My ex-husband was in so much pain after I left

"Jiuli, are you still blaming me?" In the ward, Zhuang Jinyao held Yan Jiuli's hand, her cloudy eyes were full of anticipation at the moment.

Yan Jiuli's eyes darkened.

She really hated Zhuang Jinyao very much.Especially when she blamed her own mother.

But now, looking at the woman in front of her who was like a candle in the wind, her face was originally graceful and luxurious, her cheeks were deeply sunken, her dark circles were obvious, and her gorgeous hair seemed to have turned gray overnight.

The hatred in my heart also disappeared -- not to mention, this woman has been proud all her life, but she has also missed her whole life.

Although hateful, it is also extremely pitiful.

"Aunt Zhuang, I don't blame you anymore." She shook her head.

"No, you're still blaming me." Zhuang Jinyao's eyes became cloudier and her voice hoarse: "Otherwise, why would you call me Aunt Zhuang?"

"Jiuli, I know, I am sorry for you. I have always misunderstood you and your mother, so you hate me, it is understandable!"

"But now that I'm leaving, I'm most worried about Shao Qin and you. I know you paid a lot for him back then, but after you left, he was in pain for so many years. You are still destined to be together now. , you must cherish it!"

"Don't be like me and Tian Cheng. If you miss it, it will be a lifetime of regret!"

"A person's life is really short. I know that my life is coming to an end. My only hope is that Shao Qin can work with you to tide over the difficulties and grow old together."

"Aunt Zhuang..." Yan Jiuli trembled, trying to say something.

But Zhuang Jinyao shook her head lightly: "Could you call me, Mom?"

"Man, it's really strange. In the past, you always called my mother in front of me, but I hated it very much."

"Now, you call me auntie as I wished back then, but I...I hope to hear you call me mom in the end."

"Mom..." Yan Jiuli couldn't hold back the tears as soon as she opened her mouth.

Although she and Zhuang Jinyao didn't have a deep relationship from the beginning, it's strange that once people face such a life-and-death parting, they can always feel sad and regretful with empathy.

"Good girl, don't cry. I don't deserve your tears." Zhuang Jinyao waved her hand with difficulty: "I'm already very satisfied that you can call me mom."

"I wanted to be strong and vain all my life, but in the end, I couldn't even grasp the most important things."

"Jiuli, I hope you won't be like me, you must truly understand your heart and know what you want most."

"Once you are determined, don't let go! No matter how many hardships and difficulties there are, as long as your hearts are together, no difficulty can stop you."

"Promise me, don't let go easily, okay?"

Yan Jiuli's tears could not be stopped, her voice could not be uttered, and she could not respond to Zhuang Jinyao's words.

He could only grab her hand, nod over and over again, tell her that he knew, and let her not worry.

"Okay, good girl." Zhuang Jinyao nodded, and tears couldn't help falling from the corners of her eyes: "You are really kind and gentle. It is the greatest blessing in his life for Shao Qin to marry you."

Zhuang Jinyao couldn't help showing a gentle smile when she said this.

She has been wrong all her life, and there is no way to make up for it.But her son and daughter-in-law still have a chance.

"Jiuli, mom is here, let me say sorry to you. Another, when I go underground, I will tell your mother in person."

When she said this, she couldn't help coughing a few times, Yan Jiuli hurriedly supported her and kept helping her breathe.

"I'm fine, Jiuli, I want to see Tiancheng."

"Okay, I'll call Dad over."

Soon, Lu Tiancheng walked into the ward.

"Tiancheng, Tiancheng..." Zhuang Jinyao stretched out her hand and murmured his name.

Lu Tiancheng's eyes were full of blood and tears, and his eyes were blurred.

Step by step, he walked to Zhuang Jinyao's bedside, and reached out to wrap her hand in his palm.

He opened his mouth, but couldn't make a sound a few times, and finally replied in a trembling and disfigured voice: "Jin Yao, I'm here."

"Tian Cheng, I'm sorry." When she was dying, she poured out all the regrets that had been hidden in her heart for a lifetime to him.

Tears that had been suppressed burst out.

Lu Tiancheng shook his head desperately: "Jinyao, you didn't forgive me! It's all my fault, everything is my fault!"

"No, I don't trust you enough."

"it's me……"

"it's me……"

The two tugged for a while, and suddenly, Zhuang Jinyao's sad face showed a bright smile.

"We are all wrong." She smiled, "I was too stubborn, and you were too stagnant."

"But I'm glad God gave me a chance to know in the end that you are also affectionate to me."

"This is enough!"

"But after I die, I hope you can meet another woman who is better and more understanding than me. She can accompany you so that you will not be alone in the rest of your life."

After she finished speaking, she suddenly spit out a mouthful of blood as if she was extremely tired.

"Jin Yao, don't worry! I don't want anyone else, I don't want anyone, I just want you..."

"Jin Yao, did you hear that, I only want you!"

"Wake up, wake up..."

He desperately pressed the call bell beside the bed, and a doctor came in from the door and tried his best to rescue him.

However, Zhuang Jinyao's organs had all failed long ago, and she closed her eyes forever...

Lu Shaoqin grabbed Yan Jiuli's hand very tightly.

Knowing the pain in his heart, Yan Jiuli held his hand tightly, wanting to lend him strength so that he would not collapse.

The doctor took off his mask, shook his head, and announced the time of death.

Lu Tiancheng threw himself on the head of the bed, crying until he couldn't make a sound.

Yan Jiuli also felt that there was a sudden block in his heart, and he was depressed and sad.

For a long time, the ward was immersed in an atmosphere of grief.

Until a phone call broke the silent sadness.

It was Lu Yichen's call, he hurriedly answered the call while walking out quickly.

Yan Jiuli's eyelids twitched wildly, and he felt that this call must be very important.

She let go of Lu Shaoqin's hand and followed Lu Yichen out.Outside the ward, Lu Yichen yelled into the phone: "Did you check it out?"

"Have you checked all the used medicine bottles? There are also food, drinking water, and the changed hospital gowns..."

"No abnormality? How is it possible? My aunt was almost recovered, but now she suddenly said that her organs failed and died... You told me there was no abnormality?"

"Keep checking for me!"

Suddenly, he threw the mobile phone in his hand against the wall, and he fell into a decadent state.