Defeated to Mr. Gu's affection

Gu Shengxia held two letters, although he felt that it was not very good to take care of his father's letter.

But at that moment, she had a very strong intuition that these two letters had something to do with her.

There are many things she doesn't understand about her life experience.

For example, the mother in the orphanage never mentioned Papa Gu to her, but when Papa Gu came to pick her up, he said that Mom asked him to adopt her.

It was also because of this sentence that she felt that Papa Gu was very kind.

It's just that she didn't expect that other than Papa Gu, the rest of the family would treat her badly.

Both letters were dated, and after a period of ideological struggle, she still opened the envelopes.

This envelope is heavy, because there are several pages of letter paper inside, and thousands of words are written in an eloquent manner, all of which are told by the little girl to the man she loves.

She is also envious of this kind of rushing love, seeing her deer bumping wildly and longing for it.

That moment made her believe in love again.

From the words and sentences of this letter, it can be felt that the person who wrote the letter is a gentle and kind little woman.

It's just that she suddenly felt that she was spying on other people's love. Just when she was about to put the letter away, she suddenly saw a sentence.

"Ah Jun, I want to give birth to you. I even have a name in mind. If it's a boy, I'll call it Gu Guangnian, if it's a girl, it's Gu Shengxia."

Midsummer light year.

Gu Shengxia suddenly felt that his palms were sweating and his scalp was numb.

The final signature of the letter was Wan Huilan.

This is the love story of Gu Jia and Wan Huilan.

Such a beautiful love should not be fruitless.

However, if there are results.

Gu Guangnian and she are both the children of Papa Gu and Wan Huilan.

She didn't know who Wan Huilan was, nor did she know the name of the orphanage's mother.

It is possible that the name of the orphanage's mother is Wan Huilan.

The truth in her memory still stays in what the mother in the orphanage said.

But now it's all overturned.

Because Papa Gu would tell her when he saw her sad.

"You are my own daughter."

Sometimes Papa Gu would tell her when he was drunk.

"The person I love the most is your mother, but she is gone, and now the person I love the most is you."

When she heard these words at those times, she just listened to them and didn't think about them.

And now...

She also thought of Gu Guangnian's determined voice.

"You are Xiaosan's daughter! This is a fact you cannot escape."

but.

But who is the junior.

She couldn't understand this relationship at all. Everyone said it differently.

It would be great if her mother was here. Now that she has grown up, she can accept no matter what the truth is, as long as she can live with her.

But now she has no news about her mother at all.

It suddenly occurred to me that there was another letter, maybe there would be a message from my mother.

She quickly took out another letter and opened it.

But the very first sentence robbed her of all hope.

"When you receive this letter, I will no longer be alive.

I often think about what is the meaning of life, whether to spend a lifetime with the one I love, or to achieve myself.People still have expectations in order to live.I no longer have any expectations for this world, only infinite resentment, guilt and regret.

I left everything I had to run to you, and you left me covered in bruises, all I see now is devastation.

I used to think that Gu Shengxia was the last straw in my life, as long as I grabbed her, I would have the motivation to live.

But when I saw that I couldn't protect the innocent child in front of me, I realized that only death can stop the harm, the harm to myself, and the harm to others. "

two letters.

One is full of affection and sweetness, and the other is heartbroken.

She had just made herself believe in love, and this moment was gone.

There is nothing left of her own mother.

It turned out that my mother didn't live a happy life back then, but ended her own life.

Her tears blurred everything in front of her eyes, her feet were weak, and she curled up at the foot of the table, crying with all her strength.

I don't know how long it took, but she felt that she was tired and her body had no strength. Her eyes were dull, and she found a pair of black leather shoes in front of her eyes.

The man knelt down slowly, trying to help her wipe away the tears still hanging on her face.

The woman shrank back.

The man's hand paused in mid-air, and after a while, he withdrew his hand and spoke slowly.

"You know everything."

The sound is softer than ever.

Gu Shengxia stared at him blankly, trying to speak all the time, but couldn't.

Gu Guangnian also kept staring at her, his eyes were softer than ever before.

"Are you really my brother? My own brother?"

"No."

The woman looked puzzled, what did the letter mean?

"You also read the letter, so you think I'm your brother, right? I do too. I thought my father and mother gave birth to me. In memory of the only woman he loved, I was named Gu Guangnian. I thought my father and you That mother gave birth to you and named you Gu Shengxia. But actually, no, we don't have any blood relationship."

Gu Shengxia felt that in such a short period of time, she was at the top of the mountain and at the bottom of the valley for a while, and the turning point was too fast.

"Then is my mother still alive?"

"No, she's dead."

"Then you hate me because my name is Gu Shengxia."

"Yes." Gu Guangnian did not deny it.

The woman's dry cheeks began to shed tears again, "It's because my name is Gu Shengxia, how ridiculous."

She was really angry and laughed at this incident, crying and laughing at the same time.

Gu Guangnian felt distressed watching from the sidelines, he wanted to hug her, but she avoided him like the plague.

He wanted to comfort her, but didn't know what to say.

After so many years, he knew that she had a hard time.

"Gu Shengxia," he said slowly, after calling her name, there was a long pause, "Let's get married."

The woman stared at him for a long time.

She seemed to have heard this sentence in a dream.

That's because she had such expectations.

But whether she is still looking forward to it now, she doesn't know.

She really doesn't know.

But what did he mean by saying this to her now?

"Have you forgotten that you are already engaged?"

"I've already divorced."

"The engagement is broken, you broke the engagement, so you want to marry me?"

"I married you because I love you, and I always have loved you."

Their dialogue is slow, uncommonly slow and soft.

Gu Guangnian continued to explain, "I used to have a lot of worries, but now the truth is slowly surfacing, and I will find out everything. I want to restart the days with you."

But when he heard the words "I love you", Gu Shengxia instantly became angry.

"Don't you think it's ridiculous? You said that you have always loved me. Then, because I killed your mother and killed your father, you tortured me. Now that you have found out the truth of the matter, you want to be with me. I used to I believe in you, but what you did really disappointed me. If you really love me, why would you be willing to torture me like this? My heart is also full of flesh, and it will hurt and despair. Now you have checked clearly I want to start over, but I can’t go back. If one day, you find out that the facts you checked are false, are you going to tell me that you don’t love me anymore and continue to torture me? Please let me go , our best ending is that there is no longer any involvement. No matter what you find out is true or false, we all forget the good and bad of the past, let go of the obsession in our hearts, and start our lives again. If there is a fate Goodbye, just be a stranger. It's best not to see each other in this life."

Gu Shengxia said these words in a single brain, fierce and heartless.

At that moment, she really thought, how could he have the face to say such things.