My ex-husband was in so much pain after I left

Like to prove something, but also like to tell something.

Lu Shaoqin's kiss was so lingering that it almost exhausted all his strength.

Yan Jiuli felt like a flat boat in a violent storm, dominated by the tide, unable to find its way.

"Let... um... let go..."

Yan Jiuli wanted to refuse, but the other party took the opportunity to go deeper.

The soft lips were deprived, the breath was occupied, and in the midst of the tyranny, there was an indescribable affection.

It almost took her breath away.

"Don't..." Yan Jiuli felt weak all over, desperately trying to refuse, but the man didn't have the slightest intention to stop, he imprisoned her domineeringly in his arms, wantonly attacking the city.

"Lu Shaoqin, you are crazy!"

The woman who got the gap panted heavily, blushing and roaring.

But Lu Shaoqin made him smile for the first time in so many days: "If you don't like it, you can push me away hard."

He hugged her tightly in his arms and couldn't help but kiss him deeply again.

"Well...you know it well, you are injured, I dare not use force!"

When he let go of himself again, Yan Jiuli couldn't bear it any longer, and reached out to beat the man's arm hard——

She still didn't dare to hit her chest, fearing the man's injury.

It's just that the lingering anger on his face was still red, and he looked at Lu Shaoqin angrily: "Lu Shaoqin, how could you just... just kiss me casually?"

"A Yan, I didn't kiss casually, I kissed very seriously."

Lu Shaoqin grabbed her shoulders with both hands and spoke solemnly.

"A Yan, you didn't push me away, you still like me, don't you?"

There was a light of hope in his eyes, and he looked at Yan Jiuli expectantly, his gaze was like a raging fire, burning out what Yan Jiuli wanted to blurt several times.

But in the end, she gently pushed him away.

"I do not know."

She raised her eyes and looked at Lu Shaoqin with a little confusion, but more firmness.

Her tone was serious: "Lu Shaoqin, it's really not good to be unclear about some things."

"However, I really don't have any thoughts of having a relationship at the moment. I just want to be good, to cure Dabao's illness, and to finish my design work well."

Lu Shaoqin lowered his head and let out an "um" in frustration.

"I know." He knew that some things couldn't be rushed.It's just that sometimes I can't control myself.

Yan Jiuli took a deep breath, tried her best to let herself ignore the irregular heartbeat, and turned around: "It's getting late, go to rest early."

"I'll take you into your room."

Lu Shaoqin did not let go of her, but changed his possessive posture into an auxiliary posture.

Just as the two walked to the door of the bedroom, Lu Shaoqin let go of Yan Jiuli.

Yan Jiuli held the doorknob with his hand, and gently pushed the door open.

Suddenly, she turned around and looked at Lu Shaoqin: "Lu Shaoqin."

"What's the matter?" Lu Shaoqin's face suddenly lit up with hope.

"We're all grown-ups, and we're no longer at the age where we can drink enough water. I think it's icing on the cake if there's something about feelings, and it's not a big deal if it doesn't."

"I have let go of what happened back then, and I hope you can let it go too, and truly see what you want in your heart."

"Lu Shaoqin, don't indulge in past feelings, we should all have a new life, shouldn't we?"

Lu Shaoqin lowered his eyes, he really wanted to hug Yan Jiuli and roar: You are what I want!

In his life, he has gained fame and fortune, and his only regret is that he once felt sorry for his wife, did not trust her, help her, and love her.

He regretted it, and every day he lost her, he was so painful that he couldn't breathe.

But now, his wife is just around the corner.

He seemed to be able to hold someone in his arms as soon as he stretched out his hand, and never let go.

But he felt that the distance between him and her was beyond thousands of mountains and rivers...

The flowers are similar year after year, but looking back, things have changed.

There were no tears in his eyes, but in his heart, tears had already flowed down like rain.

He barely raised the corners of his lips, trying to show a smile.

But I feel that this movement, exhausted all the strength of the whole body, but I can't do it.

After a long time, he made a hoarse voice: "What should I do if I can't get out?"

Yan Jiuli was silent.

If she knew what to do, then five years ago, she would not have suffered a crushing defeat, and until now, she still dare not reach out and touch love.

She faced him, with honey and a knife in every breath, which made her both happy and painful.

She doesn't want this.

They were originally people from two worlds.She once accidentally strayed into a dream, but was injured all over her body.

She was no longer that naive little girl who thought she could get love by raising her hand.

She was scared, and now she seemed to shrink herself into a hard shell, using her children and work as an excuse, just hoping that she would not fall again.

"If that's what you want, then I promise you."

It was as if the sharpest knife had been inserted into Lu Shaoqin's heart, and it hurt bitterly.

The blood in his whole body seemed to be drained, making him suffocate and cold.

To him, the world without her is any different from the walking dead.

However, if this is her wish, then he can only agree.

He looked at her, his face was full of sadness and pain, but he suppressed the reluctance in his heart and nodded to her.

The two just looked at each other like that.

In the end, Lu Shaoqin held Yan Jiuli's hand on the doorknob, and helped her push the door open.

"You sit on the bed for a while, and I'll cook something for you. Don't worry, I won't overcook this time."

"You are not in good health, you should pay more attention."

Yan Jiuli did not speak, and walked into the room silently.

Lu Shaoqin also turned around and came to the kitchen in silence.

The door was not closed, Yan Jiuli was sitting on the bed, and when he looked up, he could see Lu Shaoqin's clumsy and busy figure in the kitchen.

He obviously doesn't know how to cook, but he tries to cook a perfect pot of porridge for her.

Looking at his figure, Yan Jiuli's tears fell down again.

Soon, the pajamas on the chest were wet.

She quickly raised her hand and wiped away her tears, not wanting others to see her fragility.

The fragrance of rice soon came from the kitchen, and Lu Shaoqin was right, he really learned a lot during the five years she was away.

The man who used to have his ten fingers never touched Yang Chunshui has really learned how to cook porridge.

Half an hour later, Lu Shaoqin really came in with a bowl of vegetable porridge, and carefully placed it on the bedside.

Set up the small table for Yan Jiuli, and brought in a small bowl: "The porridge is a bit hot, eat it slowly."

"Yeah." Yan Jiuli took a spoonful and put it in his mouth, the taste was actually not bad.

After eating half a bowl, she couldn't help but look up: "Why are you staring at me like this, there is something on my face?"

Lu Shaoqin hooked the corners of his lips, and was about to speak, when suddenly, a ringtone interrupted Lu Shaoqin.