Love the good night from now on

I held onto the brick wall by the street and gasped for breath, my palms were soft and sticky, as if the brick wall had turned into foam.

Maybe it was because I was staggering, Chengguang rushed up to support me.

His jawline was smudged in the night.

It seems to be covered with a layer of shimmering light.

"Sui, you won't be able to help much..."

I raised my face, which was covered with water stains.

"Come home with me, maybe Duoduo has already gone home by himself..."

Chengguang obviously thought of a good excuse.

The sobriety that seemed to be from another world crawled into my mind like a vine.

I began to repeat mechanically: "Yes, Duoduo may have gone home, already home..."

I turned around and grabbed Chengguang's arms: "Chengguang, let's go home soon, Duoduo likes that beach, maybe he has already gone back!"

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At three o'clock in the night, we shuttled across most of the South China Sea and returned to our home by the sea.

I asked Chengguang to park the car on the road, and kept calling Duoduo's name along the path by the sea.

Although the sea sinks like a black hole at night.

Although only my voice is in the wind.

I still hope that in this dark night, the light will come as expected.

My boy he can come back intact.

I am willing to give everything in exchange for my happiness, health and wealth.

I only hope that the gods will show mercy and send the young child back...

I don't know if the god who lives in the sea heard my begging.

The wind in the dark night suddenly stopped, and the early summer night was extremely quiet.

I looked along the coastline.

Under the faint light, there is an elongated figure from far to near.

There was a rustling sound on the beach.

The dim light faded away little by little.

I saw a tall and slender man, lightly holding the thread in his left hand, on the other end of the thread was a dinosaur balloon floating in the air.

The right hand is half-raised in front of the chest, and a small figure is protected by the crook of the arm.

Green T-shirt and white shorts.

His round head was lying on his shoulders, and he was fast asleep.

The moonlight suddenly became brighter at this moment.

The tears attached to the pupils poured down like a waterfall.

It's Yi Nan and Duoduo.

He found him!
I almost forgot to shout and run into the darkness with open arms.

There seems to be a light behind Yi Nan.

That light gave me hope again.

"Thank you, thank you...." I finally found my dumpling.

When I ran closer, my fingertips just touched Yi Nan's arm, but it was wet with sweat.

The white shirt he was wearing was also wet a lot and stuck tightly to his back.

There are a few strands of hair pasted on the forehead, and although the eyes are heavy, they are full of tenderness.

My gnocchi, on the other hand, looked intact.

Yi Nan smiled softly in the night, and said, "When I found him, he was sitting in the wonton shop and sleeping."

He stroked the back of the dumpling: "Duo Duo was at a loss, very smart, he went back to the apartment where you used to live, and went to a familiar wonton shop..."

I laughed and sobbed: "The owner of that wonton shop is from Sichuan. He likes Duoduo very much. Every time he cooks a bowl of wonton wrappers for him..."

But the heart was clenched by fists, and the pain was so painful that I couldn't breathe.

Trembling, I caressed Duoduo's back: "It's more than ten kilometers away from our small apartment, he is still so young, how many miles he has walked..."

I ran my fingertips across Tuanzi's favorite shoes, and the sneakers, which were clean as new, were already dirty.

The stain on the hem of the sock clings to the calf.

I held back my tears, for fear of waking him up: "He never knows road signs, and he doesn't know how to take subways and buses..."

Yi Nan's voice was as deep as a whale in the ocean, but it was full of hope and warmth.

He said: "Duoduo met a kind-hearted man, took him to the subway, and sent him to the neighborhood of the small apartment. He didn't suffer too much, so don't be sad."

There are tears of rebirth on my eyelashes.

I think it must be my kindness that brought me a lot of luck.

And there will be no second such luck.

We can't lose him again.

No longer.

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It is said that some people's stubbornness is due to unbreakable fate.

The one who found Duoduo was Yi Nan, not Chengguang.

On the coastline, the figure that looks like a god descending into the world is Yi Nan, not Chengguang.

It was Yi Nan, not Chengguang, who saved me and Duoduo every time.

Even though Chengguang said he loved me over and over again.

Even if Yi Nan kept away from me time and time again.

Even Chengguang brought me home.

Even if Yi Nan hurt me.

But what can I do.

Fate is to tie two independent souls firmly together.

Even after going through hardships, getting together and breaking up, they still can't escape the presupposition of fate.

I lost all defenses and threw myself into Yi Nan's arms.

The balloon in Yi Nan's hand went off-line and fell into the night.

I buried him in his arms, and his hand protected Duoduo.

My trembling voice mixed with crying kept lingering in the night.

I said, "I can't lose, I can't lose you."

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It's just the refreshing sea breeze that made me forget to look back.

I am born again.

Pushing another person over a cliff.

If only I could see Chengguang's eyes behind me.

Then maybe I can save him, Yi Nan, and myself.

But I didn't look back.

So we started to walk into the abyss from then on.

Under the cliff, there are white bones, where is yours, next to it is mine.

Many years later, I also wondered if I had been kinder to Chengguang, then things would have been different.

He is so sunny and warm.

All he longed for was a home intact.

It's just that I didn't expect that on the night beach, Chengguang was not alone facing the sea breeze alone.

There is also a woman.

The impressive scars on his face bared their teeth and claws like a devil.

Her body became thinner and thinner.

She hid in the darkness, burning ashes in her eyes.

She's not just jealous of me.

From that moment on, it became a life-and-death struggle.