Affectionate beyond ninety thousand miles

He mustered up his courage, turned the handle lightly, pushed the door open and entered.

This action took all his strength.

But it also seemed relieved.

It was as if all barriers between him and her disappeared as soon as he walked through the door.

The lights in the room were off, and she seemed to be asleep.

Ji Yanxi walked over lightly, and turned on a small lamp by the bedside. The light was so weak that it would not wake her up.

He half knelt beside the bed, bent over to see her sleeping face.

When she fell asleep, she didn't have the usual sense of alienation. Her fair face was peaceful and gentle, but it seemed to be entangled in a nightmare, with a slight frown between her brows, which made people couldn't help but want to smooth those creases.

I thought so and did so.

He raised his hand and approached hesitantly.

Almost touching her, the person on the bed suddenly opened his eyes and was startled.

Ji Yanxi withdrew her hand, stood up and sat on the side of the bed, stroked her face, and asked softly, "What's wrong? Did you have a nightmare?"

His eyes went from dazed to sober to calm.

Ji Yanxi quietly watched the momentary change in those dark eyes.

The heart also sinks.

She tilted her head away from his hand.

Wen Nanning sat up, leaned against the head of the bed, rubbed her forehead and said, "Why don't you go to sleep?"

"Just came back from the old house."

She said lightly, "Grandma is looking for you, and I sent you a text message."

"Well, I got it."

His tone was soft and cautious.

After finishing speaking, the two fell into silence, and there was an unspeakable embarrassment in the room late at night.

Wen Nanning looked down at the quilt in front of her, "You can go to sleep now."

Ji Yanxi didn't speak.

After being speechless for a while, he began to unbutton his coat, and his movements were quick. Seeing that Wen Nanning instantly became alert, she frowned and said, "What are you doing?"

But in a short while, he had already taken off his coat and trousers, rolled onto the bed, and lay down next to her.

Wen Nanning choked angrily.

Speechlessly staring at his cheeky behavior.

Not wanting to argue with him, she lifted the quilt and was about to get off the bed, but Ji Yanxi moved faster than her, directly raised his hand to grab her waist, then directly dragged her back to his side, turning over on top of her.

Grandma's words echoed in his ears, making him suspicious and sweet.

He never thought about it.

The relationship between the two has always been that he took the initiative, and she was forced to accept it.

So is being a boyfriend and girlfriend.

He admitted that he was domineering or selfish, because he never considered what she was thinking in his heart, and kept her by his side.

He forced her to accept him.

Now, he learned from his grandma that she might actually love him, so how could he not be surprised!
However, when he saw her, he couldn't help wondering whether grandma had misunderstood her.

How could she have such an attitude in love with him?

Why can't he feel it at all?
"Don't go." He asked helplessly, with a humble tone, which was in clear contrast to his strong actions, "Can you calm down? Is it okay if I'm wrong? Can't you forgive me?"

Wen Nanning's hands were clasped on top of his head by him, and his eyes swept across his face, falling on the crystal lamp above his head. She pursed her lips, not wanting to compromise.

The two sides were in a stalemate, maintaining this movement without moving.

Wen Nanning's wrist hurt a little from being clasped, she moved, "Let go, it hurts."

Hearing this, Ji Yanxi immediately let go, he hugged her and turned around, he was on the bottom, she was on the top, and then let her hands support his chest, "I have thick skin, if you support it, I won't hurt."

A strange feeling flashed across Wen Nanning's heart.

Deep helplessness welled up in my heart.

What should she do, if she continues like this, she will be unable to hold on one day, but is the final result what she wants?
She confided her feelings for Huo Qingyang to Huo Qingyang after she was drunk.

From that moment on, I began to face it squarely.

The fact that she couldn't bear Xu Shihan's appearance was not because of her concealment that caused her to go to jail. Although she couldn't deny that there was also this factor, the most unacceptable thing for her was that she appeared as Ji Yanxi's favorite person.

This made her unable to get along with herself, and felt that she was too pitiful.

In order not to let herself continue to be pitiful, she was willing to cut off her feelings for him with her own hands.

It's okay if he doesn't know, if he knows, can he maintain his dignity and get out?
Ji Yanxi stared at her changing face, wondering what she was thinking.I don't know when he started, he wanted to know all her thoughts, and he was very afraid that she would think about leaving her by herself.

So I started chatting with her, trying to divert her thoughts.

"My dad is coming back soon, and you haven't seen him yet. When you see him, you don't need to get close to him like your grandparents, just treat him normally."

Wen Nanning was stunned.

She suddenly remembered what Xie Wenhui had told her about Ji Yanxi's past.

His father left the family business when he was very young, choosing to follow his faith and leave.

Never fulfilled his responsibility to take care of him.

He was brought up by his grandparents since he was a child.

That's why Xu Shihan became a special existence, right?

Now, that father is coming back, but his tone is very indifferent, does it matter?

She didn't nod or shake her head, she just wanted to get up from him.

But he clasped his hands behind her waist, encircling her in a small space, unable to move.

This forced her to respond to him, "I see, can you let go?"

"It feels like we haven't chatted peacefully for a long time, and I don't want to miss this opportunity." He said pitifully.

It has been several days since that day, and she either broke up with herself, or she is expressionless to herself.

Hearing too many things today made him more dependent on her, and he just wanted to talk to her.

Even if she ignored him, he felt at ease just letting her listen.

He frowned and said lightly, "He abandoned me since he was a child. To me, it is equivalent to not having a father. Nan Ning, you have no parents, and I have no parents. We only have each other. Can we be good?"

Wen Nanning's heart ached.

In fact, she felt sorry for him.

Ever since she heard about him that day, she felt sorry for him.

Obviously when he was outside, he looked very beautiful, no one would have thought that he had never been loved by his parents.

What this father had done to him undoubtedly hurt more than death.

He is clearly alive, but he doesn't care about his only son. What kind of cold-blooded person can do such a thing.

And Ji Yanxi grew up in such a cognition that he was not loved by his father.

The more distressed she was, the more difficult it was for her to retreat.

She lowered her eyes, not wanting to look at him, afraid of meeting his gaze and revealing her feelings.

"I heard a lot of things tonight, which broke my previous cognition, please give me some time to deal with it?" He looked at her with heavy eyes, raised his head and pecked her lips, and quickly kissed her lips before she protested. Withdraw, I feel very good.

He stretched out his hand to brush away her drooping hair, tied it behind her ear, and said softly, "Trust me, I choose only you and no one else. If you don't believe me again, I will arrest you for marriage registration tomorrow."

Wen Nanning stared over, "How dare you!"

A smile floated on the corner of his lips, "Look at me, dare you!"