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After leaving the hospital, Du Ruo saw a familiar figure from a distance. It was the woman who was lying on the outside of the baby ward and looked in. The woman's back was skinny, as if a gust of wind could blow her away. The man lowered his head and walked aimlessly on the road like a walking dead.

Du Ruo followed curiously, and saw the woman went to the small park not far from the hospital, that is, the small park where Du Ruo found the baby. What are you thinking.

Just when Du Ruo was about to step forward to inquire, the woman suddenly jumped up and jumped into the lake.

"Pfft!"

Du Ruo was taken aback, and she realized that the woman came to the lake to commit suicide. Du Ruo didn't care much, and hurried forward and jumped into the lake, and fished out the sinking woman.

The woman seemed to want to die, but when Du Ruo grabbed her arm, she started to struggle violently, and kept saying, "Leave me alone, let me die!"

"Leave me alone, let me die! Let me die!"

"Living is too painful, I don't want to live anymore..."

If death is this woman's wish, it's not easy for an outsider like Du Ruo to interfere, but seeing this woman's young face, Du Ruo can't bear to ignore her anyway.

Staring at the woman's desperate face, Du Ruo suddenly said, "Is that child in the hospital your daughter?"

As soon as these words came out, like a holding spell, the woman finally stopped struggling, and finally there was a little light on her desperate and numb face, and tears slowly filled in her dull eyes, big and big tears flowed smoothly. Watching her cheeks slide down into the lake.

Seeing that the woman didn't deny it, and didn't struggle anymore, Du Ruo hurriedly pulled her ashore. Fortunately, the weather is not so cold now, otherwise the two of them had been soaking in the lake for so long in winter, and the woman's thin body might be seriously ill. one game.

The woman sat on the bank with her head bowed, her dry yellow and wet hair scattered over her face, like small black snakes winding across her face, covering her withered face and desperate eyes.

Du Ruo sighed softly, and sat next to the woman. She took out two handkerchiefs from her pocket, wiped her face with the handkerchief, wiped her wet hair, and handed the other handkerchief to the woman. Without moving, Du Ruo stuffed the handkerchief into her hand.

After a while, the woman finally turned her head to look at Du Ruo, and asked in a hoarse voice, "How do you know that child is my daughter?"

Du Ruo looked at the woman and said, "I can feel that you have indeed lost hope in life and are full of despair in this world. It is true that you want to die, but you probably don't know it yourself. , you have light in your eyes, you can't let go of your daughter in your heart, right?"

"So what if you can't let go?"

There was a bit of mockery on the woman's face, "With a mother like me, she might as well be an orphan, at least she won't be called a child with broken shoes."

Du Ruo pursed her lips and asked, "Where's the child's father?"

"That man?" The sarcasm in the woman's tone became more obvious.

"After he knew that I was pregnant, he was terrified. He couldn't wait to ask his family to find ways to get him back to the city. Not long after he returned to the city, he got engaged to a leader's daughter. How could he care about my life? If he died, he might wish to set off firecrackers to celebrate."

Du Ruo asked again, "Are you an educated youth?"

The woman nodded, and the conversation started. The woman let go of her guard against Du Ruo, and slowly began to tell her own story.

The woman's name is Zhou Xiaoqing, a southern girl who came to the Military Reclamation Corps as an educated youth three years ago. The Military Reclamation Corps clearly stipulates that love is not allowed, but when young boys and girls stay together all day long, it's normal to have a spring heart, those rigid rules Where can I control people's hearts?

Zhou Xiaoqing fell in love with a male educated youth in their company.

Soon after the two officially established their relationship, they tasted the forbidden fruit. Zhou Xiaoqing was very scared when she found out that she was pregnant. She told the male educated youth about her worries. The family hurriedly found a relationship to spend money for him to return to the city.

The male educated youths did all these things without telling Zhou Xiaoqing. Zhou Xiaoqing didn't even know that the male educated youths returned to the city, and someone else told him.

Thinking of the time when the male educated youth left the Army Reclamation Corps, he had gently said to her: He has something to do at home, he just went home to have a look, he will be back soon, he will not leave her, he loves her!

