Gu Qingrou has been waiting since Lu Jingshan left.

Two days passed, she didn't go anywhere, she was waiting in the hotel.

The days of waiting are difficult, and my heart is like being crawled by thousands of ants.

She didn't expect that Lu Jingshan would take the initiative to come to her door, which gave her hope.

The three children were all conceived in October by her. Although she has been abroad these years, her heart misses her children all the time.

When I came back, I also thought about it in my heart, it would be good if I could see a few children.

If they don't recognize her, it's normal, then after she sees a few children, she will find a place to live quietly and won't disturb them.

But when she really came back and saw a few children, she became a little greedy again.

The children are all in Kyoto, and she also wants to live here. Although they can't recognize each other, they can breathe the same air in the same city.

Maybe one day we will meet unexpectedly.

Just like when I met Xu Zhizhi at the gate of Jing Que that day.

After Lu Jingshan left, she thought a lot by herself, thinking about what happened in Panshi Village in those few years, although it was a long time ago, she still remembered those details clearly.

That was the pillar on which she was able to live to this day.

She was waiting, and at the same time a little unsure.She was afraid that her two daughters would not want to see her.

To be honest, she can understand if she doesn't want to recognize her.

Thinking in another way, she would definitely hate her to death.

Seriously, no shame in going to them, especially after learning that they're all doing pretty well.

But today, she finally waited.

Gu Qingrou was a little restless, changed her clothes several times, and repeatedly confirmed with the people below, "How about my clothes? Does it look not dignified enough?"

He asked again, "Is my makeup not good-looking?"

"This hairstyle &..."

"Is the fruit ready? Yuanyuan is pregnant, the cushions on the sofa..."

Just as she was anxious, she heard footsteps coming from the corridor, and then she saw Lu Jingshan and several girls standing beside him.

At one glance, she saw her daughters.

Gu Qingrou stood there, a little at a loss.

She doesn't know what to do?
Obviously, after years of experience in foreign countries, she has never been so nervous even when the Jingque brand she founded was interviewed by many famous ladies and even some political wives abroad.

"You...you are here." After a long time, Gu Qingrou heard her own voice.

Even, when she was too nervous, she was a little bit of the same hands and feet.

"Go in and sit down." Lu Jingshan said a little sadly seeing her like that.

"Yes, come in," Gu Qingrou wiped away her tears, "I'm sorry, the wind got into my eyes."

This is inside the hotel, where does the wind come from?

Lu Siyuan and Lu Siyu's eyes were also red, Xu Zhizhi patted Lu Siyu's shoulder, and pulled her into the room together.

It was still the same room as before, but compared to last time, it was obviously cleaned up carefully.

There are comfortable cushions on the sofa, and the fruits on the coffee table look fresh.

"I... don't know what fruit you guys like, so I prepared some." Gu Qingrou said.

"This strawberry looks so fresh," Xu Zhizhi said with a smile, "Brother Jingshan and Xiaoyu like strawberries the most. Sister Yuanyuan also liked strawberries before, but her taste changed after pregnancy. This orange is very good."

Gu Qingrou's eyes were moist again.

Strawberries are also her favorite.

"Then...then eat more," Gu Qingrou hastily pushed the plate of strawberries to them, "If it's not enough, I'll ask someone to buy more."

"No need." Lu Jingshan said, "We are here today because Xiaoyu wants to meet you."

"Okay." Gu Qingrou retracted her hand, and glanced at her little daughter who had been silent since she came in, feeling very distressed.

The little girl looked like she had been crying for a long time, her eyes were red.

"I'm sorry." Gu Qingrou stood up and said solemnly to the three children, "I'm sorry."

It seemed that besides these three words, she could only speak these three words.

"I came here just to ask you," Lu Siyu said without looking at her, lowering his head, "Did you really want to lose me back then?"

"Do you not want to be pregnant with me at all?"

The girl looked up at her with red eyes, with very stubborn eyes, Gu Qingrou's heart felt as if she was being pulled hard by something.

She was in so much pain that she couldn't breathe.

"No." She pursed her lips and looked at Lu Siyu firmly, "I never wanted to leave you guys behind."

"Even when I was seriously ill during that time, I never thought of leaving you guys behind."

Otherwise, when Lu Huairen forced her to conceive a child, she would try to get rid of the child.

But she didn't, and still chose to give birth to her.

"The reason why your grandma sent me away," Gu Qingrou said with some difficulty, "is because my condition was really bad during that time."

After saying this, she stretched out her arms.

Even after so many years, I can still faintly see many traces left by myself on my arms.

"I'm afraid that if I don't leave, I will become a lunatic one day. For you..."

Because she discovered at that time that she not only harmed herself, but even wanted to do something to her child.

While she was still a little sane, Gu Qingrou finally took advantage of one day when Lu Huairen was not around, and cried to Mrs. Lu for help.

The old lady Lu was shocked at the time. Of course, she knew something about her and Lu Huairen's affairs, but she didn't expect it to be so serious.

Looking at the thin Gu Qingrou, the old lady almost beat Lu Huairen to death.

However, she still agreed to Gu Qingrou's request.

After she gave birth to Lu Siyu, help her to go to another place that Lu Huairen can't find to recuperate.

Wait until she recovers before picking her up.

But who would have thought that something would happen in that village not long after.

"I don't want to argue for myself," Gu Qingrou lowered her head and said, "You should all deny me, I'm not worthy to be your mother."

"However, in my heart, I never thought of leaving you alone."

Even when she was tortured by Lu Huairen and wanted to kill herself, when she thought that there was still a child she cared about in this world, she couldn't do it.

It's not that she is afraid of death.

I can't rest assured that with a father like Lu Huairen, it would be so tragic for the child to have no mother.

"So, I'm not an unwanted child, am I?" Lu Siyu cried, "I have a mother, and my mother never thought of throwing me away."

She stood up suddenly and bowed to Gu Qingrou, "Thank you, I understand."

After saying this, he ran out crying again.

"Xiao Yu." Xu Zhizhi chased her out, but when she went out, Lu Siyu had already taken the elevator and went downstairs.

"Sister-in-law, I want to be quiet, you go back, I'm fine." She closed the elevator.

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