My ex-husband was in so much pain after I left

"No, it's not your fault!" Yan Jiuli reached out and patted his back tenderly.

She always thought that the relationship between Lu Shaoqin and his mother was not deep, but now it seems that it is not.

In fact, Lu Shaoqin attaches great importance to family affection, and has always longed for his mother's love and attention.

It may be because he was raised as the successor of the Lu family since he was a child, and his parents didn't have a good relationship.So behind his seemingly strong, is a more fragile heart.

He longed for his mother's hug and care even more, so when his mother left, he was even more sad and sad.

"The doctor told me that in fact, she has been suffering from mild depression for so many years. It may be because of this that she committed suicide."

"It's also because I don't have anyone to accompany and care about, that's why I lose hope of living. Right? If I can care more about her, she might not go on this road, and she won't leave me..."

Lu Shaoqin lowered his head, sadly taking the blame on himself over and over again.

His eyes were bloodshot, and his tears fell like broken threads. Others said that a man never flicks his tears.

But they don't know that when they are really sad, they will also cry.

Yan Jiuli felt more and more distressed, held his face and comforted him in a low voice: "It's not your fault, really. None of this is your fault."

"Aunt Zhuang will never see you like this."

Even though she knew that her words might not make him feel better.But she still enlightened him over and over again, hoping that he would be better even a little bit.

"My mother said that all the people who left did not really leave. They all turned into stars in the sky, and they could always look at the people they wanted to protect."

Banquet Jiuli Road.

"Really? Mother, will she also turn into a star?" Even though he knew it was a lie, at this time, even Lu Shaoqin couldn't help but ask for confirmation.

"Yes, when my mother left, she told me that she would always watch over me, so every time I was sad, I looked up. I told her that I am strong and I will not cry. I will be fine I don't want her to worry."

"I believe Aunt Zhuang is the same way. She is watching from the sky, and she doesn't want to see you like this."

"Okay, I must be fine." Lu Shaoqin nodded.

"Well, look at you, you are so thinly dressed, and the wind is so strong now, you should go back quickly, and be careful not to be caught cold by the wind."

Yan Jiuli persuaded.

"A Yan, don't drive me away, okay?" He held her hand, his voice full of pleading.

"Lu Shaoqin, I've made it very clear to you before... um..."

Before she could finish speaking, her lips were blocked.

No depth, no passion.He just pressed his cold lips to hers.

Caressing carefully, like a chick seeking comfort, fragile and sad.

Yan Jiuli's heart softened.

She would always soften her heart for him... Even though she told herself over and over again, it was wrong.

Since I have decided to leave, I can't be so procrastinating.

But she couldn't bear to see him so vulnerable and helpless.

"A Yan, it's only today, don't drive me away, okay?"

"Even if you don't like me anymore, even if you don't want me anymore, even if you want to take revenge on me. At least today, I hope you can accompany me."

Lu Shaoqin's voice was so low that it was almost inaudible.

If the surroundings were not too quiet, Yan Jiuli might not even know what he said.

"Ayan, please."

Yan Jiuli gritted his teeth, struggled in his heart for a moment, and finally couldn't help but nodded.

"A Yan! Ah Yan!" Lu Shaoqin suddenly hugged him in his arms.

This day, he was extremely depressed. Only this night, when he saw her face, he felt that his life was not so suffocating.

Yan Jiuli opened the door and let him in.

The two of them didn't have any intimate actions, they just cleaned up and washed up.

Then Lu Shaoqin followed Yan Jiuli all the way. She went to the kitchen to pour water, and he stood at the door of the kitchen; she went to the living room to watch TV, and he sat on the sofa to accompany her.

After tossing for a while, Yan Jiuli came to the bedroom.

"Well, I'm going to sleep." She whispered.

"Ayan." Lu Shaoqin called her name, but did not speak.

But the meaning is obvious.

He wanted to come in, he wanted to sleep with her, he wanted to have her company on this fragile night.

Yan Jiuli showed a wry smile, instead of closing the door, he walked into the room, lay down with his back to the door, and closed his eyes.

After a while, she heard rustling sounds behind her, and then felt a piece of the mattress sinking.

A pair of hands wrapped around her waist from behind.

There was a head resting lightly on the back of her neck.

Listening to the even breathing of the people behind him, Yan Jiuli slowly loosened his tight fisted hand.

"Sorry, I can't do anything." The person behind said: "I just want to hold you like this."

"Because otherwise, I would definitely have nightmares and not be able to sleep."

His body was tightly pressed against her back, and the hot temperature of his chest was ironing her nerves.

Pursing her lips, she said "hmm".

A simple syllable relaxes the tense nerves of the people behind.

"Thank you, thank you, Yan."

There was tenderness in his eyes.

It was great to have her by my side during my most difficult times.

Just this night, because it was a special time, if I drove him back, it would be too cruel for me.

Yan Jiuli said this to herself.

Immediately, she closed her eyes and fell asleep in his arms.

Both of them had a good night's sleep, and when they woke up, it was already twelve noon.

Yan Jiuli felt a little hungry, she moved her body, trying to get out of Lu Shaoqin's arms.

The person behind felt the movement, and retracted the hands around her waist.

"Shao Qin." She said softly.

"Sorry." Lu Shaoqin said in a low voice and let go of his hand.

"It's okay, I'll go get something to eat." Yan Jiuli sat up, paused, and then pretended to be casual: "You're hungry too, what do you want to eat?"

"Anything is fine, I like what you do!" Lu Shaoqin's voice was suddenly agitated.

Yan Jiuli heard it, her face flushed slightly, and she ran downstairs as if fleeing.

"It's just a lunch." As she spoke, she found two eggs in the refrigerator, cooked two bowls of egg noodles, and served them on the table.

"Come and eat quickly. Go back early after eating, Uncle Lu should be waiting for you."

"It's true, there are still many things to do." Lu Shaoqin nodded.

The two of them ate noodles again without saying a word.

Finally, the last mouthful of noodles went into his stomach, and Lu Shaoqin drank all the soup.

Yan Jiuli stood up, put away the bowl, and took it into the kitchen.

"That..." Lu Shaoqin suddenly said: "Mom, although she has been treating you badly, she has already regretted it. After all, it is a mother-in-law and daughter-in-law. She will be cremated and buried tomorrow. Will you come?"