She believed it!
She counted the days when he left, and every day when she passed the gate, she had to look at it several times.

But... as the days passed, she still couldn't see his figure!
When Zhou Xiaoqing said this, the corners of her mouth twitched, she seemed to want to laugh, but her smile was uglier than crying, her eyes were full of sarcasm and resentment, but her resentment was mainly aimed at herself, hating herself for being blind, To see such a man.

After Zhou Xiaoqing learned that the man had returned to the city, she hated and was afraid at the same time. She was unwilling to ask the leader of the company to ask for leave, and chased her to Shanghai. After inquiring, she found out that the male educated youth was engaged and would get married soon. The target is the daughter of a director in the factory where he is currently working. She is dark and fat.

Zhou Xiaoqing found the man, and the man knelt down and begged her to let him go;
Beg her not to speak out about the relationship between the two of you!
Beg her to abort the child!

Beg her to go back quickly!

Beg her not to ruin his future...

Zhou Xiaoqing couldn't be as cruel as a man, she really liked that man, seeing her beloved man kneeling down to beg herself, Zhou Xiaoqing who was burning with anger finally calmed down, she couldn't bear to hurt this man, so she lost her soul again Back to the northeast.

She has always wanted to abort the child, but she doesn't know how to abort the child, she has no medicine, and she dares not let people know that she is pregnant;
When she was working on weekdays, she worked hard every time, hoping that she would lose the child due to overwork, but the child in her stomach was tenacious. Slow enough to move, Zhou Xiaoqing was reluctant to get rid of the child.

Afraid that others would see it, Zhou Xiaoqing wrapped a bandage around her belly, trying to make her waist look thinner. It was okay for the child to be young, but after the child was six months old, her stomach was getting bigger day by day like blowing a ball. Zhou Xiaoqing Panicked, she was too scared, so she ran away directly.

In the past few months, Zhou Xiaoqing wandered around the provincial capital like a beggar, sleeping in the bridge hole at night and begging during the day, and survived hungry and full.

Last night she gave birth in the grove of this little park;

The heart-piercing, heart-piercing pain when giving birth made her want to die many times, it was too painful;

But no matter how painful she was, she didn't dare to make a sound. She lay on the ground with only some dirty clothes spread on the ground. In such a silent, dilapidated small park, she gave birth to her daughter. There is no family to accompany her, let alone the care of her husband.

Zhou Xiaoqing looked at Du Ruo blankly, and asked, "I don't know what I live for? Is it to suffer?"

Zhou Xiaoqing's eyes were blank, she seemed to be asking Du Ruo, more like asking herself, she couldn't find the meaning of her life.

Du Ruo looked at the girl in front of her with some distress. She was only 21 years old this year, but she was tortured by life and lost all her luster.

Du Ruo suddenly reached out and held the girl's hand. When Zhou Xiaoqing's eyes settled on her, the two looked at each other. Du Ruo said firmly,

"People are not born to suffer. People are born to live a good life and to be happy. Suffering is just a stumbling block on the road to happiness. Just kick it away."

Du Ruo grabbed the girl's hand and exerted a little force, as if he wanted to pass on his strength to her, and continued, "Don't be afraid of difficulties, just face them. People can't be unlucky all the time. You're not even afraid of death. What are you afraid of?"

"But..." Zhou Xiaoqing hesitated, "I don't know where to go now? If the Army Reclamation Corps finds out that I am pregnant and giving birth, they will definitely punish me severely.

Parents are even more patriarchal. If they knew that I was pregnant out of wedlock, they would want to break off with me immediately, and I dare not go back. I don't know where else I can go now? "

Zhou Xiaoqing's tone returned to her previous depression and despair, she murmured, "I also want to give my daughter a happy family, an honest and reliable father, and a loving mother, but if I recognize her now, others will I will definitely call her the child of the broken shoe."

Zhou Xiaoqing said, tears streaming down the corners of her eyes, she smiled silently,
"Others call me a broken shoe, I can bear it, but I can't see my child being implicated because of me, I don't want her to be wronged."

