After the divorce, Mr. Sheng regretted it

Although Meng Ziyi tried her best to sound casual, her bitterness was all carried in those eyes.

"Zi Yi, didn't I tell you? I didn't mean that!" Sheng Junheng explained.

"Whether there is or not, anyway, I don't want to trap you anymore. Three years, I still can't wait for you to look at me, and I can't wait any longer. The more I wait, the colder my heart will be."

Sheng Junheng squeezed the document tightly in his hand, he seemed hesitant to speak, but these words seemed very difficult for him to say.

"Zi Yi..."

"I don't want anything. You sign it, and we can go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get the divorce certificate tomorrow." After Meng Ziyi dropped these words, she slowly stood up.

She was just about to go upstairs, but Sheng Junheng followed quickly, and grabbed her arm: "There is something that I have never told you, and I really don't have the courage to say it. Because, it was the first time For many years, it still remains a shadow in my heart."

When Meng Ziyi heard this, she was a little confused.

"what's up?"

Was there anything else he was hiding from her?
Sheng Junheng looked around the living room, although the servants seemed to be performing their duties and busy with their own affairs, Sheng Junheng was still worried about talking about that matter here.

"Let's go back to the room and talk." After finishing speaking, Sheng Junheng walked upstairs.

Meng Ziyi looked at his back suspiciously, and followed his pace after a few seconds.

Soon, they returned to the room.

Sheng Junheng stood with his back to the window, and the street lamp outside the window cast in, making his figure a little longer.

"What do you want to say to me?" Seeing that he hadn't spoken again, Meng Ziyi asked like that.

"I...I don't mean to think you're dirty. I haven't touched you these years because...because I have a hurdle in my heart." Sheng Junheng summoned up a lot of courage to say these words.

This was a past that he simply didn't have the courage to face.

It really takes a lot of energy to take the initiative to mention it now.

"What hurdle?" Meng Ziyi's heart tightened involuntarily.

Sheng Junheng looked at her unnaturally, then gritted his teeth and said: "Many years ago, I encountered something. I, I was only a teenager at that time. On the way home, I passed by A quieter path."

When Sheng Junheng said this, he paused again, with a look of pain on his face.

Presumably this past has really brought him a lot of pain.

Meng Ziyi also swallowed a few times involuntarily: "And then?"

"Then...I was dragged into an alley by a drunk uncle."

Sheng Junheng closed his eyes and didn't say anything further, but through his expression, Meng Ziyi had vaguely guessed something.

"You mean... you were raped by a man..." After hearing this, Meng Ziyi felt very uncomfortable.

Sheng Junheng closed his eyes and nodded with a heavy expression: "Since then, I have never dared to look directly at men, nor at myself. I haven't had an affair with a woman for so many years, and it's because I can't do it... It really can't be done."

"As long as I get close to you, I will think of what happened that day. So...so I can only stop every time. It's really not that I think you are dirty, it's that I can't do it myself..."

He finally mustered up the courage to speak out about this past that was buried deep in his heart.