Just said the first sentence.

I was so sad that I shut my mouth.

His body was trembling, and his upper and lower lips touched together, trembling slightly.

My heart was beating fast and I was very restless.

The atmosphere at the scene was depressing, and the lights on the stage were dimmed.

From my point of view, I can't tell how many audiences there are in the audience, the surroundings are quiet, and even the host is silent.

I tried my best to restrain my emotions, adjusted my breathing, faced the camera, smiled very hard, and continued to speak.

"It is now, at ten o'clock in the morning on December 140nd. It has been [-] days and ten hours since you were not with Mommy. Mommy has always believed that you are still alive, waiting for you in a corner of this world. Mommy is going to find..."

I am getting more and more cheerful.

As he spoke, tears rolled down his face.

I tried my best to keep the timbre unchanged, but the voice was still crying.

I talked a lot, and the manuscript I had prepared was useless, I only spoke from the bottom of my heart, although there was no logic to it.

"Mommy misses you."

Tears could not be stopped, I sobbed softly.

"Mommy will definitely find you."

"I will, Nuobao, Qingqing."

I raised my hand to wipe away my tears, but I couldn't say a word anymore. I was so uncomfortable that I couldn't hear the host's voice clearly.

I just remember that she handed me a tissue and told me to cherish it. I nodded and left the stage with my tired body.

There were other parents who came down in the background, and they were already hugging and crying. I can't stay longer, I'm afraid that my emotions will also collapse.

I fled hastily, and when I saw Zhuo Liang again, I sniffed hard and looked at him pretending nothing happened.

"I'm done, let's go."

"No hurry, I still have some things to deal with."

I responded, turned my head to look at the bench next to me, and sat down directly.

Zhuo Liang also sat next to me, coughed dryly, and asked, "Are you okay?"

I shook my head, but my hands were intertwined, and I pinched my palm quietly.

"I heard that there is a Japanese restaurant nearby. I'll take you there to try it. If you don't want to eat it, we'll go to eat Sichuan cuisine, which is your favorite."

Zhuo Liang was deliberately changing the topic.

I am grateful for his hard work, but now, I don't have any thoughts.

I shook my head and rejected Zhuo Liang, and when he was done, Zhuo Liang and I left the TV station together, and he drove me home in his car. Because I was going to the film crew, I didn't invite Zhuo Liang to have lunch with me.

I went upstairs, opened the door and entered the room and went back to the room alone, my heart was in a mess, but I still tried to pull myself together and looked at the live broadcast when I was on TV today.

Zhuo Liang's efficiency is very high. In addition to the live broadcast, I also saw many short videos reposted, even translated into several languages ​​and uploaded to YouTube.

I comforted myself in my heart, not to be too pessimistic.

Now is the era of information technology. From big cities to small villages, everyone knows how to use mobile phones and all kinds of short video software.

Those videos were paid to be popular, and a lot of people watched them.

will find it...

Even if I can't find it, someone who has seen Nuobao and Qingqing will contact me.

I am full of anticipation, waiting for the arrival of good news.

But life is always unsatisfactory.

I will be in a conspicuous place for the video every day, and there are even kind-hearted netizens chatting privately every day to ask if my two children are whereabouts.The number of views has reached tens of millions.

Under such huge data, there is no news.

Not even the clues provided by witnesses.

Nuobao and Qingqing seemed to have disappeared from the world, and no one saw them.

This is simply impossible!Unless they are no longer in the country.But how could two children have the ability to go abroad?If they didn't go abroad, then they... have passed away?

I don't want to believe it!

Every time I think about it, I feel like a knife is piercing my heart.

I wish my whereabouts were unknown, I wish I could replace Nuobao and Qingqing, why there is no news at all, I don't believe that no one has seen my two children!
From my initial expectation, to the anger in the middle, and today's disappointment.

I counted my fingers and felt that the days were getting more and more hopeless.

Half a month, no news at all.

Those videos and the news about finding someone were like disappearing into the sea. I couldn't even catch a single splash. These days are really hopeless.

December seventeenth.

I wake up early.

Before I got up from the bed, Xu Lang called me outside the door, asking me to go out for breakfast.

I feel depressed, and my chest feels congested.

When I was going out, I happened to meet Xu Lang smiling, which made me completely explode.

"Call me so early, I don't have to go to work, don't I have to sleep, I haven't had a good rest these days, I finally fell asleep, and you still wake me up!"

My tone was very bad, and after I finished speaking, I pushed Xu Lang away and walked towards the dining table alone.

Another bread, another fried egg, and another milk.

"Am I a foreigner! I'm sick of eating this every day! If you can't cook, don't go to the kitchen! Or call the chef!"

I'm like an angry hedgehog now, I don't care, I just want to vent.

I don't know why it's so annoying, Xu Lang never forced me to do anything in the past half a month, he has always respected me, and even listened to me in some things.

Xu Lang would also take me to charity parties, and he would go to the stray animal base every night to help. I was in charge of all his money, and I knew everything about the company.

But I was just angry, and I just wanted to drag my anger on him.

What's wrong with me……

How did you become so mean.

"Qianqian, it's too late today, I'll ask the chef to bring over the meal, don't be angry, I'll make some porridge for you."

"Who needs you to care about me so much! Xu Lang! Stop being hypocritical!" I suddenly lost my temper again, and when I raised my hand, I threw all the plates on the dining table to the ground.

Tears fell out, and I yelled at Xu Lang directly.

"Why are you still so hypocritical! If it wasn't for you and grandpa, how could I not find my two children! How could I lose Zhuo Yan! Stop pretending to be nice to me! Stop pretending!"

I broke down completely, and cried with my head in my arms after scolding.

The pressure of the past half month has made me breathless.

I'm about to lose the courage to live, I'm really about to lose it.

Why do I always have to be in such pain, why on earth?
"Qianqian, I'm sorry."

As Xu Lang said, he was about to touch me, but like a lion with fried hair, I roared to get the hell out of here.

I've had enough of him acting innocent, I just want him to fuck off.

"Qianqian, I know you are because of Nuobao and Qingqing..."

"You know? What do you know?" I became more and more furious, "It's me who lost my child! It's me who lost my lover! It's not you Xu Lang! So what do you know! Do you know what it's like to have nightmares every night? Yes Do you often wake up crying!"

"I hate you all!"

I gritted my teeth, unwilling and in pain.

Why grandpa, why Xu Lang, let me say, I wish I could kill you all, I can't even say it.

I really don't want to live anymore.

I pushed Xu Lang away, reaching out to touch the plate fragments on the floor.

Xu Lang's eyes were quick, he held my arm tightly, and shouted my name.

"Go away! Don't touch me!"

"Qianqian! Calm down! I know where Nuobao and Qingqing are! Calm down, I'll tell you!"

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