As Zhou Xiaoqing was talking, he suddenly "hummed" at Du Ruo,
"I'm afraid you are also laughing at me in your heart?"

"Laugh at my stupidity, laugh at my lack of self-love, laugh at me for being a broken shoe, laugh at me for being a slut..."

Every time he uttered a word, the despair in Zhou Xiaoqing's eyes deepened.

The negative emotions that had been suppressed in her heart these days all exploded at this moment;
"what!!!"

"Woooo."

Zhou Xiaoqing suddenly hugged his head and wailed loudly, like a madman, crying loudly while crying,

"What did I do wrong? God wants to punish me like this. Yes, I'm a lowly man. I gave my body to a man easily. It's because I don't love myself. It's God who punished me."

"Calm down," Du Ruo saw that Zhou Xiaoqing started to slap her head desperately with both hands, fearing that she would hurt herself, so she hurriedly grabbed her hand.

"Listen to me, it's not your fault."

Du Ruo's tone was firm, she stared straight at Zhou Xiaoqing, and said word by word,

"It's natural for men and women to love each other. Even the big leaders say to encourage young people to fall in love freely. You are just unlucky and met a scumbag. It's not your fault. It's that man who failed you. Don't impose his faults on himself."

Seeing that Zhou Xiaoqing calmed down again, Du Ruo breathed a sigh of relief, "You're not mean, and you can't do that kind of thing alone. Why doesn't the child's father think he's mean? Don't underestimate yourself, you're already very brave."

Zhou Xiaoqing stared blankly at Du Ruo, and suddenly said, "Your thoughts are different from others, no one has ever said these things to me."

Du Ruo smiled, and said softly, "You also want to watch the child grow up, right? You don't want to leave her alone in the world, do you?"

"Since you choose to give birth to her, you have to be responsible for her! A child does not have to have a father. You, a mother, can give her double love. Rather than having an irresponsible father, it is better not to have one." Woolen cloth."

"But..." Zhou Xiaoqing still hesitated, "Although you don't look down on me, others may not think so. They will definitely think that I am a broken shoe, and then call my daughter the daughter of a broken shoe..."

Du Ruo sighed, and then said, "People's thoughts will change."

In a few decades, what divorce?Pregnant before marriage, this kind of thing is commonplace, nothing unusual, but people's thinking is still relatively conservative now.

If Zhou Xiaoqing really decided to live, she would have to go through some hardships, and Du Ruo couldn't help her more.

Du Ruo patted Zhou Xiaoqing on the shoulder, "If you decide to live on, you must learn to be strong. You have already given birth to that child, so please be responsible to her. Don't let her be as hopeless as you are about this world."

Zhou Xiaoqing froze, buried his head between his knees, and began to cry.

Du Ruo stroked her back, and said in a flat tone, "If you still want to die, I can't stop you. I can stop you once or twice, but you can die three times or four times. I can't follow you every day. As for whether you want to die or live, you have to figure it out for yourself after all.”

After a while, Zhou Xiaoqing slowly stopped crying.

Du Ruo picked up a handkerchief and wiped away the tears on Zhou Xiaoqing's face, and asked her, "Have you decided?"

Zhou Xiaoqing nodded, took a deep breath, and said firmly, "I want to live."

After saying this, Zhou Xiaoqing seemed to let go of some heavy burden, and his tone was a little relaxed, "As you said, I'm not even afraid of death, so why should I be afraid?"

"My life is a mess. Now that I have given birth to that child, I hope she can live a happier life. With my share of love, I will treat her better, work hard to care for her, and love her. She, let her see the beauty of this world...!"

Du Ruo finally laughed, and then she took out a few shortbread biscuits from her pocket and handed them to Zhou Xiaoqing.

"Are you hungry too? Have something to eat, and you will return to the guest house with me in a while, take a good bath, change into clean clothes, have a full meal, and take the child back to yourself."

"Well," Zhou Xiaoqing nodded heavily, and smiled at Du Ruo. This smile was very light and faint, but it no longer reproduced the previous stiffness and distortion, with a hint of determination and decisiveness;

"I will live well!"