Refusal to marry a wealthy family: Mrs. Zhuo escaped marriage again

my life is not my own
When I woke up, it was pitch black.

The only place where there is light is the red light not far from the bed, like a star.

It didn't take long for me to smell a pungent smell, like smoke, which made me cough up, and then I heard Xu Lang's voice.

"You're awake, Qianqian."

My face was ashen, and my hands hidden under the quilt were tightly clenched.

It turned out that the memories in my mind were all true.It turns out that the dispute I had with Xu Lang before I fainted was actually true.

"You're hungry. I'm ready for dinner. Get up and eat something before going to bed."

It was Xu Lang's voice again.

I'm sick of hearing it!
But his voice always lingers around my ears, piercing through the eardrum abruptly and making my ears hurt.

"Qianqian, I'll hug you up."

Suddenly the light was turned on in the room, and Xu Lang's face quickly appeared in front of me. He lowered his head and approached me, with one hand on my waist.

"Don't touch me!" I raised my hand and pushed hard, but was shocked suddenly.

I got up directly from the bed, looked down at myself, the clothes were changed, the wedding dress was taken off by Xu Lang, and he changed into pajamas for me?

My mind was buzzing, and when I looked at Xu Lang, I screamed.

"Get out! Get out!" I hit Xu Lang's body like crazy, roaring and cursing.

He actually looked at my body, I didn't dare to think, did Xu Lang do that kind of husband and wife thing to me when I was unconscious!

I'm going crazy, I'm really going crazy!
"Get out! Get out!"

I cried, pushed Xu Lang away, picked up the quilt and wrapped it directly around myself.

Xu Lang kept smoking in front of me, he just looked at me quietly like a normal person, I conceived thousands of pictures of Xu Lang's death in my mind, I even thought, beat him to death with my own hands.

"I did it with my eyes closed, Qianqian."

I sneered in my heart, trying to tear off his hypocritical face, but my voice became hoarse, and I laughed out of my speaking voice. I wept, hating this marriage to death.

"Qianqian, don't think too much, I can't touch you in the early stages of your pregnancy."

Xu Lang was still talking in my ear, I was irritated, picked up the pillow on the bed and threw it at him, I told Xu Lang to get out, get out immediately, but he didn't leave, just sat on the edge of the bed, He squeezed my wrist tightly.

This is the first time I understand what it is like to be helpless to despair.

Xu Lang was very strong, he pressed on me, and warned me that if I was so irrational, he would force me.Anyway, whatever he did, he didn't violate the law. Even if he tied me up, he still had a way to take my body.

Xu Lang's warnings are so effective, what I am most afraid of is having a relationship with him.

I was directly picked up by Xu Lang, who dragged me out the door and took me downstairs.

On the red wooden table, there were things prepared by Xu Lang. He asked me to eat, and he pretended to care about me, "You haven't eaten anything for two days. If you don't eat, your body will collapse. Don't worry about it." , Qianqian, things have already happened.”

"I know you are feeling very sad now, but Qianqian, everyone is really doing it for your own good. Grandpa is doing his best. You should think about it for yourself. It's fine if you think about it. I don't ask you to accept your fate, as long as you don't torture me. Just be yourself."

Accept fate……

Xu Lang even said that he didn't want me to accept my fate.

I pulled the corners of my mouth, obviously crying, but still laughed.

It's so funny, not only my grandfather's arrangement is ridiculous, even my life is so ridiculous.

I thought my fate was up to me, but it was not, it turned out that my fate was never up to me.

"Qianqian, be obedient, eat."

Xu Lang sat beside me, holding something for me with chopsticks, I looked down at the things in the bowl, and wanted to pick it up and smash it on Xu Lang's head.

I want Xu Lang to die, he completely treats me like a dog.

But when I raised my hand to hold the bowl, I realized how weak my body was.

I don't know when Xu Lang will die, I only know that if I don't eat, I will die.

I picked up the chopsticks, lowered my head, and put my mouth in the bowl. I stuffed my mouth, no matter what I was eating, I just stuffed it.

I chewed and forced myself to eat to keep my life alive. I don’t remember how long I ate, I only know that when my mouth is full, the disgusting greasy taste makes me miserable.

I just vomited it out and couldn't eat it anymore.

Xu Lang got up and patted my back, I shook him vigorously, got up by myself after vomiting for a long time, and looked for the bathroom on the first floor.Xu Lang reappeared, he was haunted, took me into the bathroom, and stood by the side again, staring at me with a pair of eyes.

After I washed my face and cleaned up the stains on my body, Xu Lang took my arm again and asked me to go with him.

I didn't have the strength to resist, so Xu Lang took me upstairs. He told me to rest well, and then locked the door behind me.

Xu Lang was finally gone, I flipped through the room like crazy, looking for cell phones, phones, and even sharp weapons for self-defense.

I searched every corner of the room, but found nothing. Xu Lang expected that I would be overwhelmed. He hid everything, and it was impossible for me to keep my cell phone. He was afraid that I would contact Zhuo Yan. .

Nothing, I was empty-handed, looking at the boxy cage in front of me.

Are they going to keep me locked up until I accept this?
What did you think of me, why did my grandfather treat me like this, didn't my uncle stop my grandfather, and neither did my cousin? Everyone was expecting me to marry Xu Lang.

All of them, don't care about my feelings, they know that I don't want to, but they still force it, right?

If Xu Lang had designed these by himself, I might not have collapsed, but unfortunately, it was arranged by my grandfather.

It's grandpa!
Grandpa did it!
It turned out to be done by my grandfather!It was he who pushed me here with his own hands, into this prison where he thought I would be happy!

"what!"

I sat on the ground and pulled my hair vigorously with both hands.

I got angry, pulled my hair hard, tore my hair, bit my arm tightly, and my eyes were lifeless.

I can't accept the fact that I can't be locked up like a dog.

I cried and roared, just lying on the ground, curled up in pain.

It turns out that living is more painful than dying.

I covered my face when I heard the door slamming a few times.

"Qianqian! What are you doing!"

Xu Lang actually came in again.

Why did he show up again.

Xu Lang hugged me directly, and he raised his hand to wipe the tears on my face vigorously, making my heart numb a little bit.

"Qianqian, don't do this, I beg you."

"Qianqian, don't torture yourself, okay?"

"Think about your grandpa, think about Nuobao and Qingqing, don't do this, I beg you, don't!"

Xu Lang shook my body, making me look up at him slowly.

I looked at Xu Lang with a blank expression, "You kill me, Xu Lang."

"Qianqian!" Xu Lang yelled at me, "What nonsense are you talking about!"

"Kill me, Xu Lang, if I die, it will be yours."