Love the good night from now on

I'm like a kitten rescued from the storm.

I just want to give a big thank you to someone who extended a helping hand.

And eager to let me die in the wind and rain.

This sense of frustration of having no way to survive and being incapable of seeking death permeated my entire youth.

It seems that I love Yi Nan, it has never been easy,
I remember that every time I wanted to confess my love to Yi Nan, there were always accidents.

The first time, the first month after falling in love at first sight, I brought him a jar full of homemade chocolates.

Yi Nan just came over from the stadium, took one and put it in his mouth.

After a while, he left in a hurry.

Later I heard from Chengguang that my chocolate had spoiled, causing Yi Nan to vomit and diarrhea all night.

I feel guilty, so I terminated the confession plan.

The second time, at the end of the first semester, I wrote a diary full of daily small sentences.

To put it bluntly, it is a love poem.

I tried to have retro courage, but was hit by reality.

Because I waited for him all night outside the dormitory that day, but he didn't show up.

The next day, the picture of me standing alone under the street lamp went viral in all the study abroad groups.

I felt resentful and decided to terminate the confession plan again.

The third time, the fourth time, the nth time I can't remember, Yi Nan became decisive, he decided not to agree to me until that night happened.
He rejected me for so many years, now we are together, but rejected me again
Is it really because you don't love me?

Still love me too much?
I laughed to myself and wrapped myself in the blanket.

After the dumpling took a shower, she crawled in and pressed her warm chest close to me.

Melting me with a small milk voice: "Mama, do you miss papa?"

Just this sentence, suddenly let me full of energy.

Let go of all pain and frustration.

Yeah, whatever reason he had.

He'll always be Tuanko's father, too.

He can't escape!

I hugged the dumpling together with longing and unbearable emotions in my arms.

I kissed Tuanzi's forehead with my lips, and said, "Well, I miss Yi Nan."

Tuanzi patted my back with his small hand: "Dad told me that he will be back soon."

I smiled: "Where did I tell you?"

Tuanzi said, "In a dream."

The next day, I was woken up by a phone call.

Even a brief reminder from WeChat is enough to wake me up.

Tuanzi is still sleeping.

I tucked in the small quilt for him, and then sat up with a pillow to cushion his waist.

It was a WeChat message from a classmate in Beijing.

I call him coconut, so the remark is a round coconut.

He is now working in R&D for a pharmaceutical company.

Location matters.

He first sent me a bunch of pictures that I couldn't understand.

I sent a series of question marks back.

Coconut sent a text.

That line of text was shocking.

"This is a chronic poison. Long-term use can damage the gastrointestinal system and cause cancer."

My eyes seemed to be coated with ink.

Brief blindness.

poison?

Carcinogenic?

Why did Qin Hua give herself this medicine?

Or is she not eating for herself?

It was like a whole atomic bomb went off in my head.

Every cranial nerve trembled back and forth.

Sudden dizziness made me lie down again.

I closed my eyes and rested for a while.

Try to calm yourself down.

I started thinking.

If Qin Hua has been poisoning Yi Nan.

So long as ten years.

Yi Nan and Yi Jun are hard to find?
After all, she is a well-known stepmother outside and inside.

Suppose again that Yi Nan found out that his body was abnormal after falling into the sea.

I remember him as a man who rarely went to the hospital.

Only in that car accident that fell into the sea, he was seriously injured and had to go to the hospital.

Maybe he knew he had cancer not long after, so he wanted to actively treat it without telling me.

This explained why Yi Nan's complexion was not good at that time, and he was a little tired.

And often neither at work nor at home.

Most likely in the hospital.

Let's continue to assume that Yi Nan found that the cancer was developing rapidly, the toxin had penetrated deep into the bones, and time was running out, so he used Xue Yitong to alienate me.

He knew I didn't like this, so he just disappeared without saying anything.

So did Yi Nan already know about Qin Hua's poisoning?
What happened to Qin Hua and Yuan Chengguang?

My thoughts can only sort out here and stop abruptly.

"Den~"

Another burst of cell phone ringing.

I subconsciously switched to vibration, got up gently, and went to the bathroom to answer.

I saw a series of unfamiliar numbers, starting with 00, calling from abroad...

"Sui Sui..."

The earpiece rests lightly on the pinna of my ear.

I heard the long-lost voice.

It's just that the voice seemed to be covered with frost.

It's like being shivering in the cold winter.

"Don't check any more..."

Yi Nan's voice seemed to break when touched.

"I just want to protect you, protect you a lot..."

His voice was mixed with the sound of electricity, as if it came from the depths of ancient times...

He solemnly said: "Yao Suisui, I reject you..."

"let's break up."

"Yao Sui, I reject you." 2015

"Yao Sui, I reject you." 2016

"Yao Sui, I reject you." 2017

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"Yao Suisui, I reject you."

"Let's Break Up." 2021.