My ex-husband was in so much pain after I left

Their marriage lasted only three years.

And she and Gu Xingci have known each other since childhood, and after divorcing him, they lived with him in the United States for five years!
Are there secrets and stories between them?

Does she only think about that person in her heart?
She saved Dabao, is she going to say goodbye to Gu Xing and fly away?

Will he never see her again?
In this lifetime, will he... have no more chances?

Lu Shaoqin's thoughts became more and more uncontrollable, and his heart ached more and more——

Look, Lu Shaoqin, what a failure you are!
In the story between you and her, there is only hurt, indifference, and endless waiting...

"Lu Shaoqin, what are you doing?"

Yan Jiuli couldn't help frowning... The hand he grabbed her was dripping with blood, and the expression on his face was as fierce as if he was about to eat himself.

Is it really so difficult for him to accept a night of spring dinner with myself?
That's right, after three years of marriage, he hasn't even touched a single finger of his own.

The only two times, one was when his grandfather drugged him; one time... I probably thought it was a dream.

It's a lie to say you don't feel uncomfortable, and it's a lie to say you don't care.

This man... said that he wouldn't let him leave, but he must have disgusted him in his heart, right?

For Lu Shaoqin, she loved him for eight years and hated him for five years.

In her life, all the love, hatred, anger, ignorance, joy, anger, sorrow, and joy were born because of him, and died because of him.

However, all her love and hatred were nothing but rootless duckweed, which was submerged in an instant in the sea named Lu Shaoqin, and there was no survivor.

Therefore, she just wanted to get rid of him and take back her sincerity that she carefully guarded.

She thought that she no longer wanted to hide in the corner, weeping silently, begging, and licking her hard-won, healed wound.

"Lu Shaoqin, let me go..."

"Just now you were just distracted...and you were drunk!"

"It's just a night of joy. Everyone, you love me and I wish. Why do you bother afterward?"

The heroine tried to shake her arms, trying to get rid of the man's entanglement.

Her purpose is just to hope that this time, she will be as lucky as the previous few times to conceive a child, at least... there is hope to cure Xiao Baibai's illness.

"Happy night? You love me? Don't need to be entangled?"

Lu Shaoqin's face was livid, his bleeding hands were tightly grasping Yan Jiuli's arm, his eyes almost burst into flames.

"Yan Jiuli, you speak lightly."

"You slept with me, and you just want to leave like this?"

"What do you want?"

Yan Jiuli stared back not to be outdone!

This is so... Although you are drunk, but you took the initiative first, okay?

I just... just... just push the boat along.

"Yan Jiuli, do you really think I'm so easy to get rid of? Or do you think I can't do anything about you?"

His heart filled with hatred.

His beloved woman actually only used him as a tool!
When he thought of this, his heart felt like it was about to explode, a brutal pain.

He is not willing!

How does this make him reconciled?
If it weren't for their son's illness, wouldn't she...wouldn't even look at herself?
Yan Jiuli was speechless, in fact, she really didn't know what to say.

This matter is indeed her fault.

So he simply closed his eyes, and said with a heartbeat: "Then what do you want, what compensation do you want, just say it!"

There are thousands of thoughts in Yan Jiuli's heart, and he even made a plan to return [-]% of Lu's shares to Lu Shaoqin, leaving his grandfather to himself.

Money is something outside of her body, and she is happy to solve things that can be solved with money.

"I……"

Lu Shaoqin opened his mouth, but he was at a loss for words.

What does he want?
He wanted her, wanted her madly.

He wanted to press her against the wall and shut her chattering mouth tightly.

Want to hug her tightly, don't want her to leave.

He even wanted to lock her by his side so that he could see her all the time.

but……

What he wants most is her love!
It was her willingness to continue to love him.

He missed her smile as he walked down the high steps step by step.

When looking at him, the corners of her lips suddenly curled up, smiling like a flower.

What he missed was the three years of marriage, every breakfast she served for him, and the deep kiss she gave him on the forehead when she sneaked into his room in the middle of the night.

What he hated back then, what he detested.

It's something he can't ask for right now.

When he wanted to have it again, things had already changed.

Someone once said that every gift that God gives to the world is secretly priced.

He used to squander her love recklessly.

Now, probably everything is their own fault, right?

Lu Shaoqin, you really deserve it!
The light in his eyes gradually dimmed, and the hand that was holding her firmly, also dropped powerlessly.

The blood on the hand flowed down the fingers.

Gather into a drop and drop to the ground.

Like the blood and tears in his heart.

"You go."

He spoke dejectedly.

"You... don't want anything?"

Yan Jiuli raised her eyebrows, a little disbelieving that the man who had fierce eyes one second would let her go automatically the next second.

"Yes! What else can I ask for!"

He hooked his lips, and a wry smile condensed on the corners of his upturned mouth.

Obviously he was smiling, but Yan Jiuli felt that his expression was more uncomfortable than crying.

"Then I'm really leaving."

Yan Jiuli stepped towards the door.

"You go..."

he murmured.

But, suddenly, he raised his head again: "You can go as far as you want, but..."

He clenched his fists, desperately suppressing the surging pain in his heart, and said word by word: "I will chase you, I will chase you like a ghost, no matter where you go, who do you want to be with! "

"Yan Jiuli, I will not give up!"

"I can't let go either..."

Because, you are my life!

He dared not say the last sentence.

If one day, she really left his life, then he might have become a walking dead, without a soul anymore.

"Big brother..."

After an unknown amount of time, Lu Yichen's voice sounded: "Let me help you bandage the wound."

Lu Shaoqin raised his head and saw Lu Yichen's worried face.

"Sister-in-law, she...has left."

He carefully considered his opening, for fear that if he made a wrong word, it would arouse Lu Shaoqin's fury.

But no, he calmly raised his hand and let Lu Yichen bandage him.

"You're right, she doesn't love me."

"what?"

"She doesn't love me anymore... She has taken back all her good wishes and expectations for me."

Lu Shaoqin pursed his lips, but stopped crying.

"But it doesn't matter, starting today, it's my turn to pursue her."