My ex-husband was in so much pain after I left

After she finished speaking the last word, she raised her head slightly, and now there was nothing but clarity left in her originally charming and affectionate peach blossom eyes.

She just looked at him quietly, waiting for his reply.

Time seemed to stand still, and no one moved again.

Only the wind outside the window flicked the curtains gently, making a rustling sound, secretly stirring the hearts of passionate men and women.

Lu Shaoqin froze in place, looking at Yan Jiuli's clear and firm eyes, he couldn't even blink.

Ah Yan in front of him was too far away and too ethereal.

He was afraid that if he blinked, the woman he loved would go away with the breeze like a butterfly, never to return.

He looked at her until his eyes were flushed, his eyelids could no longer support his atrocities, and tears almost dripped from his moist eyes.

Yan Jiuli parted her cherry lips slightly, wanting to say something more.

The next moment, she felt herself being hugged vigorously.

The moist breath soaked her collar again, and her heart felt sour.

Five years of crush, three years of marriage, five years of separation.

From the youthful years in high school to now I am a mother

Among them, she had the most sincere expectation, the most beautiful imagination, the most heart-wrenching injury, and... the most warm and incomparable touch.

She experienced the ups and downs that other people probably would never experience in her entire life. Until this moment, the love hidden in her heart was finally coming to an end.

"Lu Shaoqin..."

She opened her mouth, wanting to remind him that it's time to let go.

Late affectionate, already too late.

The missed fate is also destined to have been missed.

Two people who are not suitable are like gravel held tightly in the hands. No matter how tightly the grip is held, the gravel will be blown away by the wind.

But the other party seemed to be unable to hear what she said at all, not only did not let go of himself, but hugged her even tighter.

Lu Shaoqin seemed to have exhausted all his strength to embed Yan Jiuli into his body.

For a long time, it was so long that Yan Jiuli thought that he would hold her like this for the rest of his life.

The man finally let go of his hand.

But he kept his head down all the time, so that Yan Jiuli couldn't see his expression clearly, and didn't know what kind of heart-wrenching torment this mighty man was going through at this moment.

"Ayan..." He pursed his lips, as if he wanted to keep her.

But the trembling lips opened several times, but they couldn't make a sound.

Finally, he took a deep breath and spoke, but his voice was already hoarse beyond recognition.

"Okay, I respect your decision, we divorce."

Finally, Yan Jiuli couldn't help it anymore, her nose was sore, and a string of tears also dripped down.

But the corners of her mouth still persisted, her eyes widened to force back the tears, and she said with a faint smile, "Well, congratulations on getting back single, and thank you...for your fulfillment."

Thank you, in my best years, let me know what love is.

Thank you also for choosing to let me go and let me be free when I suddenly came to my senses.

Yan Jiuli sincerely thanked her in her heart, but her voice was choked up before she could speak.

"But Ah Yan, I can promise to divorce you, but I can't promise to divorce you immediately."

He opened his mouth and explained under Yan Jiuli's slightly surprised eyes: "Ayan, I said this not for myself, but for Dabao and Xiaobao."

When he opened his mouth like this, Yan Jiuli immediately thought of Xiao Baibai who was still on the hospital bed...

"Your... Dr. Gu must have told you that the best way to treat leukemia is to use test-tube baby technology to extract the DNA of both parents and give birth to a child whose blood type exactly matches the patient's."

"Although the purpose may be for other children, I also hope that our children can be born in a complete family."

"Ayan... Let's not divorce until the child is completely cured, okay?"

Lu Shaoqin knew that the child was the last and deepest bond between the two of them.

If Ah Yan really agrees to carry out the test tube baby operation, then from the operation, to delivery, to the treatment with umbilical cord blood... the whole process will take at least two years.

He still has two years to move her and chase her back.

He wanted to make up for all the love she had lost these years.

If he still doesn't know how to love her, then he is willing to let her teach him how to love others.

He is willing to spend his whole life learning to love her, so he hopes that she will give him another chance at the end.

Yan Jiuli was silent.

Lu Shaoqin raised her chin and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

"I know my methods are despicable. But I really don't know what to do. A Yan, I promise you, this time, if you haven't forgiven me, then I won't bother you."

"And I promise, although we are still married, I will never do anything outrageous to you."

"A Yan, promise me, okay?"

"I'm suffering now, really. My heart feels like it's about to burst..."

He raised his hand and tapped his heart.

Although he was smiling, it was actually uglier than crying.

"If you don't promise me, then I don't know what crazy things I will do."

"You said, let us let go of each other, free each other, and free ourselves."

"So, I don't ask much. I just hope that we will give each other a chance. Give you time to sort out our relationship; and give me time to learn how to love someone."

"A Yan, you know, if I don't agree to separate, then even if you go to the ends of the earth, even if you go back to the United States, I will definitely try my best to chase you back and lock you by my side!"

"Lu Shaoqin."

Yan Jiuli sighed for a long time: "You are still so...unreasonable."

He also sighed softly, and said with a wry smile: "If reasoning can keep you by my side, then I would have said it long ago."

"But there is no way, love is also an unreasonable thing."

And he just wanted this unreasonable thing to help him keep her by his side.

"A Yan, are you willing to agree to this condition?"

He looked at her nervously, for fear of missing her every expression.

As long as she wavered a little, even if it was just a glance, she would carry out her plan without hesitation.

Yan Jiuli: "Do I have the right to refuse?"