Refusal to marry a wealthy family: Mrs. Zhuo escaped marriage again

Have you experienced despair?
Have you ever been in the dark?

Like an ant, the surroundings were pitch black, and when I looked up, I didn't see any light.

……

I shed so many tears that I couldn't cry anymore.

I knew I was breathing, I could feel sounds and movements, and after the surgery I was pushed out and placed in a ward.

The surrounding voices are reminding me that the earth is still turning, and what I have experienced is real.

I dare not think about it, I am afraid that I will collapse.

I use hatred and anger to wake myself up, don't let myself go into a coma, and keep myself awake.

I couldn't calm down, I looked at the ceiling blankly, listening to the voices in my ears.

The child was not saved, the doctor repeated this sentence several times.

I'm tired of listening, and my ears are callused.Xu Lang was saying thank you doctor, and he sat by the bed not long after.

He didn't die, Xu Lang didn't seem to feel any pain when I stabbed him.

"Qianqian, you have a good rest, I'll get you something to eat."

I was indifferent, and I didn't get up from the bed until I heard the sound of the door closing.

The infusion needle was still stuck on my back, I looked up at the bottle, pulled out the tube, and got out of bed feeling weak all over.

I dragged the table next to me with my hand to support my body. I walked with difficulty. When I reached the door, more than ten minutes had passed. I raised my hand and twisted the handle, only to find that the door was locked.

Can't escape.

I could only walk through the window, I walked slowly, and when I walked over, I found myself in the ward on the top floor.I can choose to jump, jump, and die.

I haven't avenged Zhuo Yan, I haven't avenged my child, how can I die.

Zhuo Yan.

I was thinking too much, I was thinking wildly, Zhuo Yan is still fine, how could he die, I was thinking wildly, it was Xu Lang's lies that made me think wildly, I crouched by the window with my head in my arms, thinking of Zhuo Yan Sometimes, it makes me unbearable emotionally.

I raised my hand and pinched my arm quietly to keep myself from crying. I don’t believe that Zhuo Yan will die. There is not enough evidence to say that he is dead. Zhuo Yan will not go to the island alone to find me, no. .

Absolutely not.

Don't think about it anymore, I beg myself, don't think about it anymore, Zhuo Yan is fine.

but child...

But my child is gone.

Tears still fell, I directly scolded myself for being worthless, I have no ability to keep him, I am a useless mother.

How could I be led by the nose by Xu Lang, how could I believe what he said!
I raised my hand and rubbed my eyes vigorously, trying to tell myself that these are all fake!

But suddenly, I knew that I was deceiving myself and others.

I think I'm going to collapse, how can I not accept such a terrible truth.

I cried aloud, and I was still crying when Xu Lang came back. I knocked out the rice in his hand, and was hugged by Xu Lang forcibly on the bed. He stared at me tightly, not letting me commit suicide , don't let me escape.

He even told me that there will be children in the future, as long as I want, the child he and I have together can be named Zhuo.

I don't even bother to interrupt such shameless words.

I was silent, the tears dried up, I continued to cry, and when I was tired from crying, I rested.

I didn't eat all the time, and at noon the next day, Xu Lang finally couldn't bear it anymore.

I thought he was going to call me crazy again, but he didn't.

Xu Lang went out and made a phone call. Not long after, I saw my grandfather.

I didn't feel much, but when my grandfather saw me, he cried.

"How on earth did you take care of Qianqian? I told you so not to let Qianqian know, why did you tell her that I gave her to you, and you just took care of her like this, Xu Lang, you let Grandpa disappointed."

These words.

You must have told me.

Grandpa also wanted to show me that he cared about me, so he said Xu Lang's fault at the beginning. At that time, when I knew that everything was arranged by grandpa, I had already thought about it. Love, or something else.

I always thought it was my blessing to be in Mu's family, but now I know it's my fault.

I was brought back by the Mu family to accompany my grandfather. At that time, my grandfather was seriously ill. It was my grandfather's long-cherished wish to find my mother's lost daughter.

I am too naive.

I have not been in Mu's family for more than 20 years, how could they have any affection for them? My name is Bai Qingqian. From the beginning to the end, I only have one parent and one family.

I am so stupid.

I'm only now realizing this.

"Qianqian, grandpa is here." Grandpa sat beside me. When he reached out to touch me, I had already withdrawn my hand. I didn't speak. Not long after, I heard uncle and Mu Qian's voice.

When Mu Qian saw me, she was startled, "Bai Qingqian, why have you lost so much weight, and your complexion is still so ugly."

I'm still silent, feeling the others crowding around my bed.

I lowered my head and didn't look at anyone.

"Qianqian, I heard from Xu Lang that you don't eat. You just finished the operation, so how can you do without food? Be obedient, grandpa asked your uncle to bring you lunch, and grandpa will accompany you to eat."

"Yeah, how can you do without food, Bai Qingqian, you want to open up, the child can be born again after the child is gone, grandpa said that you will live happily ever after marrying Xu Lang, I was so scared to death when I saw you today Now, are you self-abuse, you can think about it."

"Mu Qian, go shopping with your uncle."

"Grandpa, don't I also care about Bai Qingqian? I'm so busy filming, but I came to see Bai Qingqian on purpose. I'm afraid she won't think about it. Grandpa, it's easy for women to think about it. I think I can enlighten Bai Qingqian, she It’s not going to be uncomfortable.”

……

I continued to listen, the two hands under the quilt pinching my palm.

I am hopeless.

Before getting married, everyone knew that the person I married was Xu Lang. The Mu family had worked so hard to hide this lie.

"You'd better follow your uncle to go out to buy food. It's fine for grandpa to accompany Qianqian. If you all go out, I'll just accompany her."

Is grandpa pretending to be a good person?

He always likes to use the three words "for your own good", pushing me into hell virtually.

"Actually, Mom, you killed me."

"what?"

"Bai Qingqian, what did you say?"

"Qianqian, don't talk about your grandfather."

……

I sneered, I just said a word, everyone was so excited.

I slowly raised my head and looked at my grandfather. He looked familiar, but I couldn't feel any kindness.

"You killed Mom."

"You bound her with so-called family affection. You didn't go to see her, and you didn't recognize her as a daughter. It was you who killed her."

"Do you know what my mother was thinking when she died? She must be thinking why she can't decide her own life, why just getting married can make people in the Mu family sever ties with her."

"I don't think my mother knows how badly she was hurt by the Mu family's affection. Before she died, she must be as desperate as me."

"If you really love her, if you really love this little daughter, you won't be with her when she gives birth, and you won't let her die alone! You won't let her only daughter be killed Throw it out! Be an orphan!"

"You killed my mother! It was your affection that killed her!"