I still can't accept it.

Just as if I was having a nightmare.

I looked at Xu Lang, only to feel that Xu Lang had a serious expression on his face.

The light in his eyes disappeared at some point.

Xu Lang...

Xu Lang.

I called Xu Lang's name in my heart, and thought of Xu Lang's appearance when I first met Xu Lang on the high school campus.

His parents lived abroad, his father was a well-known entrepreneur, and his mother was a famous orthopedic surgeon, with a wealthy family and excellent grades. At that time, Xu Lang was the envy of many people, and also the male god that many girls secretly loved.

Xu Lang was originally a sunny and cheerful person with a beautiful and bright future, but since then, Xu Lang has changed...

And it's because of me.

Did it start after you met me?At that time, I was a little happy to see Xu Lang again, but now I know that it was because of me that Xu Lang became like this.

I was the one who ruined his future, I was the one who killed Xu Lang...

That's why he did such a thing, and that's why he said, it will take a long time to go.

"Qianqian, I voluntarily."

Xu Lang spoke suddenly, and what he said made me feel even worse.

I'm so cold, I feel like I'm shaking all over.

Tears did not know when they fell out. I lowered my eyes and watched as my hand clenched into a fist.

The fingernail pinched the palm, and the slight pain made my brain very clear.

"Sheng Ziyu's mother's death is related to me. The Zhuo family is still investigating this matter. The fire cannot be covered with paper. Sooner or later, it will be revealed."

"Qianqian, when I said this, I was already prepared to be disgusted by you. Their mother and son planned to hurt you at that time. Later, I learned that you were hospitalized, so I lost my mind."

"Qianqian, I'm sorry, I don't know why I became like this."

"It must make you very sad to say this. Sorry, I don't want to keep it from you. I just want you to live well."

This is what Xu Lang told me just now.

Every word, every sentence, is like a spike, piercing into my heart.

Blood dripping.

I was the one who killed Xu Lang.

I killed him.

Xu Lang became like this because of me, all because of me.

I couldn't hold back my tears anymore, and Xu Lang only left a sentence to take care of himself and leave.

I was in a hurry, got out of bed directly, walked over and grabbed Xu Lang's arm, I cried and told Xu Lang not to leave, not to turn himself in, everything was caused by me, I should bear it all.

Xu Lang is so good, I can't ruin him.

It was the first time I cried so hard, my whole body was sobbing, and I looked at Xu Lang with tears in my eyes.

I'm really scared, I don't want Xu Lang to lose everything for me.

I held on to Xu Lang tightly and refused to let him leave. I didn't know what to do. Why did Sheng's mother's death have something to do with Xu Lang.

What exactly should I do?
How can I help Xu Lang?
I cried even louder, until Xu Lang held me in his arms, I lowered my voice and begged him again not to surrender.

I want Xu Lang to escape, the farther the better, even if the time comes, I will go to the detention center instead of Xu Lang.

Anyway, it's not the first time I went in, and I don't care about more stains in my life.

I felt that Xu Lang hugged me very tightly. He said sorry again, which made me cry more frequently. I am really a disaster star, and I will only bring such bad things to those around me.

"What are you doing?"

Zhuo Yan's voice suddenly sounded, I gently pushed Xu Lang away, and looked at Zhuo Yan who was standing at the door.

I don't know when Zhuo Yan arrived, but when I saw Zhuo Yan, I seemed to see hope, I hurried towards Zhuo Yan, took his hand and said vaguely, "You You already knew about this, right?"

"That's why you refused to tell me the murderer's name at that time because you already knew that if I knew the truth, I wouldn't be able to bear it, right?"

"Zhuo Yan, why does the Zhuo family want to investigate this matter? Why does your mother care about the Sheng family's affairs? Xu Lang did this because of me. He shouldn't be legally responsible. Zhuo Yan, help me I, please help me."

I grabbed Zhuo Yan's arm, and my voice became smaller and smaller.

Zhuo Yan's expression was very ugly, after he heard what I said, he directly took my hand.Zhuo Yan looked at Xu Lang, and Xu Lang also looked at Zhuo Yan. I was caught in the middle and ignored by them.

I called Zhuo Yan's name again, and then heard what Zhuo Yan said.

He said that the law is not a decoration, and one must bear responsibility for doing something wrong.

When such extreme things can be done, the results should be expected in advance.

Zhuo Yan would not help Xu Lang, on the contrary, he would consider calling the police.

I was a little broken, and when I wanted to plead with Zhuo Yan again, I heard Xu Lang's voice again.

"Qianqian, don't say any more, just like what Zhuo Yan said, before I did it, I had already foreseen today's situation." Xu Lang walked towards me while speaking, put his hand on my shoulder, and moved closer Whispered softly in my ear, "Don't beg others because of me, take care of yourself."

Xu Lang was about to leave after speaking, I was anxious, I stretched out my hand to hold Xu Lang, wanting him to stay.

But Xu Lang walked so resolutely that even Zhuo Yan hugged me and wouldn't let me move.I shouted at the top of my voice for Xu Lang to come back, crying while trying to get rid of Zhuo Yan's restraint.

Xu Lang's back is tall, but in my opinion, he is too lonely.

I can't just watch Xu Lang go to that place. After entering the file, how can Xu Lang survive? He will be looked down upon by others, and his pure life will be completely tainted.

I can't take it, I really can't take it.

"Enough, stop crying."

Zhuo Yan yelled at me, and I widened my eyes, watching Xu Lang gradually disappear from my sight.

Xu Lang left, he surrendered himself.

This time he came here on purpose to bid farewell to me.

The huge backlog of guilt made me breathless, I hugged my head, and stood huddled in the corner alone.

I don't cry so much anymore, I just want to go to Xu Lang, I will bear those responsibilities on his behalf, and I have to pay off what I owe Xu Lang.

Regardless of Zhuo Yan's obstruction, I desperately wanted to leave. I don't remember how long I had been arguing with Zhuo Yan, I only knew that my mouth was dry and my throat was burning/hot.

Aunt Chen's arrival 'saved' me from Zhuo Yan's hands. She took my hand and sat on the bed. I was dizzy from crying, and I was alone with my head down, feeling suffocated and uncomfortable.

Things didn't turn out the way I wanted.

I was taken back to the villa by Zhuo Yan, and the news I waited for was that Xu Lang was in prison.

Three years in prison, Aunt Chen comforted me, saying that it was only three years, and it was fleeting.

I can't let go, whether it's three years or three days, what I brought to Xu Lang has affected his life, what should I pay back.

What happened to Xu Lang left me without a smile for a long time. I locked myself in the room every day, and I didn't have the energy to resent others, and I didn't have the time to think about other things.

I was like a puppet, on the verge of losing my own consciousness.

Until one day, Aunt Chen told me that tomorrow is New Year's Eve, and the new year is coming.

Aunt Chen told me that all the unhappy things should be left in the past year, but how can I let go of what I have experienced.

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