My ex-husband was in so much pain after I left

"No, this time it's my problem."

Yan Jiuli lowered his eyes, his expression became indescribably lonely.

"I don't believe it!" Chumijia put her hips on her hips, and widened her eyes indignantly: "Lu Gouzi is such a scumbag, it must be his problem."

"And that green tea bitch Yan Zijin, she must be playing the devil again, right?"

"Really not, Yan Zijin... hit her spine, and now she is almost paralyzed except for her head. She can only lie on the hospital bed and be served by the nurses. She can't even speak."

"Oh, what a retribution!"

Chumijia was so happy that she almost clapped her hands in praise: "She did all kinds of bad things back then, thanks to God's eyes!"

As he spoke, he took Yan Jiuli's hand again, and complained in detail about the many bad things she did in those years, and gave a few words of national abuse along the way.

Listening to her complaints, Yan Jiuli's mood gradually improved.

Recently, a smile appeared: "I was also blind back then, and I thought she was a good sister."

"If it wasn't for her, you and Lu Gouzi wouldn't have come to that point back then."

Chumega made the final conclusion.

Then he glanced at Yan Jiuli again, and brought the topic back: "But five years have passed, I don't know what you have experienced, but you finally chose to forgive him, whether it is to Sanbao or to you, you finally have a destination .”

"But why suddenly..."

Chumiga raised his chin, motioned to the children and luggage in the room: "What's the situation now?"

Seeing that he couldn't escape, Yan Jiuli had to drag Chumijia to sit on the sofa.

"Actually, it wasn't all because of Yan Zijin that Shao Qin and I got into that way."

"Isn't it her? If it weren't for her green tea to provoke, and Lu Gouzi couldn't control it, you..."

"Her provocation is one of the reasons. But Shao Qin said that he has no affection for Yan Zijin, and the reason he really distanced himself from me...is because he heard his parents arguing in the study."

Yan Jiuli pursed her lips, as if thinking of those things back then, tears overflowed from her eyes.

Chumega patted her hand reassuringly.

"He was young at the time, and he heard his mother say that his father killed his unborn brother because of a woman. And that woman...is my mother."

"But when you married into the Lu family, the Lu family didn't seem to know who your mother was. Otherwise, with Zhuang Jinyao's character, how could they let you in?"

Chumiga frowned and asked a key question.

"You also know that when I was taken back by Yan's family, it was only because of Yan Zijin's leukemia that I happened to be paired with her bone marrow."

"As for my father, because my mother is related to the Lin family, her identity is sensitive, so she didn't disclose my mother's identity to the outside world, but only said that she was a prostitute whose name was not known."

"The Lin family had already severed ties with my mother. Later, my grandparents had a car accident, and the Lin family fell into decline. No one mentioned my mother's identity."

"Well, I know all this."

Chumijia nodded: "But, if that's what you said, how did Lu Shaoqin know who your mother is?"

"I told him."

Yan Jiuli smiled sadly: "Before I returned to Yan's house, my father was a gambler. He killed my mother and wanted to sell me to a moneylender."

"Later, I was taken back to Yan's house. I thought I could finally get rid of the hard and worrying days, but, apart from the first dance, later, because Yan Zijin deliberately said at school that my mother was a prostitute, and Sow discord many times."

"Those rich second-generation classmates pushed me aside and didn't play with me. And secretly... At that time, he stepped forward to protect me. He even took me over the wall to play outside, and gave me gifts. ..."

As if caught in the best memories, Yan Jiuli's eyes were filled with tears, but his expression was extremely gentle.

"So, since then, I have secretly fallen in love with him. He was captured by the bad guys, even if he is crippled by fighting for his knees, I will protect him well."

"Didn't you always call me out of my mind during the years I was married to him?"

Yan Jiuli raised his head and looked at Chumijia: "But you don't know, Lu Shaoqin...is my only light in those dark days."

"A person, if you only know the taste of bitterness all the time, as long as you give him a little honey, she will hold her tightly in her arms, and she will not let go even if her body is broken to pieces."

Chumijia is Yan Jiuli's college roommate.

Although he knew about Yan Jiuli's life experience before, this was the first time that Yan Jiuli had told her in such detail since they met each other.

It was also the first time she really understood Yan Jiuli's feelings for Lu Shaoqin.

It turned out that she...had worked so hard back then.

And Lu Shaoqin, to Yan Jiuli, is like a traveler who is about to die of thirst on a journey in the desert and has encountered the only oasis.

Even if it's a mirage, even if you climb over it, you'll be sunburned to death, bitten to death by a poisonous snake, buried alive by a storm...

She will also desperately crawl towards that oasis.

"Then you...you can't wrong yourself like this." Chumijia's voice was also choked with sobs.

"Okay, it's all over."

Yan Jiuli pulled two facial tissues, handed one to Chumijia, and took one for herself, wiping away her tears.

"Do you want to continue listening?"

"Yes, please continue."

"Because he is my only light, so I couldn't help it. I took him to my mother's grave and told him about my life experience. I also told him that my mother was not a prostitute, but a daughter of the Lin family."

"I'm so stupid. At that time, I felt that the daughter of a prostitute was not worthy of the son of the Lu family, so I tried every means to let him know that I am also a rich lady, and I also have noble blood."

"But..." Yan Jiuli covered his face and said sadly: "It turns out that my mother hurt Lu Shaoqin's mother so deeply, and even killed his younger brother."

"How could he forgive me?"

Yan Jiuli buried her head between her palms, and every time she took a breath, it hurt to the bone.

She felt like she was in an abyss, every inch of blood was frozen, so cold that she even curled up her toes.

"It's all because of my mother..."

"But, what can I do?" She cried helplessly, as if God had made a big joke on her.

When she was the happiest, he gave her the cruelest knife.

Originally, she had given up hope on that man, but they had experienced life and death again, and experienced so much.

However, when she finally decided to forgive that man and wanted to be with him forever.

The misunderstanding they thought was a misunderstanding turned into a real injury...