Love the good night from now on

I shrugged my nose: "I don't really want to recover, I'm fine like this."

Chengguang tested me: "You may have forgotten something very important, don't you want to remember it?"

I lowered my eyes and asked quickly, "Is Yi Nan really dead?"

Chengguang's eyes darkened, and he restrained his smile.

His face was like a summer rainstorm, when the dark clouds came over without warning.

"Why did you ask so?"

I sighed: "An Yu kept saying that I was cold, if Yi Nan really died, shouldn't I cry bitterly?"

Chengguang frowned: "What do you think?"

I drooped my eyes: "But I don't feel sad, I think I have forgotten everything about Yi Nan, have I forgotten that I once liked him?"

I smiled wryly: "It's like taking a heartless pill, it made me very distressed, I don't know what's wrong with me."

When I looked up again, I saw Chengguang's face regaining brightness.

He is always probing.

I would also answer with caution.

Amnesia is not an easy drama to perform.

He touched my hair worriedly, and said slowly: "The last time you had stress amnesia, you forgot what happened on the day of the car accident, this time."

He paused: "The doctor said that your brain has been traumatized and your mind has been stimulated, and you may choose a certain part of the trauma to forget. The doctor said that this is a manifestation of your body's rejection. It may return to normal, or it may not. "

I nodded: "I know this."

Chengguang raised his lips: "Actually, even if you can't return to normal, it's not bad."

I nodded solemnly.

Chengguang smiled easily and said, "Do you want to learn how to trade in stocks? Then you are responsible for your own profits and losses."

I sincerely nod my head into a sieve.

I thought to myself, I knew earlier that locking up love with a broken heart is a unique skill in getting along.

I must have treated it that way.

So I have one more task in my life.

Learn to trade stocks.

I started getting up early and going to bed late every day.

Research financial news.

Until I saw the interview with Yi Nan, I finally couldn't restrain myself from crying.

I opened the news of Yi Nan's disappearance again.

It shows that the family members refused to close the case, and the police continued to search for No. 20 for one day.

I covered my mouth and cried hard.

Tears scalded my heart like lava.

Suddenly, the computer beeped, and a piece of latest incident progress popped up.

I read it word for word.

Fear of missing key information.

"The accident car was salvaged [-] kilometers downstream, and the window of the driver's cab was smashed by an escape hammer."

I suddenly wept with joy.

I knew it.

I knew you would stop at nothing to escape.

Since you are not in the car.

Then there is a chance of survival.

Yi Nan, Yi Nan, you're still alive, right?
Yi Nan, Yi Nan, if you die, then wait for me a little longer, okay?
Looking back later, during those days, my rationality, my planning, my performance, and my arrangements all depended on my longing for Yi Nan.

I became the same person as Chengguang.

People who live for hatred.

Another three days passed, and I received a call from Lin Qiao.

She told me on the other end of the phone that there is no man she can't take down.

So I asked her out to lunch just to see if she was bragging.

I chose an unpopular restaurant, which was so unpopular that there were only Lin Qiao and me in the huge restaurant.

She's clearly being herself today, in skinny denim shorts and a crop top.

She raised her eyebrows proudly at me, and said, "Your husband is an egg with seams, and I'll do it once I ding it."

"Are you in bed?" I asked.

Lin Qiao was taken aback for a moment, and then smiled dryly: "How could it be so fast, he promised to come to my class on weekends."

I was very disappointed: "Look at your amazing words, I thought you got him done."

Lin Qiao knocked on the table: "It's not difficult to make a man take off his pants, but it's more difficult to ask a man to take off his pants, so don't worry!"

I propped my chin: "Okay, then you asked me out today to report such a boring news to me, right?"

Lin Qiao blinked: "I'm such a professional, of course I won't waste the employer's time, I need your help."

"How to help?"

Lin Qiao took out her notebook again, and said in a serious manner: "Tell me about the books you liked in college clubs, celebrities, hosts, movies, etc."

She knocked on the table: "You were in college! Not now!"

I wondered: "I asked you to deal with Yuan Chengguang, why are you so interested in me, you are not coveting my beauty."

I quickly waved my hands: "I don't like women!"

Lin Qiao rolled her eyes: "I don't like women either! What are you thinking about!"

She paused and explained: "Your husband is a nostalgic personality. He was deeply obsessed with you at a certain time, so it is more useful to be the you he is obsessed with than to be anyone else!"

At the end, she added: "Actually, your husband loves you very much, why did you ask me?"

As if being stung, my peripheral nerves contracted slightly.

I said, "Well, he loves me, and I love somebody else."

Lin Qiao nodded knowingly: "My last client was just like you. He wanted to cheat in marriage and asked me to seduce his husband. It's not easy for men nowadays."

I smiled sadly: "It's not that you don't pry into the private affairs of customers, what about your professionalism?"

Lin Qiao smiled mischievously, brushed her hair behind her ears, and became serious for a second: "Finally, it's the same. My favorite movie."

"Atonement."

“The story cam resume. I will return. Find you, love you, marry you, and live without shame.”
I recited my favorite line from the movie.

His hands trembled uncontrollably.

My eyes are full of green plants.

In the ear is the sound of the waves lapping.

When we were in Melbourne, I, Yi Nan, Chengguang and Qian Sisi went to see this movie together.

It's just that things are different.

Qian Sisi is dead.

Yi Nan disappeared.

And Chengguang and I tortured each other and plotted against each other.

This world has changed.

"Lin Qiao." I said quietly: "If I regret it, you can stop at any time, right?"

Lin Qiao nodded: "The way I get out is very simple, just disappear, to ensure that he can't find me."

Lin Qiao said self-consciously: "There was a client before, she regretted it just after I took her husband, and she wanted to reconcile again. In order not to cause trouble, my 'little three' disappeared overnight and traveled to Iceland for a month just came back."

I lower my eyes.

I'm not trying to make up with Chengguang.

I'm just afraid.

Such hatred cannot sustain me for long.

If one day I give up on revenge for Yi Nan.

I still, like before, sincerely hope that Chengguang can live a good life for us.
Like a dying person, the last wish.