Paranoid ex-husband regrets

Si Hanye was stunned for a moment, staring at his young and frail son, muttering to himself: "I owe her more than this..."

When their marriage existed, they didn't cherish when people were by their side.

It has become like this.

He thought, the word regret has been engraved in his soul.

Affection is always let down, and he will not get rid of these two words for the rest of his life, and will live with his burden.

Suru begged to go and see Zhenzhen.

When he came to the door of the ward, his footsteps were stagnant, his eyes were sad and he did not dare to approach him.

Wu Di was watching Bai Xinci, and the TV on the wall of the ward was playing her favorite cartoons.

But with empty eyes, staring at the direction of the TV, it seems to be watching it, or it seems not to watch it at all.

"Han Ye..." Suru choked for a moment, and said with difficulty: "She...how did she become like this?"

She has said and scolded many times that Zhenzhen has no rules and no tutor.

The presumptuous and savage child in memory is now as if his soul was taken away by someone.

Si Hanye didn't answer Suru's question, he strode over, picked up Zhenzhen and sat on the bed.

Gently rubbing Zhenzhen's palm-sized hand, "Zhenzhen... Dad is here to see you."

"Dad and you will have surgery in two days."

"Are you afraid?"

The moment the child's soft body touched Si Hanye's chest, it seemed as if it had no bones.

She leaned gently into Si Hanye's arms as if subconsciously, trying to stick her whole body as close as possible to find a sense of security.

"Zhenzhen..." He raised his big hand to caress her hair, Si Hanye suppressed his sadness and smiled and said, "Don't you want to go to school the most?"

"After the operation, we can be like other children."

"Father and mother will send you to school every day. If you do not do well in your homework, your father will definitely spank your ass. Even if your mother stops you..."

He chattered, Zhenzhen still had a blank expression, and the biggest reaction was just blinking her eyes.

Suru moved to the side of the hospital bed step by step, guilt made her eyes become timid, she stood there and spoke cautiously.

"Cold, cold night..."

"I, can I hug her?"

Si Hanye didn't answer right away, but paused for a moment, and discussed with Zhenzhen, "Honey, can nanny give you a hug?"

How could Zhenzhen answer her.He asked himself and answered authentically: "If you don't speak, I will take it as your consent."

"Mom..." Si Hanye stepped back, and Zhenzhen stepped forward.

For a moment, Suru's heart felt like a knife was being twisted, her outstretched hands were shaking.

The moment he touched his granddaughter, his nerves were completely snapped.

He pointed Zhenzhen's shoulder with his finger, and immediately hugged her in his arms.

Suru broke down and cried: "Zhenzhen...granddaughter...my child!"

"This is how much suffering!"

Stroking Zhenzhen's thin flesh and bones with her hands inch by inch, Suru's heart twitched in pain.

If I had known now, why should I speak so harshly at that time.

When she thought of those vicious knife-like words, she, a grandmother, said them to her own granddaughter.

Suru's heart and lungs ached from regret.

His mother's tearful cries made Si Hanye, who was already extremely uncomfortable, couldn't bear to continue watching.

He turned his head away, quietly waiting for Suru to calm down.

Half an hour passed.

The crying in the ward gradually stopped. Suru wiped away the tears on her face and remembered what she said just now, and said worriedly: "Han Ye, you said just now that you want to perform a bone marrow transplant for Zhenzhen?"

"En!" Si Hanye responded.

Suru hesitated and said, "Han Ye, I've heard people say that umbilical cord blood from the same father and mother can also save children with blood diseases."

Si Hanye's pupils shrank, his cheeks twitched and he lowered his head, dejectedly said: "Yes..."

It was because of his own disbelief that Bai Xinci desperately wanted to keep this child.

But she gave birth under those circumstances...

Both adults and children have taken their lives from the gate of hell...

Si Hanye smiled wryly, "But it's useless..."

Suru froze for a moment, but didn't understand what he meant by not being able to use it, "Han Ye, what, what's wrong?"

"Xinxin, it was difficult to give birth, the cord blood was not well preserved, some infections..."

He lowered his head and suddenly laughed foolishly, "Mom, don't you think this is also very good?"

"I finally have something I can do for the two of them."

In terms of father's love and husband's two crucial identities, Si Hanye has not fulfilled his due responsibilities in any of them.

If you pay something now, you can get back the health of Bai Xinci and their two children.

Even if Si Hanye lost ten years of life now, he would be willing.

The family is still there, and there are still so many sins waiting for him to redeem.

He wants to live well and give them happiness for the rest of his life, otherwise what is the meaning of his life.

The child's grandmother came and offered to help take care of the two of them, and Si Hanye's pressure immediately eased a lot.

He didn't feel sleepy at all in the middle of the night, and wandered to Bai Mengtian who had been transferred to the general ward.

He didn't know why he came here suddenly.

Si Hanye pulled out the chair in front of the hospital bed and sat down.

Bai Mengtian, who is no different from a vegetative state, has become so skinny that she has lost all her former beauty and brilliance on her face.

Bai Mengtian's current appearance stunned Si Hanye for quite a while.

How did this woman, whose scheming and ambitions were written all over her face and who was not clever at all, become like this now.

"Dream sweet..."

Si Hanye said hoarsely, "Xinxin gave birth, she..."

"I know that Zhenzhen is my child..."

He really wanted to ask, wanted to know what happened to Bai Mengtian back then.

How come after a night of drunkenness, how can there be no one around is Bai Mengtian.

Where's his Xinxin... Where did she go?

If it wasn't for that time, Si Hanye wouldn't be able to figure out why Bai Xinci would be pregnant.

Why have his children.

Just looking at it for a while, Si Hanye suddenly felt dull and meaningless.

What's the point of asking these questions now...

Xiao Suo's back was elongated by the lights in the hospital corridor.

Si Hanye walked back to Bai Xinci's ward, and he went to bed lightly, carefully avoiding the tubes inserted into her body, and hugged her in his arms.

He lowered his head against her shoulder socket, as if looking for a sense of security and strength.

"Xinxin..."

Si Hanye said in a low voice, "I miss you so much...you've been able to sleep so well lately..."

"When will you wake up?"

"Zhenzhen is about to have an operation. The doctor said that her biological father is a good match, and the operation should be successful."

"Wife..." Si Hanye said in a low tone, coquettishly only he could hear, "You said she looks so much like you, so why did my genes and flesh and blood follow me..."