Paranoid ex-husband regrets

Bai Xinci was stunned for a moment, Si Hanye's words were like extremely cold and thorny ice, piercing her heart instantly.

She lowered her head and raised her hand to gently rub Zhenzhen's hair.

A drop of transparent liquid fell from her face and landed on Zhenzhen's hair.

The sudden silence made the sensitive Zhenzhen stop her mouth, she was at a loss to look up at her mother, but Bai Xinci directly pressed her into her arms, and pressed her cheek against her abdomen.

When that tear fell, Si Hanye was completely numb.

He didn't know why he said such a thing, his intention was not like this.

Bai Xinci lowered his head, he couldn't see her expression clearly, but saw tears falling down like that.

They stood on both sides of the sofa, but Si Hanye didn't have the courage to go over and give him a hug.

He just said dumbly: "Xinxin..."

"Zhenzhen, go back to your room to play for a while, mom and..." Bai Xinci choked up, "I want to talk to this uncle."

She really wants to talk, she has something to say to your father.

But in the end, he couldn't even pronounce words like your uncle.

The little girl who was still bickering just now didn't know what happened, she walked slowly towards the bedroom obediently, and when she came to the door, she glanced worriedly at the two adults.

In the absence of the child, many things that were not easy to say were not spoken so smoothly at this moment.

Seeing Bai Xinci's sad look, Si Hanye understood that he had made a mistake again, "Xinxin...I'm not..."

"You go..."

Fearing that his fragility and tears would be exposed, Bai Xinci turned around, leaving only Si Hanye behind.

What was she expecting?

It's just that he played alone with Zhenzhen for a while, and she actually imagined that the empty, invisible blood relationship could ease the relationship between them.

Bai Xinci rubbed his belly which already had some marks, and questioned himself quietly in his heart.

Why do you always have to be so soft-hearted.

Why is it always a small sign that she can ignite hope.

"Bai Xinci, that's not what I meant..." Si Hanye panicked.They had quarreled and hurt each other, but they had never seen Bai Xinci feel so depressed towards him.

It's like something that a person has been looking forward to for a long time.

In the end, when I hold it in my hand, it deteriorates and rots. It is not what I want at all.

"Si Hanye..."

Bai Xinci grabbed his arm with one hand, pinched himself fiercely, and bit his trembling lips. After a while, he seemed firm and said: "You go... I beg you..."

Si Hanye's mind was empty, he knew that if he left at this time.

He resigned from Bai Xin, and he might never have anything to do with the woman in front of him.

"Xinxin!" Si Hanye hugged her suddenly with his messy chest, pleadingly admitting his mistake, "That's not what I meant..."

"Really, Xinxin, I can really treat her as my daughter."

Bai Xinci let him hold her without moving. Si Hanye's repeated practice exhausted all her energy.

"Si Hanye..." Her voice was very soft, every time Bai Xinci's life was on the verge of death, she always used this tone, this tone was so soft that he was afraid in his soul.

"Shouldn't we be over?" Bai Xinci turned his head and could see the man's sideburns, he was hugging himself tightly, as if there was really no way to leave him.

"It was you who said you loved me, and it was you who never believed in me..."

Bai Xinci's fingertips fell on the man's temples, like a soft farewell.

"Treat Zhenzhen as your son and daughter. I'm afraid you don't remember how many times you have said it."

"But what?"

Bai Xinci's rhetorical question made him unable to refute, so he could only swear weakly, "Xinxin, I didn't mean it! I really didn't think that way, trust me!"

"Believe you?" Bai Xinci smiled wryly, then shook her head silently.

"Si Hanye...I can't afford your love."

"You know that I like you, and you know that I love you, but you never asked why it wasn't the first time when I married you..."

He put her on the pillar of shame so cruelly, eliminating all possibilities for her to explain.

"Xinxin...I..." These three words seemed to be on his heart, as long as he didn't think about the long-standing scar, it wouldn't affect him.

But that child reminded him all the time, in the days they lived apart.

The woman I love the most once belonged to someone else.

What he once regarded as holy has been trampled upon.

"So you would rather keep imagining things yourself, imagining things that are unacceptable to you, imagining me who is so dirty... You never thought about asking me why."

Bai Xinci's heart was already numb from the pain, she felt as cold as a piece of ice, when she opened her eyes, even the irises in her eyes were silently expressing despair.

She caressed Si Hanye's face and said, "Si Hanye...let's separate..."

"We won't meet again after the divorce..."

The arms across his chest gradually tightened, and Si Hanye silently refused without saying a word.

He felt the temperature of this body, and couldn't imagine what life would be like without her.

That matter has been left between them, and Si Hanye didn't realize what he had missed until today.

In the two years since they were separated, what exactly did Bai Xinci, who was born in such a family, experience.

How much pressure has she endured that she should not have endured.

"so……"

If time could travel back, Si Hanye would definitely go back and sew up his mouth in the years to come.

"So, why did you have a relationship with that Ji..."

Bai Xinci's body suddenly stopped, and even his breathing seemed to be choked by someone's throat.

She closed her eyes in pain.

Human heart, how can it hurt again and again?

She raised her hand to cover her aching heart in mourning, and the fishy sweetness that she hadn't felt for a long time surged to her throat.

"Si Hanye..." The knuckles of the hand holding the man's arm turned white, and the pain at this moment was like a bitter medicine piled up in generations.

She was so miserable that she didn't even want to go through this life in this world.

"What did I do wrong..."

"Let me bear these... the mistakes I made."

Bai Xinci's choked nasal voice could be heard, and Si Hanye seemed to be grabbed by someone.

She turned her head to look at the man she had loved and devoted herself to, the tears in her eyes were like the sea, and only water waves were left in her narrow vision.

She sadly said: "Aye... let me go, my mother has paid for the mistakes I made..."

"Aside from falling in love with you, what else have I done wrong?"

The double-edged sword of pain, one end is attached to her and the other end is pierced in Si Hanye's heart.

It's okay to not move, if you move, you can bleed, and the flesh attached to your heart makes them gasp in pain and can't straighten their backs.

The grief caused Bai Xinci's entire chest to be in extreme pain.

Since leaving the Si family, she has never had morning sickness again.

Pain churned up and down in my stomach.

Before Si Hanye could recover, he was pushed away.

When he came to his senses, he saw Bai Xinci throwing up with his waist bent and holding the toilet.

"Xinxin!"

The sight of blood flowing out of her mouth countless times made Si Hanye suddenly lose his mind.

He ran behind Bai Xinci, and wanted to bend over to comfort him but was rejected.

"Don't...don't come here..."

Bai Xinci opened one hand back, begging in pain, "Let's go... let's go..."