Lord, you are satisfied, ma'am, she is burned to ashes

Chapter 181 Losing her child was the last straw that crushed her

"Xiaoxu, go and call the doctor!" Jiang Yao gritted his teeth to endure the pain, clutching the edge of the bed tightly, about to break his fingers, and a lot of sweat oozes from his forehead.

Jiang Xu hurried to find a doctor, saw that Jiang Yao's body was red, and quickly pushed her into the emergency room.

"Doctor, you must help me keep the baby." After Jiang Yao entered the emergency room, his abdominal pain became more intense.

She grabbed the doctor's snow-white medical gown with the last bit of strength, with a sad face: "I have nothing left, only this child."

"We will do our best. Don't worry." The doctor comforted Jiang Yao.

"Ah...it hurts..." Jiang Yao screamed.

Come to Liu Li and wait with Jiang Xu.

Half an hour later, Jiang Yao was pushed out and transferred to the ward.

Jiang Yao woke up in the morning, looked at the sleeping Jiang Xu, and didn't disturb him.

She stretched out her hand to her abdomen, and instantly hot tears dripped from the corners of her eyes.

She bit her lip, pulled the quilt with her fingers, her whole body was tightly wrapped in pain and sorrow, not giving her a chance to breathe...

After all, her child was not kept.

The doctor said that her wound was inflamed, she had a high fever, and she was running around for days. At that time, saving the child was only temporary, but her body was exhausted to the limit, and the child would eventually be miscarried.

If there is no injury, there may still be a chance.

Jiang Yao cried until there was no sound, the tears were like broken pearls, telling the endless sadness, sadness, grievance in her heart...

"Sister..." Jiang Xu still woke up, "You cried..."

Jiang Yao's eyes were blurred with tears, and Jiang Xu's appearance was also blurred.

After the tears rolled down, Jiang Xu's appearance became clear again.

Jiang Yao held Jiang Xu's hand tightly: "Xiao Xu, the baby is gone... My sister will only have you from now on."

"Sister, I know you are sad. But I will stay with you in the future and will not leave you." Jiang Xu seriously promised, "Don't cry, crying is not good for your health."

Liu Li who bought breakfast came in and pressed Jiang Xu's shoulder lightly: "Let your sister cry, it will feel better if you cry. Holding it in your heart will only make you worse."

After Jiang Yao heard this, he couldn't help crying anymore.

She cried unscrupulously, hysterically, the whole ward was filled with her crying...

Losing a child was a huge blow to Jiang Yao.

The child she tried so hard to keep was still not kept.

If it hadn't been for the fire, if she hadn't been injured, if she hadn't fled, her baby should have stayed in her stomach safely.

But there are no ifs, grandma is not here, and even the baby has left her.

For a moment, Jiang Yao felt that life was hopeless.

Since the miscarriage, Jiang Yao stayed in the ward every day, not going out, not talking, very quiet.

If it wasn't for her blinking and occasional tears, Liu Li would have thought she was dead.

But her soul seemed to die with the child.

On the fifth day of hospitalization, at night, Jiang Xu fell asleep.

Jiang Yao took a pen and paper and wrote a paragraph.

[Su Yan, I'm leaving, I don't have the courage to live anymore.

I want to go to my baby and grandma and be with them.

The only thing I am worried about is my younger brother Jiang Xu.

I can only feel relieved if I hand him over to you.just to trouble you,
No, I should have caused too much trouble, I'm sorry, I know it's selfish of me to do this,

But I am in too much pain, every day when I close my eyes, I can hear the cry of the baby, as if piercing my heart,

I can't take it anymore...

Grandma is dead, I can't avenge him, the baby is gone, I can't save him, I can't even take care of Xiaoxu...

I'm just a useless person, and I have no reason to live anymore!

Just let me go down to apologize to grandma and take care of the baby...

Su Yan, knowing you and being your friend is the greatest luck in my life.

Su Yan, Xiao Xu, farewell...Jiang Yao's last words

When Jiang Yao finished writing this passage, tears were streaming down his face.

She put the paper on the bedside table and pressed it down with a water glass.

Then she got up, put on her clothes, combed her hair, and made herself pretty.

Jiang Yao walked to the nearby bridge, stood on the bridge, and looked at the dark water below.

She climbed onto the bridge without hesitation, closed her eyes, and jumped decisively—

Jiang Yao fell into the water, splashing a huge splash, and the ripples spread round and round until the water surface returned to its original state, as calm as if nothing had happened.

After Liu Li bought a pack of cigarettes, he went into the ward to see Jiang Yao.

Because Jiang Yao was acting abnormal these days, he told Su Yan, and Su Yan told him to take good care of Jiang Yao.

As soon as Liu Li entered, he saw that the bed was empty.

And Jiang Xu was still sleeping soundly, so in a hurry, he stepped forward and shook Jiang Xu awake: "Jiang Xu, where's your sister?"

"My sister is sleeping on the bed—" Jiang Xu rubbed his bleary sleepy eyes, and when he looked at the ward, he was dumbfounded. He fell asleep instantly, and stood up, "Where... Where is the person?"

Liu Li walked to the bathroom, pushed away to see that there was no one there.

"Mr. Liu, there is... a note from me." Jiang Xu found the paper on the bedside table.

He handed the note to Liu Li, Liu took it over and looked at it, his face panicked: "Oh no!"

"What happened?" Jiang Xu asked.

"Your sister can't think about it...she committed suicide, this is her last words!" Liu Li patted his thigh angrily.

He lost people when he bought a pack of cigarettes, how should he explain to Miss Su now.

"My sister won't leave me behind!" Jiang Xu couldn't believe it, "My sister is so optimistic and strong, she won't commit suicide!"

Losing a child was the last straw that crushed Jiang Yao!
When people are in a state of extreme sadness, they will fall into self-denial and doubt, they will feel world-weary, and they will choose to commit suicide impulsively.

"Go, go find your sister, I hope she doesn't go far away, I hope she still has time!" Liu Li folded Jiang Yao's last letter and put it in his pocket, then hurried out.

Liu Li opened the door and almost collided with the person who wanted to enter.

"Liu Li, why are you in such a panic?" Su Yan took two steps back.

"Miss Su, hit me and scold me. I have failed your trust!" Liu Li blamed himself.

"What happened?" Su Yan felt a bad feeling in her heart.

"Miss Jiang, she may have committed suicide!"

"What!" Su Yan's figure flickered, and she almost lost her footing.

Liu Li gave her the letter Jiang Yao wrote to Su Yan.

Su Yan only read the first sentence and didn't read any more.

Her face was as pale as paper, and she shouted: "Hurry up, find someone, no matter what!"

"Yes!" Liu Li nodded.

Su Yan mobilized all the power she could mobilize and began to look for Jiang Yao.

She also played in person, and she was also afraid in her heart, she was afraid that she would never see Jiang Yao again...

Thinking of this, Su Yan's eyes were sore.

"Miss Su, Miss Jiang has been found, by the river, come quickly!"

Su Yan answered the phone, she was not far from the river, fortunately she was wearing sneakers, she ran to the river with all her strength.

There were people around, and after Su Yan came, Liu Li stepped out of the passage.

Su Yan could clearly see Jiang Yao lying on the grass, drenched and cold, with no blood on his face, motionless...

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