ex-husband divorce please let go

Hearing what she said, Gu Xiuyuan's heart twisted together.

"I don't." He choked slightly, "I don't want you..."

"I have liked you since I was ignorant." Ji Shuyu sniffled, "I love you more than anything, but you threw out the divorce agreement without a word of explanation. This is not abandonment, what is it?"

"But Xiaoyu, how should I explain..." Gu Xiuyuan was in pain and helpless, "At that time, should I selfishly pretend that nothing happened and put you and the baby in danger?"

Ji Shuyu laughed so much that her shoulders were shaking, but her tears were even more uncontrollable.

"Do you know that hurting in the name of protection is more cruel?" She looked at him, "Because of this, I can't even find a reason to blame you! Because of that, everyone can now blame me One sentence: He is all for you, why can't you forgive him!"

"In the end, all the faults are mine! It's me who doesn't know what's good!!"

This sentence fell down word for word.

In an instant, Gu Xiuyuan couldn't utter a single word.

"But Gu Xiuyuan, I've waited for it!" She looked at him, "When I'm too sick to get up, I think you will definitely come back, and you won't leave me and the baby alone."

"Xiaoyu, I didn't ignore you."

Gu Xiuyuan grabbed her arm, but his explanation was weak.

He didn't leave, but...he didn't go in either.

He watched the doctor come in and out, watched the Huo family lead people to rush there, and heard that she was so feverish that she was unconscious and called his name.

"I was so burned that I didn't realize it, but I always heard your voice."

Mentioning this matter, her heart still hurts fiercely, as if returning to that day, ups and downs between hope and disappointment.

She clenched her fists tightly, restraining her body from trembling slightly.

"I always thought you were back. I tried my best to open my eyes and saw many people. My father, mother, doctor, and aunt, but you are not the one I most want to see."

The tears couldn't stop falling, and finally she couldn't control it anymore.

"Gu Xiuyuan, do you know what it's like to be hit again and again despite being full of expectations?"

Gu Xiuyuan's heart trembled heavily.

He, knows!
While waiting for the result again and again, looking forward to a miracle, reality gave him the cruelest blow.

No one knows what it's like better than him.

"But even so, I'm still waiting." She took a deep breath, "When I came out of Bishuiwan, I thought, you are still on a business trip, and when you come back, you will come to me; on the seventh day, I thought , you may just not be able to figure it out for a while, but when you figure it out, you will come back, and our family will be the same as before."

"However, what I was waiting for was your call. You said: Let's go through the formalities today!"

Ji Shuyu closed her eyes in pain.

"Later, when you left Yuncheng, I was still thinking that you must have encountered some kind of trouble. You will come back after you solve it."

"Just like this for a month, three months, half a year, I think every day, you will suddenly send me a message, saying: Mrs. Gu, I am back, and say: Xiaoyu, we will never be separated again."

She said she suddenly laughed.

Laugh at self-deception, laugh at your stupidity.

"I paralyzed myself with busyness while waiting, and then a year, two years passed..."

"Until one day, Zaozao suddenly looked at other children's fathers. He also murmured to call him Dad." Ji Shuyu's heart throbbed violently.

boom--

Gu Xiuyuan's body swayed suddenly, his heart seemed to be split open by a huge axe, the pain made him unable to stand still.

He thought of the scene in the mall just now, and the envy and desire in the baby's eyes.

They are now past the age of admitting to the wrong 'father', but at the same time they also understand that other children have fathers, but they don't.

"At that time, I realized that a long time had passed, and I realized that you had never come back, so I had to accept... You really won't come back, and you really don't want us anymore."

"No—" Gu Xiuyuan tremblingly grabbed her hand, "Xiaoyu, it's not that I don't want to go back."

If it is possible, even if he is asked to use his life span of several decades and everything he can exchange for him to return to her, he will not hesitate.

"Yes, it's not that I don't want to, I can't!" She laughed, mocking herself and bitterly, "You have your own difficulties and helplessness, but do you know how I survived this pain every second?"

Gu Xiuyuan swayed slightly.

Her low accusation was like a fine needle, piercing into his heart, the pain made him breathless.

Yes, she doesn't know anything, she is also suffering in pain, at least he still has someone who loves her to support her, but she...

