ex-husband divorce please let go

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At this moment, Ji Shuyu was a little confused, and then his hands and feet were cold.

Then she shook her head, and then smiled evasively: No.

She asked Ranran to bring her some medicine, and she took... two pills?
She seemed suddenly not sure if she really ate it, she remembered that she ate it the first time, but it was so messy!

After the incident, her memory of many things seemed to be confused and fuzzy, so she was suddenly not sure.

She shook her head, then comforted herself: no, no.But the more I told myself this, the more flustered I became.

There was a sound of opening the door, "Xiaoyu?"

Hearing Gu Xiuyuan's voice, Ji Shuyu turned her head stiffly, and it took a long time before she stumblingly responded: "I, I'm here..."

She swallowed, and slowly loosened her clenched fist.

Gu Xiuyuan put down his briefcase and walked in, looked at the back in the kitchen, smiled from his eyes, then stepped forward to hug her from behind, and kissed her side face lightly: "It smells so good."

Ji Shuyu's body was a little stiff, she slowly turned her face and tried to pull out a smile: "Wash your hands, you can eat in a while."

Gu Xiuyuan smiled, and then took out a rose from behind.

Every day, he would bring back a flower.

He said, this is the only one in this life.

Ji Shuyu took it, bit her lips quietly, and said with a smile, "It's so beautiful."

Gu Xiuyuan faintly felt that her mood was not right, "Xiaoyu, what's wrong?"

"No!" She smiled and shook her head, "Go and wash your hands." She urged, "You can eat soon."

"Okay, then I'll help you later." He kissed her side face.

Gu Xiuyuan turned around, the teardrops in Ji Shuyu's eyes fell back, and quickly wiped them away.

Slowly covering her lower abdomen with her hand, her body trembled slightly: Please, don't make such a joke.

No, please, please...

……

The good atmosphere I imagined, and the imaginary try, all disappeared with the retching.

Ji Shuyu tried her best to keep smiling, trying to make herself look normal, Gu Xiuyuan also ate and chatted as usual, saying how annoying those old men on the board were.

They all tried their best to let themselves ignore the abnormality, but in the end they fell silent in an atmosphere full of embarrassment.

"Xiaoyu." Gu Xiuyuan came over and hugged her: "Don't force yourself like this, let's take our time, shall we?"

Ji Shuyu pressed her belly tightly, then nodded in his arms.

As the night darkened, Gu Xiuyuan, who was exhausted all day, fell asleep soon after laying down.

Ji Shuyu raised her head in his arms, looked at his face through the dim light coming in through the window screen, tears rolled down the corners of her eyes
She knew that this anxiety was just an unknown, but she was really afraid.

She tried to recall the headache, but she was not sure if she really took the medicine.

Ji Shuyu leaned into his arms, and hugged him tightly.

Gu Xiuyuan patted her on the back in a daze, and kissed her forehead lightly.

This habitual reaction made Ji Shuyu feel even more painful. She held on to his lapel tightly and leaned into his arms, tears quietly wet his lapel.

After a sleepless night, her eyes were bloodshot when she woke up in the morning.

"Did you not sleep well last night?" Gu Xiuyuan rubbed his nose at the tip of her nose affectionately, "Then let's sleep a little longer!"

He wanted to get up, Ji Shuyu put his arms around his waist and rubbed against his arms.

She is sometimes clingy and sometimes cautious.

Her reaction at this point told him that she was disturbed.Gu Xiuyuan hugged her and patted her reassuringly: "After this busy time is over, I will accompany you well."

Ji Shuyu nodded, trying to get up to help him prepare breakfast but was held down.

"Sleep a little longer!" He kissed her and changed his clothes.

Ji Shuyu couldn't lie down, and followed him to see him busy.

That pitiful appearance made Gu Xiuyuan feel distressed for a while, he came over and hugged her, "I'll stay with you at home..."

Ji Shuyu shook his head, then helped him straighten his tie, "Go to work, I just want to take you out."

Gu Xiuyuan is full of reluctance, but today's work is indeed a bit much.

"Then I'll be back early today."

Ji Shuyu sent him to the elevator entrance, waved goodbye to him, and when the elevator went down, she quickly turned around and went back to the house, then changed clothes and went out.

……

This is the third time Ji Shuyu has gone to the hospital for an early pregnancy check.

In the waiting area, everyone has a smile on their face, and there is also the joy of anticipation. Looking at them is like looking at themselves.

For the past two years or so, she has been looking forward to having a baby.I don't know how many times I have done the physical examination, each time I was full of hope, and each time I returned disappointed.

This time, she felt that the previous "disappointment" was precious.

At this moment, she was full of anxiety and fear, as if what she was going to was not a consulting room, but a execution ground.

She was very afraid. She was afraid that this was a kind of psychological induction. She was afraid that the more disturbed she was, the more unimaginable the result would be.

When her name was called in the consulting room, Ji Shuyu went into the consulting room after a long time of mental preparation.

She covered her lower abdomen with both hands, and begged with all her heart. This was the first time she hoped that it was her illusion, that she was under too much pressure and thinking too much...

"Congratulations, you're pregnant."

wow-

She seemed to hear a crackling sound,

Ji Shuyu froze, all illusions were shattered at this moment.

She shook her head evasively, and smiled unwillingly: "Doctor, there is nothing wrong..."

Her face was pale, her hands and feet were cold, and her body slowly began to tremble.

How could it be so, how could it be so...

The doctor looked at her reaction through the lens, "How can this be wrong, it's been six weeks. Don't you remember your own menstrual period?"

Ji Shuyu clenched her fists tightly, controlling the soreness in her eye circles, as if the blood in her whole body began to flow backwards.

Her cycle has always been inaccurate, and it has become even more chaotic since the last operation. During this period of time, she was in a daze, so...

"Doctor." She looked at her begging for help, "I don't want this child, can I have an operation right away?"

Seeing her reaction, the doctor's face immediately sank.

"You've had an abortion before!" The doctor frowned, as if blaming her for not knowing how to cherish her body. "You should know that the abortion operation is very harmful to the body. Your own uterine wall is thin. If you have this operation, the consequences will be unpredictable, and you may be pregnant with twins."

Ji Shuyu raised her head suddenly, what?
She clutched her lower abdomen tightly with her hand, what a joke, how could it be...

"As doctors, we respect the patient's wishes, but I still want to remind you about the consequences of the operation."

"If you abort, you may not have a chance to get pregnant again in the future."

"Think about it!"

Ji Shuyu came out of the doctor's office with a pale face, her legs seemed to be filled with lead, and she lost her strength after walking a few steps.

She leaned against the wall, looking at the pregnancy test report in her hand, tears burst out.

She has always wanted to have a baby and a relative who is connected by blood.

Last time, because of an accident, she failed to protect her baby and had to give up.She has been quietly looking forward to her baby's return, and she told herself that if she has a baby, she will definitely give her all the love.

Now, she really has another baby, but it is...

The doctor's words echoed in her ears over and over again, and she closed her eyes in pain.

Why is God so cruel, why is he making fun of her like this.

What should she do?