My ex-husband was in so much pain after I left

Lu Shaoqin curled up in the blood drawing room for a long time.

He never knew that Yan Jiuli was so important in his life.

Once, that sincere relationship was right in front of his eyes, but he didn't cherish it.

Now Yan Jiuli is lying in the operating room with unknown life and death, but he can't do anything!
Why, he can't do anything!
Thinking that Yan Jiuli would leave him at any time, he trembled uncontrollably with fear, feeling as if the most important thing in his body had been poached away.

Lu Shaoqin had a dream in a trance. In the dream, the bright girl in the wine red skirt.

Standing on the high steps, she smiled and reached out to him.

He ran up desperately, trying desperately to hold her hand.

But there were so many steps, no matter how hard he tried, no matter how hard he ran, he couldn't get to her side.

Suddenly, he sat up panting.

The corners of his eyes were already wet.

"The operation is complete. As long as the patient survives tonight, he can wake up."

The little nurse opened the door and told the good news to the haggard man in front of her.

Lu Shaoqin trembled all over, and at this moment, he felt his heartbeat start again.

"Bang! Bang! Bang!"

He heard the sound of his heart beating violently, and he said tremblingly: "So, she's all right?"

"It also depends on the patient's will to survive. If she can wake up tonight, it will be considered saved."

Lu Shaoqin gasped in pain.

He leaned on the head of the bed and barely stood up: "Where is she now? I'm going to see her."

"careful!"

The nurse supported his shaking body and brought him to Yan Jiuli's hospital bed.

In the middle of the night, the headlights in the ward were turned off.

Only one night lamp remained, emitting a faint light.

Just like at this time, the breathing of the woman on the hospital bed.

Lu Shaoqin took a step forward and knelt down in front of the woman—he had never seen such a weak Yan Jiuli.

His face was as pale as soap bubbles that would crumble under the sun, and his lips were black and blue.

Even her chest didn't rise and fall, and even if she got close to her heart, her heartbeat could hardly be heard.

At that moment, the sad emotions gradually spread like a drop of blood immersed in the bottom of the water.

Every breath Lu Shaoqin took was as painful as inhaling thousands of steel needles...

If, if he cared more about Yan Jiuli before.

Ask one more question, or even say you love her earlier...

Will she have a little more confidence and won't run away in fright because of a joke of her own?

It won't make it into the half-dead look it is now.

The thunder outside the window hadn't passed yet, and the torrential rain, like Lu Shaoqin's mood, became more and more raging.

It was in stark contrast to the lifeless atmosphere in the ward.

Lu Shaoqin knelt in front of Yan Jiuli's window, watching the medicine gradually dripping from the infusion tube. He, who didn't believe in gods and Buddhas, prayed to God for the first time.

God, Buddha, Guanyin, Jade Emperor...

It doesn't matter who it is, as long as it can save her, even if it takes my life, I will not hesitate!

Even if... let me die immediately, as long as I can save her, I am willing to surrender my life.

"Yan Jiuli, I know you can hear me."

Lu Shaoqin gritted his teeth, feeling a soreness in his nose.

Big drops of water hit Yan Jiuli's dripping hand, Lu Shaoqin woke up suddenly, pulled out the tissue beside the bed, and carefully sucked it away.

But for some reason, the water drops sucked more and more, and finally merged into a small puddle, which slid down to the ground along Yan Jiuli's little finger.

He suddenly remembered her frightened and widened eyes when he said that he would send her out.

She cried and begged herself not to, she said: "Lu Shaoqin, don't sell me, I will be good..."

He snorted at that time, he thought his threat had worked, he thought he had the upper hand and finally suppressed her...

But in the blink of an eye, he wished he could kneel at her feet.

What advantage, what dignity.

As long as she can wake up, he doesn't need anything.

"Yan Jiuli, wake up, okay?"

Tears blurred his vision, and he leaned closer to her ear, calling her name over and over again.

……

As time passed, the window became brighter.

Lu Shaoqin's heart also gradually fell to the bottom.

"Yan Jiuli, wake up! I don't believe that you are so fragile, and a rain will make you like this!"

Lu Shaoqin couldn't help but growl.

"If you just leave like this, I will let your brother, your friends, and the entire hospital be buried with you!"

"You don't want that, do you?"

"You care about them, you will not be willing to let them suffer with you, you are so gentle, so kind, so strong...so...lovely."

"Don't think you can get rid of me if you leave!"

"Let me tell you, even if you die, if you go to hell, I will bring you back!"

"I will go to the King of Hades, hold your hand, and beg him to let us be husband and wife again in the next life, forever and ever... Don't even try to get rid of me!"

The sun was gradually rising, and the little nurse came in as usual to check the patient's physical data.

When she saw the man kneeling beside Yan Jiuli, she couldn't help being startled——

The man probably didn't close his eyes all night, and his eyes were full of red bloodshot eyes.

The eye sockets were sunken, the circles around them dark, the lips pale and cracked, the skin dull.

It looks as scary as a dead and resurrected zombie.

The little nurse stepped forward, wanting to persuade the man. There was an accompanying bed next to him. If you were tired, you could take a rest.

But Lu Shaoqin shook his head, he was afraid that Yan Jiuli would wake up suddenly.

He was afraid that she would still remember what he said before she fell into a coma, so he wanted to explain to her as soon as possible to let her know what he wanted.

Suddenly, Yan Jiuli's fingertips moved slightly.

Lu Shaoqin immediately stood up and grabbed the nurse who was about to leave.

"Nurse, look, is she awake?"

His excited lips were trembling, and his eyes were fixed on Yan Jiuli for a moment, for fear that if he was not careful, he would miss Yan Jiuli's movements.

The little nurse turned her head and saw Yan Jiuli lying on the hospital bed, her eyelashes trembling slightly, slowly opening...

"Ayan! Ayan, are you awake? I knew it, you couldn't bear to leave me!"

Lu Shaoqin rushed forward excitedly and took Yan Jiuli's hand.

Yan Jiuli's black pearl eyes stared blankly at Lu Shaoqin, and suddenly, she jumped up.

The infusion bottle in her hand was torn off by her, and fell to the ground with a "bang", breaking into pieces.

The needle tip on her hand was pulled out, and a large piece of flesh was torn off, dripping with blood.

However, she didn't care so much, and rushed behind the little nurse, squatting on the ground trembling.

"Don't, don't want me, don't sell me... I'm very good, don't sell me to bad people!"

The little nurse was a little dazed by this incident, she stared blankly at Lu Shaoqin in front of her.

He turned his head and looked at Yan Jiuli who shrank into a ball and hid behind him.

Nuo Nuo said: "Miss Yan... are you crazy?"