"You leave as soon as you say, without looking back, and the last sentence you left for me is also, let's go and complete the formalities!"

These words have entangled her and tortured her for nearly three years.

She kept asking herself, is it because she didn't let Xia Mei go, that things turned out like this, and did she cause this result!
"In such a situation, Gu Xiuyuan, tell me, what is the right thing for me?"

Gu Xiuyuan was so questioned that he was speechless.

It was he who blocked all the roads from the very beginning, it was he who didn't leave any possibility for himself.

"When I came out little by little, you came back suddenly, told me your difficulties and your last resort, and asked me to pretend that nothing happened, and accused me of not understanding you!"

"Why?!" she asked, "Why do you blame me?"

"Xiaoyu..."

"Or, tell me, what should I do?" She looked into his eyes helplessly, as if she was really waiting for an answer. "What do I have to do to make it the same as before?"

It was as if she didn't know what to do either.

It seems that she has really let go...

Do not!
Gu Xiuyuan suddenly panicked.

"Xiaoyu, it's all my fault." He held her face in panic and wiped her tears, "Give me a chance, okay?"

"I will compensate you and the child, and I will make you happy..."

"That's why you took them away privately?!"

When the bodyguard baby was mentioned, Ji Shuyu became emotional again.

"I don't." Gu Xiuyuan explained aggrievedly, but at this moment he no longer had the courage to speak up loudly, "I just want to buy something for you." He said, frantically pulling out the receipt to show her, "I really just want to buy something for you Just buy something."

Ji Shuyu watched, his body suddenly went limp.

Gu Xiuyuan wanted to support her, but was swung away, but her movements were so weak.

"Don't play with them."

Ji Shuyu stared at him coldly.

"Xiaoyu, I really just want a chance to make up for it."

The backlog of words in her heart was released in an instant, like a balloon that was inflated and suddenly deflated, and she didn't even have the strength to stand up.

Seeing this, the aunt who had been waiting on the side came forward and supported Ji Shuyu.

"Xiaoyu..."

"Mr. Gu." The aunt stopped him, "If you continue to pester me regardless of Miss' wishes, we can only report to Madam."

Gu Xiuyuan groaned, but he couldn't make any sound. Watching her walk away, his body felt a little weak.

He was suddenly frightened.

I'm afraid, it's really too late...

……

Sitting in the car, Ji Shuyu kept holding the two babies and refused to relax for a moment.

After venting, the emotions became even more uncontrollable.

The two babies were sweating profusely from crying just now, and at this moment they were feeling aggrieved, sobbing and looking at their mother who was holding them, unwilling to let go.

Ji Shuyu hugged them, kissed her forehead respectively, and then hugged them into her arms...

Old lady Gu watched, flustered and at a loss.

She blamed herself for making the two children cry like this, which also scared Xiaoyu.

Bishuiwan

When she got out of the car, the aunt wanted to help hold the baby, but Ji Shuyu refused, even though it was very difficult for one person to hold two babies.

She kicked off her high heels and walked barefoot into the elevator with the baby in her arms.

Back at the familiar home, the emotions of the two children finally stabilized.

Ji Shuyu bathed them, changed their clothes, and then hugged them tightly.

The two babies were also extremely clingy at this time, sitting on the left and right in the mother's arms, rubbing against the mother's arms.

After playing wildly outside for a long time, and crying like that again, the two little guys became sleepy after a while.

With the emotional ups and downs just now, Ji Shuyu didn't want them to fall asleep so soon, but she couldn't resist the onset of tiredness.

Looking at Zaozao who was still sobbing in her dream, Ji Shuyu felt guilty and blamed herself: "Honey, I'm sorry, it's mom who didn't protect you well."

She gently comforted the babies in their sleep, and kissed their little faces one after another.

Bai Shulan wandered outside for a long time, and finally knocked lightly on the door.

"Xiaoyu." The old lady's voice was a little choked.

She really didn't know that her impatience would cause such a big misunderstanding and chaos.

"Grandma." Ji Shuyu stood up, "What's wrong with you?"

Seeing the old man's eyes reddened and his face full of self-blame, Ji Shuyu's heart ached.

