My ex-husband was in so much pain after I left

Yan Jiuli was shocked!
What are these two little guys thinking?
them……

Could it be that she watched too many TV dramas and thought she was a poor young woman who was kicked out of the house by her wicked mother-in-law after she became pregnant?

Or a willful wife who ran away from home?
"This one doesn't work, how about another one?"

Yan Jiuli tried to persuade Yan Qiutian to give up this matter - let her kiss Lu Shaoqin or something, just thinking about it, goose bumps all over her body, okay? ! !

Yan Qiutian was relentless, and immediately pouted her mouth, dissatisfied: "Why, Mommy clearly promised me that if she lied, she will fulfill the other party's wish!"

"Mommy's words don't count! Mommy is a bad person!"

what the hell!

The big plan she had just discussed with her brother, to reconcile Daddy and Mommy, how could she die before she finished her mission?
No matter what, Mommy must take the initiative to get close to Daddy!

Yan Qiutian's face was full of unhappiness, and her eyes immediately filled with tears.

"I don't want another wish! I want this wish! I want this wish!"

"Daddy, he...he once sacrificed his life to save Mommy and Sweet Baby! He is so kind to Sweet Baby, why won't Mommy go to comfort him?"

A gleam of light flashed in Yan Qiutian's eyes.

Naturally, she didn't do it for the grace of saving her life, but——

Just now, my brother told me that if I follow Daddy, I can have potato chips, cola, fried chicken and spicy sticks every day. Who is not confused about this!
Therefore, for the "happiness" of myself and my brother, I had to sacrifice Mommy and take the initiative to coax Daddy so that they can reconcile as soon as possible!

"Sweetie!"

Yan Jiuli looked at the two of them at the same level, and his expression became serious.

"A kiss is an expression of love."

She pulled two dough balls, gave each of them a big kiss on the face, and continued.

"I kiss you because Mommy loves you from the bottom of my heart. Only in this way can kissing be meaningful and correct."

"And a kiss without love is just profanation of it."

"Do you understand?"

The two fans nodded with a vague understanding, and then had even bigger questions.

"But why doesn't Mommy love Daddy?"

"If Mommy doesn't love Daddy, why did she give birth to us with Daddy?"

Two pairs of eyes full of exploration and curiosity stared at Yan Jiuli.

"This one……"

Yan Jiuli really didn't know how to explain it.

Do you want to tell them that I loved your daddy very much back then, but afterward, many things happened.

So that they parted ways and never went back to the past?
The matter between them was too complicated, and she really couldn't explain it clearly to her five-year-old child.

"Then Mommy, will you still love Daddy?"

Yan Qiutian looked at Yan Jiuli longingly, her potato chips, her fried chicken, her cola, and her snacks were all bet on this one.

When Mommy returns to the United States, I may never want to eat these every day again!
"I do not……"

"Will do."

A voice came from the kitchen door.

Yan Jiuli raised his head, and at some time, Lu Shaoqin appeared at the door of the kitchen, leaning against the door frame, hugging his chest, looking down at her.

She didn't know what to say for a while, and she didn't know how much the other party had listened to.

Standing up a little embarrassed: "Why are you here?"

"I see that you have been in the kitchen for a long time and you haven't come back. I thought you didn't want to cook breakfast for me."

Lu Shaoqin didn't tell the truth, he just started to panic when he didn't see Yan Jiuli for a second.

He was afraid that at some point, the woman would turn around again and leave him.

That was too painful. I have experienced this kind of pain for five years!
Every time I dreamed that she came back and stood in front of me, but I wanted to walk over and hold her hand, but I found that no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't reach her.

She was clearly right in front of his eyes, but she seemed as far away as the entire Milky Way!

No matter how hard he tried, how he ran, until he was out of breath, and fell to the ground weakly, she still stood not far away, slowly, slowly...disappearing in his world!
Every time at this time, she would wake up from the nightmare.

And every time he wakes up, he finds that the reality is more desperate than the nightmare!

His Ah Yan...has never come back!
So, when she left, his mind began to think wildly uncontrollably, wondering if she would be the same as in the dream, and when she turned around, she completely disappeared from his world.

"You shouldn't come here. You need to rest. Standing and walking for a long time will increase the burden on your body."

Yan Jiuli wanted to quickly change the subject and break the stagnant atmosphere.

The man ignored her and walked towards her step by step, slowly but firmly.

"Ayan."

He asked, "Is a kiss without love a kind of blasphemy?"

Yan Jiuli backed away slowly, for some reason, she couldn't seem to be confident in front of him.

Probably because, no matter how rationally they tell themselves, they are not suitable.

But in my heart, I still can't justly say "I don't love him anymore", it should be like this.

"Is not it?"

She raised her eyes, pretending to be profound and asked back.

"I feel so too."

Lu Shaoqin followed Yan Jiuli's pace, approaching step by step. The rhythm was not too fast, but there was an illusion that people had nowhere to escape.

In the end, Yan Jiuli was forced to the corner of the kitchen by him. Behind her was the cold white wall, and she had no way to retreat.

"Lu Shaoqin, step aside, I'm going to make breakfast."

With her back against the wall, the only way out was blocked by him.

She had no choice but to speak, trying to find an excuse to escape quickly.

"A Yan, I know you don't love me."

He said: "But children are innocent angels, you shouldn't lie to them."

"Since your lies have been exposed, you must have the awareness to accept punishment."

Yan Jiuli: "..."

She took a deep breath and said slowly: "Since I told the first lie, I can't lie to them again, can I?"

"I don't love you anymore, how can I deceive you with kisses and give you false hope?"

Lu Shaoqin's eyes dimmed, but he didn't retreat.

He raised Yan Jiuli's chin and said lightly, "It's okay, I love you is enough."

"You are my wife, and I will bear your punishment."

As he spoke, his cold lips fell on the woman's lips again...