My ex-husband was in so much pain after I left

"A Yan...is that you?"

His voice, in the darkness, seemed so low, desperate and helpless.

His hands wrapped around her neck tightly, not letting her move an inch.

"Or, am I dreaming again?"

"I've been dreaming about you these days, as long as I close my eyes, it's all about you..."

Lu Shaoqin felt something soft touch his lips while he was half asleep and half awake.

A familiar breath enveloped him.

He couldn't help it, hugged the figure he was thinking about, couldn't help raising his head, and deepened the kiss.

When Lu Shaoqin's breath came back, Yan Jiuli could only be dumbfounded, passively enduring his wreak...

The originally pale face was gradually stained with two blushes, and the temperature on the face was getting higher and higher.

"Hmm..." She wanted the man to let go of her, but just as she opened her mouth, she was swallowed whole by him.

After a while, the man relaxed his grip until Yan Jiuli could hardly breathe.

Yan Jiuli hurriedly straightened up, desperately sucking in the fresh air, while staring fiercely at the man on the hospital bed.

The man's eyes were still tightly closed, but his expression seemed to really stretch a lot.

"Could it be... is he sleepwalking?"

Yan Jiuli couldn't help guessing, but suddenly, she caught a glimpse of the wicked smile on the corner of his mouth...

"Lu Shaoqin, get up for me, did you do it on purpose?"

Yan Jiuli couldn't help but growled with his hands on his hips.

The man was still lying on the bed peacefully, without making a sound.

"Asleep?" Yan Jiuli reached out and poked the man's face, his voice was full of suspicion: "Since you are asleep, then I won't bother you, I'm leaving."

She turned to leave, but someone grabbed her sleeves.

Looking back, the man had already opened his eyes, and those dark pupils were looking at her face without blinking, as if he hadn't seen her face for thousands of years, full of greed.

"Where are you going?"

The man spoke weakly, for some reason, Yan Jiuli seemed to hear the grievance from it.

"what?"

She didn't understand why a man would ask such a question.

"You're going to find him, aren't you?"

The man frowned, clenched the corner of her clothes tightly, and pursed his lips stubbornly and childishly.

"Who are you looking for?"

Yan Jiuli became more and more inexplicable.

"Look for him...you only care about him, even if I'm lying in the operating room, you haven't changed your mind at all, have you?"

Lu Shaoqin stared, his eyes full of grievances and accusations...

He was afraid, afraid that the woman would nod in the next second and tell him that what he said was right and that she didn't care about him at all.

"Since you care about him so much, why... why did you..."

He was a little speechless, but he didn't want to hear her answer.

His heart hurt so much, he was afraid that he would not be able to bear the answer she gave.

He was afraid that he would fall into the abyss of losing her again, but what could he do?He has decided not to force her anymore, but to respect her and understand her, and to love her in her own way.

However, what can he do to make her look back at his efforts and heal the hurt he caused her in those years?
He stared at her with staring eyes, and there was sadness, hope, and even... there was something in his eyes that he didn't know about, fear.

He couldn't help it, and begged in an aggrieved voice: "Don't go to him, okay?"

Yan Jiuli: "..."

what did she hear?
At that moment, the bottom of her heart almost softened into a puddle.

"Who are you afraid I will go to?"

"Don't leave, okay?"

Lu Shaoqin said stubbornly.

"Why don't you let me go?"

Lu Shaoqin was helpless, he couldn't speak, so he could only pursed his lips and remained silent.

"Are you afraid that I... will go to Gu Xingci?"

She guessed.

When the man heard the name, his face became even darker.

A heart was beating violently, afraid that the woman's next sentence would affirm her thoughts.

Seeing his expression, Yan Jiuli knew what he was thinking.

With a secret sigh, she raised her hand and poked his face: "You are really domineering."

"I am domineering?" The man snorted unconvinced: "There is no man who would like his wife to find another man, right? Yan Jiuli, we are not divorced yet!"

The more he said, the more confident he felt.

He couldn't help wanting to get up, hugged Yan Jiuli tightly in his arms, and wouldn't let her leave.

Don't let her find another man!

But as soon as he exerted his strength, the wounds all over his body began to scream, and the pain caused him to fall back on the bed almost immediately.

"Um……"

She couldn't help moaning, but the hand that was holding her tightly didn't let go.

Yan Jiuli was helpless.

This man has always been so unscrupulous, but for some reason today, he actually showed such a childish side.

However, in the end, the element of worry outweighs the inquiry.

She pressed the man's body distressedly, and covered the man with the quilt again: "Don't move, I just don't want to go."

"Really?"

Like a child who is reluctant to part with candy, the man confirmed with bright eyes.

"You're not going to find him, are you?"

Yan Jiuli thought about it, and almost instantly thought of what Zhuang Jinyao said to him.

As for what was said, you can guess it with your toes.

However, Lu Shaoqin's reaction - could it be that he was jealous? ?
Yan Jiuli couldn't help but smile bitterly. After three years of marriage, she has been jealous countless times, but Lu Shaoqin never seemed to show such childish jealousy.

He is real, not the same as before.

Thinking of this, she couldn't help but jump for joy a little, and the corners of her lips couldn't help but curl up.

But this expression, in Lu Shaoqin's eyes, turned into a mockery.

"You think I'm stupid too, don't you?"

He lowered his head and said sullenly: "I know it myself."

"I'm stupid, stupid, and I don't understand love, and I almost ignore my sincerity."

The more he talked, the more annoyed he became, and the more he talked, the sadder he became, yes, how could Yan Jiuli like him like this?

No wonder she... chose the gentle-looking Dr. Gu.

Myself, what a failure.

He mumbled like this more and more quietly, and in the end, he almost told all his crimes.

After that, he shut his mouth and waited a long time for the woman's trial.

long silence.

She... Lu Shaoqin couldn't help it, and looked up at the woman.

Extending the head is a knife, and shrinking the head is also a knife.

If he is really rejected by her, then at worst... At worst, he will regroup and start pursuing her again crazily.

Whether it's the United States or the ends of the earth, he will never let go of a woman's hand!

With the determination to die, he raised his eyes to look at her face, only to see that she tilted her head, her peach blossom eyes shining brighter and brighter under the moonlight.

She spoke with a gentle but firm voice: "Lu Shaoqin, do you want to know what I really think?"