"Grandma didn't do it on purpose." Today, she watched Xiaoyu collapse with her own eyes, and heard those words with her own ears, only then did she realize that this child was more difficult than she thought.

This was brought up by her since she was a child. Seeing her suffer, her own heart seemed to be torn apart.

"I'm sorry, it's all grandma's fault." The old man's eyes were red, "Grandma shouldn't have taken the child out without permission, and shouldn't have made you worry. I'm sorry..."

"Grandma, what are you talking about!" Seeing grandma's guilty look, Ji Shuyu felt even more uncomfortable.

Grandma just came back from Yuncheng, her friend passed away, she wanted the baby to stay with grandma,

The children need to see the outside world, and grandma doesn't have much time left, so she wants grandma to have a better time in the limited time.

She was worried that grandma would feel uncomfortable if the servants stared too closely, so she told them not to stare so closely.

"I really don't blame you."

She never thought that it was grandma who wanted to snatch or hurt her baby, but it happened suddenly and she was too scared, so she didn't pay attention to her emotions in front of grandma.

Hearing what Ji Shuyu said, the old lady felt even more guilty and heartbroken.

"Son, we are sorry for you." The old lady hugged her. "sorry."

"Grandma~"

Ji Shuyu's tears that had just stopped rolled out again, and then coaxed the old man who blamed himself like comforting two babies.

"Grandma, I will not prevent them from meeting, and I will find a suitable time to tell the babies who their father is."

"Grandma didn't mean that."

Ji Shuyu held the old man's face and rubbed it lightly, "But they will know sooner or later, and he has the right."

Old Madam Gu felt uncomfortable, the more calm and sober Xiaoyu was, the more hopeless she felt.

Ji Shuyu tried her best to calm the old man's emotions, and then sent grandma back to the room.

But when she came back again, her body became weak again.

Outside the window, the sky gradually darkened, Ji Shuyu woke up several times in a dream, and then no one could fall asleep again.

Gu Xiuyuan's words began to echo in his ears, and a certain part of his chest began to wrinkle and shrink little by little, the pain that was already unfamiliar seemed to... come back again.

……

Gu Xiuyuan sat alone in the box of the bar.

The wine bottles on the coffee table were already two empty, but after soaking in wine for three years, he seemed to become more sober the more he drank.

Outside the private room, the music was loud, but those accusations echoed in my ears very clearly over and over again.

With some trembling, he lit a cigarette and took two puffs vigorously.He wanted to calm down, but he couldn't calm down no matter what.

Her anger, her breakdown, her accusation, like a vortex engulfed him.

The picture that had tortured me for three years began to reappear in my mind like a movie playback.

He was the one who forced her, he was the one who deliberately left when she needed her the most, and hurt her the most directly...

In the past, he was only immersed in his helplessness and grievances. He never realized that he hadn't thought about these things from an objective point of view and a small language point of view.

He ignored her feelings.

She said he abandoned her.

She said she had been waiting for a long time...

She said that three years is really too long...

The door of the private room was pushed open from the outside, and it was Qin Chuan who hurried over.

Gu Xiuyuan didn't speak, just looked at his friend.

"What's your situation..." He exclaimed seeing his friend's embarrassed appearance.

Well, needless to say, it must be because of Ji Shuyu again!But the previous few times he was just suffering and puzzled, but this time he seemed to have received a huge blow.

He sighed deeply, "Xiuyuan, you can't solve the problem like this."

"Although I always say that Xiao Yu'er will give you a chance, that you have difficulties, but she can't let go, and I really can't blame her."

Gu Xiuyuan looked at Qin Chuan.

He said this before, why didn't he listen to it!

It also made things worse.

"You didn't explain anything at the beginning, so you just left."

"Xiao Yu'er grew up in Gu's family, and suddenly returned to the 'home', but this home is completely strange. She has to face strange family members and young and weak children. Do you think the Huo family is strong enough to protect her?" She, become her reliance, but have you ever thought about what she really wants?"

Gu Xiuyuan raised his forearm to cover his sore and swollen eye sockets.

He knew, but he couldn't give it back then.

Qin Chuan sighed, in fact...if something happened to him, he might not know what to do.

When things have come to this point, who can say that it is wrong!
Not to mention three years, too many things can happen even in three months.

"Qin Chuan, can you do me a favor?"