The first half of my life (1)

Zhuo Liang's handwriting is really ugly.

I closed his diary and set it aside.It was also because of the words he recorded that I knew what happened when I was unconscious.

It was already the middle of August, Zhuo Liang was sloppy, and only remembered the first day of August.

But in Zhuo Liang's words, "Master, I run to and from the hospital every day! I have the heart to memorize these things! For you, the investor is offended, Bai Qingqian, if you dare to die again, I will Just go to your grave and play disco."

Zhuo Liang's words made me twitch my lips.

I thought about how I came back to life. It seemed that when I could hear the voices from the outside world, I heard that Zhuo Yan was still alive, so I opened my eyes.

According to Zhuo Liang, when I opened my eyes, everyone was shocked.

Everyone's first reaction was to think it was a fraudulent corpse, but it was only after a second glance that I realized that it was my subconscious desire to survive.

A person's desire to survive is so powerful that it is terrifying.

Zhuo Liang said that since then, my body has recovered little by little, and I didn't fully wake up until yesterday.

After I woke up, only Zhuo Liang was by my side. He told me when he threw me the diary today, he left a lot of people in front of the ward, except for Zhuo Liang, whoever came would be driven away, and no one could come in. .

I am grateful to Zhuo Liang's actions in my heart, which can prevent me from seeing those people I don't want to see for the time being.

Yesterday to today, but only more than 30 hours.

When I woke up, I was only disappointed.

I thought I was going to die, but unexpectedly, I didn't die.

And the words 'Zhuo Yan is alive' that woke me up were also false, and it took me more than 30 hours to accept the reality.

Originally, I had no intention of living, but Zhuo Liang said something to me.

"Nuobao and Qingqing no longer have a father. When they get back, do you want them to have no mother? Bai Qingqian, suicide is a very stupid act. You should think about it."

"Dead, everything is gone, alive, everything is possible."

I chose to live first, that is Zhuo Yan and my two sons, for Zhuo Yan, I have to find them alive.

There is a lot of food on the bedside cabinet, but I don't have any appetite. My current body is terribly soft, and when I raise my hand, my whole arm twitches and hurts.

This is also a side effect.

For the time being, I can only stay in bed, eat, sleep, and defecate, all in bed.

Zhuo Liang originally wanted to send someone to take care of me, but I would rather wear adult diapers myself.

Looking through Zhuo Liang's diary again, I imagined the scene at that time, the Mu family, Xu Lang...

I don't feel much. I'm a person who almost died. Apart from myself, I don't care about other people.

I don't care about other things. Now that I am alive, my only wish is to find Nuobao and Qingqing.

I was leaning against the bed, still holding Zhuo Liang's notebook with a pen in the middle, I picked it up, and finally put it down again.

I originally wanted to write Zhuo Yan's name, but after thinking about it, I still don't want to think about it. I'm very weak now, and if I think about it too much, I'm afraid I'll faint again.

I force myself to be empty, to have nothing in my mind.

It wasn't until noon, when the door of the ward opened, that I moved and glanced at the person who walked in from the door.

Zhuo Liang slammed the door shut, and as he approached me, I smelled roast duck.

"How about it, isn't it delicious? If you die in the ground, you won't be able to eat this stuff. It's a time-honored brand. My assistant waited in line for three hours to get it!"

After Zhuo Liang finished speaking, he sat down on the edge of the bed, and he excitedly lifted the duck out. Before he put it in front of me, I covered my mouth and retched.

I'm not healed enough to smell this greasy stuff.Before I finished speaking, Zhuo Liang had already thrown the roast duck into the trash can, wiped his hands and said to me, "It's really bad, I forgot that you have no appetite now, have you eaten? I'll give it to you." You buy something light and come here."

I waved my hand to thank Zhuo Liang for his kindness.

"I do not want to eat?"

I nodded, but I just troubled Zhuo Liang to pour water for me, and when Zhuo Liang handed over the water glass, he asked again.

"Really don't eat anything? Bai Qingqian."

"En." I replied, seeing Zhuo Liang's agitated expression, he clutched his chest and sighed before sitting down.

"You are finally willing to speak, Bai Qingqian."

Zhuo Liang looked at me more and more complicatedly, he was obviously happy, but he sighed after he finished speaking.

Zhuo Liang and I haven't known each other for long, so it's not really a friend. He said in his diary that he likes me, and I just took it as a bluff. At most, Zhuo Liang and I were acquainted, but we already owed him favors.

Zhuo Liang looked unscrupulous, but he was very reliable at critical times.

"This time, thank you."

I opened my mouth slowly, and my voice was very soft when I spoke. This illness has affected my throat again. Every time I speak, it hurts, so I have only said a few words since I woke up.

"Thank me? Ha, you're still so polite to me." Zhuo Liang crossed his legs, and when he spoke, he resumed his unruly manner, "It's fine to promise you with your body after you recover, thank you or something, don't need to say more. "

"It's a beautiful idea."

I spoke directly, and as soon as I finished speaking, I heard Zhuo Liang burst out laughing.

He came up a little exaggeratedly, and clapped his hands at me.

"It seems that you are really recovering, and you have the energy to hate me, Bai Qingqian, you have been terrified every day for the past half month, I can tell you, I have lost weight because of your affairs, waiting for you After you leave the hospital, you have to compensate me."

"I'll treat you to dinner when I leave the hospital."

"It's just eating?" Zhuo Liang blinked and clicked his tongue a few times. I just glanced at him, and he got up again, talking to himself, "It's better to eat than nothing, you Take good care of yourself here, if you need anything, just press the button next to it, I'll go buy something to eat, you wait."

After Zhuo Liang finished speaking, he got up, and before he reached the door, I called him again.

"Could you bring me my laptop, please?"

"Computer? Yes, I'm too busy these days and my mind is messed up. I'll also help you reissue the mobile phone and mobile card. The mobile phone number is your original one. How about it?"

I nodded, thanking Zhuo Liang.

At the same time, I also sighed in my heart.

Why do people who I think are good people hurt me in the end, and why people who I think are bad people help me at this time.

Such a gap made me feel very depressed and uncomfortable when I first accepted it.

But after going through this time, I thought about it a lot.

The door slammed shut again by Zhuo Liang, which attracted my attention. When I looked up, Zhuo Liang said in a low voice, "Quickly pretend to sleep! Hurry up!"

I closed my eyes, and just as I lay down, I heard a knock on the door.

Someone is coming.

But who would it be?

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