My ex-husband was in so much pain after I left

Yan Jiuli started her separated life with Lu Shaoqin——

Although only divided into two rooms.

Lu Shaoqin gave up the master bedroom. On the huge double bed, Yan Jiuli huddled under the quilt, occupying a lonely corner.

"Yan Jiuli, why are you crying?"

The woman reached out and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

"Three years of married life, isn't that how it all came about?"

No matter how you pray, that man will always come back after you fall asleep.

Even stay out at night.

How long have you been in the same bed with him?

What is the difference between those days and now?
She survived more than 1000 days and nights.

What can we do if we wait another ten months?

But the heart still throbbed uncontrollably.

Yan Jiuli curled up into a ball in pain——

The only thing that is broken is the stomach. Why can the heart hurt so much, even worse than cancer.

Pain and pain, the body seems to have reached its limit, Yan Jiuli still fell asleep in a daze.

In the dream, someone quietly came to her side.

Covering the quilt she had kicked away, he looked at her for a long time by the moonlight at the head of the bed.

In the end, the visitor placed a gentle kiss on her forehead, and left in a hurry...

After waking up from the dream, the sky was already bright.

Yan Jiuli walked downstairs, the huge living room was empty, only a casserole porridge was simmering on the table with a small stove, plopping steam.

Yan Jiuli filled it up and took a bite.

Tears can't help but roll down.

At noon, a fixed meal was delivered.

Even at night.

Three meals a day, Lu Shaoqin arranged everything clearly, but his people disappeared without a trace.

Yan Jiuli started a quiet but lonely life.

Her married life in the past seemed to be the same.

It's just that every day she goes to the supermarket to choose the dishes herself, and cooks hearty dishes at home, looking forward to her husband's return in her heart.

But many times, she always waited until she fell asleep on the sofa.

When I woke up again, the house was still empty and no one was there...

Now, her mood is different, and she has nothing to wait for.

Plant flowers, listen to songs, take out her paintings from the basement to continue painting, buy early education books, and communicate with the baby in her womb.

The days passed like a running water day by day for a week.

Even when he woke up in the morning, Yan Jiuli would forget that Lu Shaoqin existed.

Until a week later, when she went downstairs in the morning, Lu Shaoqin was waiting at the door in a suit and leather shoes, and wanted to accompany her to the maternity checkup.

"No, I'll go by myself."

Yan Jiuli instinctively resisted.

"Even if you don't think I'm your husband, at least I'm still the child's father."

Lu Shaoqin said coldly.

Yan Jiuli was speechless, what could she say?

It can't be said that you just had a fling overnight and provided a sperm. What does the child have to do with you?

She could see that Lu Shaoqin was very happy about the arrival of the child.

She didn't want to spoil his interest. After all, the child will still have to recognize him as his father in the future.

She also hopes that he can love children more.

The gynecologist was the one that Gu Xingci introduced to her when she had a miscarriage.

A dull 30-year-old woman wearing glasses, who speaks mercilessly but has a good heart.

From Gu Xingci, she had heard about Yan Jiuli to some extent, and she sympathized with her experience very much, so she also hated the "scumbag".

Even during the inspection, she unceremoniously kicked him out of the office.

"Miss Yan, with all due respect."

The doctor pushed his glasses, and his tone was as serious as Gu Xingci: "Although this child is not easy to come by, in terms of your current physical condition, I still suggest getting rid of it."

"Kill...kill it?"

Yan Jiuli's mind went blank, she sat on the chair in a daze, watched the doctor speak, but couldn't understand what she said.

"But……"

"Miss Yan, I believe Dr. Gu has made it clear to you about all the stakes. If you insist on giving birth to this child, you must stop taking most of the anticancer drugs."

"But judging from the spread of your stomach cancer cells at present, once the drug is stopped, the condition will deteriorate rapidly."

"This is very dangerous for you, and for your children."

"Of course, the final decision is in your hands." The doctor said gently: "Or, you need to discuss it with your husband."

Discuss with Lu Shaoqin, saying that he has cancer?

There was a burst of bitterness at the corner of Yan Jiuli's mouth——

Does he care about her body?All he cared about was Yan Zijin.

"Or, you can discuss with Dr. Gu again and plan the next treatment plan before making a decision."

After all, he is just a doctor. How patients choose is their personal problem. Doctors can only give suggestions and cannot make decisions on behalf of patients.

"it is good……"

Yan Jiuli tightly clenched the inspection report in his hand, and let out a heavy breath.

As if she had made a decision, she dialed the phone.

"Doctor Gu, are you free? Can I come to the obstetrics and gynecology department?"

Two minutes later, Gu Xingci knocked on the door of the obstetrician's office.

The door opened, and Lu Shaoqin stood at the door with a gloomy face, watching Yan Jiuli take Gu Xingci in, and then closed the door.

Damn!

Lu Shaoqin's thoughts were uncontrollably thinking about things——

Why did Gu Xingci appear here? Isn't Yan Jiuli pregnant?
Gu Xingci is a cancer expert, why did he go to the obstetrics and gynecology office?
Just when Lu Shaoqin was gnashing his teeth at the door, Gu Xingci was holding Yan Jiuli's B-ultrasound, and his brows were also wrinkled.

"Actually, I know your physical condition best."

Gu Xingci sighed lightly: "Ali, you are still young, take good care of your body, you can have as many as you want."

"Xing Ci, you and I both know, so don't lie to me."

Yan Jiuli smiled wryly: "How long I can live, no one knows, not even myself."

"What nonsense, I didn't say it, the anti-cancer technology in the United States has the latest development, maybe tomorrow can cure your disease."

"Maybe, I won't be able to cure it until the day I die."

"So, I can't bet, Xing Ci, I can't afford to bet. No matter what, this is a living life!"

Yan Jiuli's hands trembled, she tremblingly raised her hand and placed it on her lower abdomen——

Even though he is only a month old, Yan Jiuli seems to be able to feel his presence.

Even feel his heartbeat, his breathing, his movements...

She has lost a child, and this child is the last hope given to her by God.

No matter what, she doesn't want to give up.

"Ali, I hope you can think about it clearly. Although he is a living life, what about yourself? Is your own life not important?"

Yan Jiuli shook his head, his eyes were already red: "Even if I die, I still hope to give birth to this child."