My ex-husband was in so much pain after I left

"Well, what are you doing..."

Yan Jiuli's first reaction was to struggle, wanting to lift the man off her body.

But the man's kiss was so lingering, while attacking the city, he murmured her name in a low voice: "Ayan..."

Ah Yan...are you calling her?

Suddenly, there was a drop of water, which dripped on her collarbone, stopped for a second, and then slid into the depths of the clothes along the arc.

Yan Jiuli's rejecting hand stopped there.

She raised her head with difficulty, and Lu Shaoqin's head rested on her neck.

Big drops of tears flowed down her shoulders and soaked her thin dress.

In the darkness, she heard the man's slightly choked voice: "Don't you want me anymore?"

Yan Jiuli wanted to roll her eyes again——

Is it because she doesn't want it?
She used to love him with her whole life!
So deeply, I loved him for eight years.

If it wasn't for his indifference and unfeelingness, how could they have come to this point?
She suddenly thought of a story where a female benefactor cried and begged the eminent monk, asking him: "Master, how can I let go of a relationship?"

The master took out a teacup for her to hold in her hand, and poured hot tea into it little by little.

The cup instantly became hot, and the woman could hardly hold it.

But she endured the pain and insisted on holding the cup in her hand.

More and more water was poured, and the cup became hotter and hotter... Finally, scalding hot water overflowed from the cup.

The woman finally couldn't take it anymore and let go... The cup fell in response.

wreckage...

"It's not that I can't let go, it's just that it doesn't hurt enough!"

She realized it, and so did Yan Jiuli.

It hurt so much she had to let go.

The more I think about it, the more my heart hurts.

The relationship between them was over the moment he chose to give her to someone else to win Yan Zijin's life.

Her tears also rolled down——

Lu Shaoqin, we will never go back!

"Ayan...don't cry..."

Lu Shaoqin's consciousness was still a little fuzzy, but instinctively, he raised his hand, trying to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

"Don't cry, okay?"

But the more he wiped, the more her tears flowed, and the more turbulent they became.

It seems that I can't wipe it clean...

Her heart really hurts too much!
If it wasn't for him, she would have had a wonderful life!
It was he who ruined her!

It's him……

But until today, she rejected him, she resisted him, she wanted to stay away from him...

Why, he still pesters her so much?

What else does he want?What on earth does he want?

"Don't cry, okay?"

He leaned over, and approached her tears with his cold lips, sucking them little by little.

As if this could stop her heartache.

Yan Jiuli's eyes gradually became clear, but the place where her icy lips touched was unbearably hot like a raging fire.

She raised her hand abruptly and embraced the man.

"Lu Shaoqin, why don't you let me go?"

She thought she asked in a low voice, but unexpectedly, the drunk man's ears were unusually sharp.

Why not let it go?
If he knew, would he still be so entangled?

"A Yan, if I let you go, who will let me go?"

He spoke with a hoarse and dry voice, filled with a kind of hopeless pathos: "Ayan, if there is hell ahead, then before jumping down, I will pull you and fall with me!"

As he spoke, he kissed her lips again.

Tossing and turning, as if determined to pry open his place in her heart.

Yan Jiuli did not resist——

But not because of acceptance.

Her plan was to let Yan Zijin's hand not only get the evidence of his cheating, but also get his that by the way.

Unexpectedly, Yan Zijin was kicked out even though she was in a daze of drunkenness.

Originally, she just wanted to see the specific situation, but in such an ambiguous atmosphere, her heart could no longer maintain such iron determination.

Maybe……

This is her last chance.

Finally... a chance to save Dabao.

As if she had found an excuse for her confusion tonight, she couldn't help reaching out, wrapping around Lu Shaoqin's neck, and slightly responded to his kiss.

The moment the warm body approached, Lu Shaoqin was shocked.

The fiery breath in his body was ignited again, and Lu Shaoqin threw the woman down desperately...

……

After almost going crazy, Lu Shaoqin's body, along with his heart, gradually cooled down.

"A Yan?"

He half propped himself up and rubbed his temples.

The dark eyes returned to the coldness of the past.

"It's you."

With his back on his back, Yan Jiuli wanted to pick up the torn clothes on the ground and put them on, but found that he was already torn into pieces when he was crazy.

She simply pulled the quilt over, wrapped her body with some annoyance——

Originally, she planned to leave as soon as she got it, but she didn't expect that the man's enthusiastic demand directly made her faint halfway through.

When he woke up, the man was already in the current posture, frowning and staring at him.

"Otherwise, who do you think?"

Yan Jiuli is weak in momentum, but his mouth is still unforgiving: "Isn't it the Yan Zijin you have been thinking about, are you disappointed?"

"You really are a villain who is the first to sue!"

Lu Shaoqin sneered, and stared at Yan Jiuli, who had nothing to do with himself, wishing to strangle her to death.

"Didn't you plan to make me drink the wine you added, and want to have a rape in bed?"

"If Mr. Lu has a clear conscience, what is there to be afraid of?"

"Good, good... really good!"

Lu Shaoqin stood up abruptly, staring fiercely at the woman in front of him: "Yan Jiuli, in your eyes, what am I?"

"I can't frame it, you climbed into my bed yourself, what is it for!"

"Tell me! What exactly do you want?"

Yan Jiuli tilted her head, somewhat puzzled by his sudden anger.

Could it be that his own behavior had once again hit his self-esteem as a man?

Or was he annoyed that he couldn't stand the temptation and slept with her again?

"Don't worry, even if we...cough..."

Yan Jiuli didn't say that word, but coughed slightly and said, "It's just to save Dabao, don't think too much about it."

"So that's it! So in your eyes, I'm just a medicine to save your son!"

Lu Shaoqin became even more angry.

He quickly grabbed his nightgown, walked to the bathroom with long legs, and then slammed the door hard with a "bang".

"That's your son too!"

Yan Jiuli was speechless——

Why are you so angry!It's not you who suffer!
What's more, the me back then was not just a blind medicine for you Bai Yueguang, that's all.

"Yan Jiuli!" The door of the bathroom was opened vigorously again.

Yan Jiuli was taken aback.

Immediately, Lu Shaoqin, who was dressed in frost, stood at the door of the absorption room and asked viciously, "Apart from these, do you really want to say nothing to me?"