This suicide note was written on a whole page.

I didn't read the content above because I didn't dare.

I folded up the paper and put it in my pocket, applied cold water to my red and swollen eyes, and then left the ward.

Zhuo Yan was waiting at the door, and when he saw me, he just hugged me in his arms. I had no expression on my face, and after gently pushing him away, I gestured for him to take me to the Gong's house.

Zhuo Yan didn't ask why, and after saying a good word, he took my hand and left the hospital.

This is the first time I've been to Gong's house, and it's as big as a palace.

It's just that I haven't seen many people since I entered the gate of the mansion. The courtyard is so big, but it's empty, and it looks very desolate.

A flowering cherry tree in the yard is tied with a white ribbon, and other places have also begun to place sacrificial objects.

I walked behind Zhuo Yan and saw a piano in the middle of the courtyard. It must have been used by Gong Shiruo. Under the sunlight, it was still shining brightly.

I half-closed my eyes, always feeling that Gong Shiruo was still playing the piano there, I stretched out my hand, couldn't help but walked over, but missed nothing.

There is still half of the sun in the palm of my hand. I moved my fingers and felt a breeze.

Gong Shiruo is gone.

Suddenly it was gone.

She went to a place so far away that no one could find her, and she didn't even take away her favorite piano. I started to feel sad again, and tears almost fell down.

"Qingqian, why did you come here?"

The voice of the palace mother made me turn around and look. She had just returned from the outside with a few people. My eyes fell on the arms of the palace mother. photo.

The palace mother's complexion was even uglier than last night, she was terribly pale, she seemed to have aged a lot overnight, although there was a smile on her face, she felt very powerless.

I walked over and watched as the palace mother handed the box to the person next to her.

It must be Gong Shiruo's urn, the palace mother didn't want me to see it, because she was afraid that I would be sad, so I lowered my eyes and pretended that I didn't see it.

"Go in and sit down, have you had lunch yet?"

I shook my head, and when I was about to reach out to gesture, Zhuo Yan had already spoken, telling the palace mother that he and I were here to deliver something.

"Send things?"

The palace mother looked at me, asked me to put my hand into the bag, took out the paper and handed it over.

"Qianqian found it under the pillow, and specially came here to give it to Auntie."

Zhuo Yan helped me explain, I watched the palace mother stretch out her hand, and took it tremblingly, her tears had already flowed down, she nodded towards me, and held the paper tightly in her hand.

After handing in the suicide note, I don't have to stay here anymore. The atmosphere in the Gong family is full of sadness. If I stay any longer, I will cry uncontrollably again.

I bid farewell to the palace mother and left the palace house with Zhuo Yan.

I wanted to go home, but Zhuo Yan took me to the restaurant. He said that I didn't eat in the morning and I had to eat something at noon, otherwise my body would not be able to take it.

I seemed to have no idea, Zhuo Yan said what he said, I followed him to the restaurant, ordered a few dishes that looked good, and while waiting for the dishes to be served, I lowered my head and fiddled with my phone.

Zhuo Yan has been silent, and I have also maintained a posture, without any movement, my mind is not on the phone, I just feel that my head is in a mess, and everything around me is unreal.

It seems like she is still dreaming, otherwise how could Gong Shiruo die...

I was tasteless, and Zhuo Yan took me home after eating a few casual bites. He was going to work in the afternoon, and he didn't trust me when he left.

I gestured, telling Zhuo Yan to concentrate on his own business, and I just happened to be alone to calm down and stay for a while.

Before Zhuo Yan left, he kept my mobile phone turned on, and asked me to set his number as an emergency call contact. He was afraid that I would have any accidents when I was alone at home. I smiled wryly and waved at Zhuo Yan. He gestured to him to be careful on the road.

After Zhuo Yan left, I went back to my room, locked myself in the room, curled up on the bed alone, and continued to think about messy things.

Luo Luo, father, mother, and Gong Shiruo.

Everyone left me one by one. I was hit hard by Luo Luo's death before, and it took me a long time to recover. Now Gong Shiruo's departure made me feel that heartache and suffocation again.

It was so uncomfortable.

I want to cry, but I can't shed tears.

I just felt very depressed, and my body was hot. My body was not as good as before when I was pregnant. Now I am so depressed. I think, I will spend about ten days and a half months in such a drowsy state.

Panting for breath, I heard the phone ringing. I thought it was Zhuo Yan who was worried about me, but after looking at the incoming call, I realized it was Grandpa.

I didn't answer it, but my grandfather kept calling me, and soon he and my uncle sent me a text message, asking me how I was and where I was.

Grandpa told me that he would be there soon, and told me not to cry alone.I thought that my grandfather knew about Gong Shiruo's death, so he was worried about me, and hurried back to see me.

But I don't want to see anyone now, and I don't really want to see my grandpa either. I don't want my grandpa to suffer together with me. I'll be alone for a while, and I'll be fine.

It wasn't long before someone knocked on the door at home. Grandpa wouldn't leave unless he saw me. The hasty knock and doorbell already showed his anxiety.

I couldn't bear for Grandpa to be anxious, so I got out of bed and walked over to open the door.

There were two people standing outside the door, my grandfather and my uncle. When I saw me, my grandfather held my hand, looked at me carefully several times, and then led me into the room, eagerly asking if I was okay.

I shook my head, and heard my uncle's voice again, my uncle told me to relax, don't think about such a mess, my grandfather also followed what my uncle said, let me take care of myself no matter what, and don't cry too much , I broke down crying myself.

I nodded all the time, and was held by my grandfather and sat on the sofa. My grandfather sighed and told me that life and death are the most common things, so I must look away.

The ones on the ground left one by one, and the natural relatives picked up one by one. Grandpa said that he would die one day, and when the grandma in the sky followed him, he could be reunited in another world.

If Gong Shi passed away, her relatives in the sky would follow her, everyone would be born, grow old, get sick and die, and it would be a matter of time before everyone reunited.

Grandpa's reassurance made me nod and lean on his shoulder.

"Qianqian, move back. Let everyone stay with you and take care of you during this time. If there are more people, you won't be able to think wildly."

My uncle raised his opinion, and my grandfather hurriedly agreed. My grandfather always wanted me to go back. This time, my uncle was also beside me. The two of them expected that I would not be able to refuse.

After going through so many things, I also understand that nothing is more important than being with you.

I nodded in response, listening to my grandfather's doubtful voice.

Grandpa said why I stopped talking, is it still in a bad mood?

I shook my head and pointed to my throat.

Now it was my grandfather's turn to turn red, he hugged me distressedly, tears fell on my arms suddenly, my uncle sighed beside me, and eagerly contacted the doctor at home to help me review , help me heal.

Listening to the voice in my ear, I slowly felt sleepy in my grandfather's arms. My grandfather was still holding me, talking to me with tears.

He regretted Gong Shiruo's death, but he was more grateful to Gong Shiruo. For the Gong family's enmity, the Mu family will do their best to help and will not hesitate.

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