ex-husband divorce please let go

Chapter 189 Torture Yourself

When Gu Xiuyuan came down from upstairs, Ji Shuyu was staring outside.He walked over slowly and hugged her from behind.

"What are you thinking?" Gu Xiuyuan leaned against her side face slightly, and kissed her lightly.

Ji Shuyu shook his head, then turned to look at him, "Are you done talking?"

Gu Xiuyuan nodded, "Let's go!" He took her hand and interlocked her fingers.

Going outside, Gu Xiuyuan put his coat on Ji Shuyu's shoulders.

"You didn't quarrel, did you!" She was a little worried.

"No." Gu Xiuyuan smiled, "It's just about work."

From childhood to adulthood, the only one who had disputes with him was his mother.Father... To him, he was just a stranger with blood.Even if he came back this time, what he asked was only the recent rumors with the Huo family, and what he asked was his tone.

They never cared what happened to him.

Of course, after what happened to Su Yan, he no longer had any expectations of them.They only care about themselves, and only want to achieve their own goals.

Ji Shuyu watched and hugged him distressedly.

Gu Xiuyuan tightened his arms and held her thin body tightly in his arms.

"Do you think I'm so pitiful?" He smiled lowly, "So, no matter what happens, don't push me away, okay?" He kissed her side face, pretending to be pitiful: "If you don't want me, then I No one really wants it.”

Ji Shuyu rubbed against his arms, and tightened her arms a little.

Gu Xiuyuan's heart warmed.

Xiaoyu, in this life, the only thing I care about and love deeply is you...

……

For the convenience of work, they moved back to Xiziwan.

Gu Shi has won a new project, because of the huge investment, and is looking for a joint venture partner, Gu Xiuyuan is very busy.

Ji Shuyu also started looking for a new job. Ke Manning recommended several studios to her, but she politely declined them all.

That person, she didn't want to have anything to do with him again in her life.

After traveling outside for most of the day, Ji Shuyu fell asleep when she got home from exhaustion.

She thought that she would sleep deeply after being so tired, but as soon as she fell asleep, she began to be haunted by those dreams again.

Still a blurry face, in her rental house, in Xiziwan, or on the stairs of a holiday villa.

stairs……

She seems to have returned to Yuyuan.

She was on the stairs with Gu Xiuyuan, he pinched her jaw, and warned her...stay away from He Yanzhi.

He said, "Xiaoyu, what do I hate the most, you know..."

There was a hint of madness in the smile in his eyes. She was a little scared, but she couldn't wake up from the dream.

She seemed to hear him questioning in pain: Why did you betray me! !
"Xiuyuan, I didn't!" Ji Shuyu woke up screaming.

At this time, the sky had already darkened, and her clothes were drenched with sweat. She rushed to turn on all the lights, and then she was able to breathe.

It's a dream!

She closed her eyes and let out a deep breath.

Some are dreams, but some are real.

Her mouth was dry, and when she got up to pour water, she saw the thermos in the glass cabinet, and she couldn't help but think of the quarrel that happened when Gu Xiuyuan misunderstood her cooking soup for Gu Xiuwen when she was in Yuyuan.

His possessiveness has always been strong, and he doesn't even like other men approaching her, but now...

She squatted down slowly, inserted her hands into her hair, her fingers curled up in pain.

Gu Xiuyuan worked overtime at night, and it was already late when he came back with dinner.

The lights in the house were all on, but there was no little girl in the bedroom or bathroom.

"Xiaoyu." Gu Xiuyuan panicked, searched around, and finally found her in the kitchen.

She squatted on the ground against the corner of the cabinet, just like she squatted at the door of the rental house that day, curled up in a small ball.

Heart throbbing, he walked over a few steps, "Xiaoyu, why are you here?"

"Ah?" Ji Shu raised his head belatedly, then smiled tiredly, "I'm tired, squat for a while."

Her eye circles are clearly red, and there are still a few hairs hanging between her fingers, which shows how she tortured herself before.

Gu Xiuyuan watched her heart ache, and gently hugged her into his arms.

He really didn't know what to do, how to comfort her, how to make her forget those painful memories sooner...

"Are you hungry?" He changed the subject.

Ji Shuyu shook his head.

Gu Xiuyuan picked her up and put her on the stove, then kissed her on the lips.

"I'm a little hungry, can you eat with me?"

Ji Shuyu nodded, Gu Xiuyuan chuckled, and carried her out.

The style of dinner was very simple, and they were all easy to digest, but Ji Shuyu was a little stuck eating.

Going back to Gu's house once, she thought of the depressive past, the things that Gu Xiuyuan cared about and couldn't accept...

Even though every move and look in his eyes told her that he really didn't mind and that she should really let go, but... His accommodating and giving in made her feel even more uncomfortable.

She was very afraid that he would also be in pain, but she wanted to keep those emotions in her heart, fearing that it would be a thorn that would be buried there forever and could not be touched.

She is even more afraid... If one day, she hears from him that he cares.

She can slowly digest and forget these injuries by herself, but if...

"Xiaoyu, what's the matter?" Gu Xiuyuan looked at her in a daze again, and said softly.

"Xiuyuan."

"Huh?" He looked up.

Ji Shuyu shook her head, "It's okay." She smiled a little, blaming herself for thinking wildly, "I've eaten well, I sweated all over from running today, and I didn't even take a shower."

Gu Xiuyuan nodded, raised his hand to stroke her hair. "I'll be with you later."

Ji Shuyu got up, but what she actually wanted to say was: If you mind, it's okay to say it.

Ji Shuyu felt sorry for him for making random speculations like this.He has done so much for her, he shouldn't believe him.

Ji Shuyu can't lock herself in the bathroom for a long time now, so she washes very quickly.

Gu Xiuyuan didn't deal with the documents overnight, he lifted the quilt and embraced her from behind after taking a shower.

"Is there still a lot of work to be done today? Go get busy and don't accompany me."

Before, he was always with her, and after she fell asleep, he would get up quietly to deal with work, and he was busy until late every day.

"I just want to be with you today." He said softly, kissing her side face.

If it was the past, he would hug her and fall asleep directly after a goodnight kiss, but today his kiss lingered on her neck...

This signal is somewhat obvious.

Ji Shuyu froze slightly, but did not move.

Gu Xiuyuan watched, and let her cling to him more intimately.The kiss fell gently on her shoulder, tentatively covering her ears, under the pajamas, the slender fingers used her favorite way to test a little bit...

Ji Shuyu tried her best to relax her body, trying to give him some response.

In terms of intimacy between the two, Prelude Gu Xiuyuan has always been very patient.

Because at the beginning, he hurt her several times, so he tried his best to give her enough time to adapt and accept.

He understands every little reaction of hers very well, he can clearly feel that she wants or doesn't want to...

Ji Shuyu didn't reject his movement, but turned around stiffly.

His breathing gradually became a little hot, and he stretched out his arms to hug him when he looked uncomfortable.

Ji Shuyu took a deep breath quietly, then kissed his lips...

She responded, and Gu Xiuyuan became a little bolder.

He hugged her tightly, tried to get close to his skin, tried to let her feel himself...

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