence.

Oh, think about it in another way.

When he treated Qi Muyan like this back then, did she reap the sadness and despair again and again?
Han Jingyu felt powerless.

……

When Rongyan came out of the ward, she saw Han Jingyu waiting outside listlessly.

Presumably, he just heard the conversation between her and Qi Muyan.

Rong Yan asked casually: "Do you find it difficult?"

"No." Han Jingyu perked up.

"Where is this? Do you think girls are so easy to chase?" Rong Yan sneered, "But if you don't have the patience to persevere, I advise you to give up early, lest you end up with nothing. And blame us Xiao Qi for not knowing good and bad."

Han Jingyu not only has to face Qi Muyan's indifference, but also has to bear the cynicism of his mother-in-law.

This situation has really changed completely from five years ago.

Five years ago, it was Qi Muyan who pursued Han Jingyu, and it was also Han Jingyu's mother who didn't like Qi Muyan.

Five years later, it was Han Jingyu who chased after Qi Muyan, and Qi Muyan's mother didn't like anything about him.

"Don't dare, even if Yanyan really doesn't plan to be with me in the future, I won't say anything bad about her, it's just that I didn't satisfy her."

To be honest, I really didn't expect Han Jingyu's appearance to be so humble now.

But she would not bring them together just because of Han Jingyu's temporary humility, after all, a man's mouth is a deceitful ghost.

Whether he is sincere or not needs time to test.

"Then keep working hard." Rong Yan seemed to be cheering Han Jingyu up, but in fact she just said casually, "By the way, I am here this time to bring Xiaoqi back to Ningcheng. She has been away from home for many years. I don't want any accidents, so you can figure it out."

The mother-in-law's sentence "you can figure it out" seems to be telling Han Jingyu not to stop her.

But regarding this issue, Han Jingyu did not agree with her mother-in-law like she did at the beginning, but said: "Where Yan Yan wants to live, I think she has her own ideas. It's like she didn't like to go around the world before." Playing the cello is just because I don’t want to see my parents get angry, so I force myself to do it. Naturally, you don’t know how happy she is when she can’t continue playing the cello after her hand injury.”

The accident five years ago was brought up by Han Jingyu, and it was a matter that Yan Yan didn't even know the inside story.

At that time, they all thought that Qi Muyan would be devastated because of the hand injury, so they found many authoritative doctors to treat her.

At that time, she didn't cooperate with the treatment very much, and some doctors even asked Qi Muyan to see a psychiatrist first, so as to prevent her from continuing to resist the treatment.

But what she never expected was that Qi Muyan was not afraid that her condition would not be able to return to her peak after her hand injury was healed, but that she didn't want to receive treatment at all, and didn't want to continue playing the cello!

Rong Yan thought that she knew her daughter well.

But it was just what she thought.

"So, you'd better let Yanyan make her own choice." After Han Jingyu said those words forcefully, her tone returned to a humble state.

It's really...it's hard to figure it out.

"Then just pray that Xiao Qi will fall in love with you again." Rong Yan really couldn't like her son-in-law.

If he wasn't the father of his granddaughter, his appearance would really make someone beat him up, let's vent his anger first.